She is so pitiful? I choose to pity myself first

Li Yinan enjoyed this kind of life immensely and felt that he had become a superior person. He would update his account from time to time.

However, he soon ran out of money, and the last time he couldn't even pay the bill. Although another classmate paid it in the end, Li Yinan felt very embarrassed.

Although his classmates didn't think much of it, they just thought that he had probably spent all his living expenses for the month, or that he spent too much and his parents restricted his card...

But Li Yinan felt deeply ashamed. Thinking about meeting these classmates in the future and not being able to maintain his previous personality, he was unwilling to show up in school.

So, he called Li Yibei to ask for money, and even called his parents to ask for money, accusing his parents of why they gave birth to him in such a family...

His parents were sad and guilty. After they sent him all the money, he still felt it was not enough. He also received a lot of calls from debt collectors. He simply escaped from reality, turned off his phone, hid in an Internet cafe, and played games for seven days and seven nights...

During this period, he even pretended to be rich in the game and gave gifts to beautiful women...

He had just finally turned on his phone, but because there was no money in his card, he called Li Yibei, who transferred one thousand yuan to him. He thought it was too little, so the two started quarreling.

Lin Tingyu looked at Li Yinan, who was covered in stubble and smelled sour all over, and thought of the Li Yinan in his previous life who had been studying quietly, passed the postgraduate entrance examination, and finally entered the civil service, and was gentle and polite in dealing with people. He felt a little dazed...

It turns out that Li Yinan was able to grow up like that in his previous life because the conditions were too difficult, so he had to do that?

The hardships of his previous life made him who he is now. In this life, with the help of Shen Zhinian, Li Yinan, who could have lived a less difficult life, has changed...

Lin Tingyu sighed, feeling a little complicated.

Obviously, it was a good thing that they came to visit her mother...

Shen Zhinian was also very welcoming at that time.

How did a good thing turn into a bad thing?

She did not go up to argue with Li Yinan, but left with mixed feelings.

Gu Shiye knew about this and shook his head:

"It's not that a good thing turns bad, it's human nature, or it's his nature. It's just that he hadn't seen these things before, so he couldn't imagine them. The better life he could imagine was something he could achieve as long as he studied hard and found a good job."

"But the life you and mom have now is something he can never achieve no matter how hard he tries. He is not unaware of this, so he began to become cynical and hate himself for not being born in Rome... So, he chose to degenerate."

"He might not be the only one like this. So..."

Lin Tingyu knew what Gu Shiye wanted to say. She nodded and said firmly:

"I will tell my mother about this and...not let her meet any donors in the future."

"No, it's about not letting anyone she knew before see how well she's doing now."

Gu Shiye’s words made Lin Tingyu dazed for a moment, and she nodded.

"you're right."

Shen Zhinian was also shocked when he saw Lin Tingyu's recording of Li Yinan's situation in the Internet cafe.

She didn't expect that the child who she once thought was innocent and kind would change so much.

And the reason why everything changed was just because she showed them a life that they would never be able to achieve in their lifetime?

"Why did it become like this... He was such a pure and lovely child..."

"is it my fault?"

Shen Zhinian felt a little sad and was quiet for a long time.

Lin Tingyu did not disturb her, but told her that if she contacted people she knew in the past in the future, even if they agreed to meet, she should not meet them under the current conditions.

She could have worn clothes similar to before, gone to meet them without a driver or bodyguards, and even less asked them to visit her at home.

Shen Zhinian nodded with mixed feelings. She now understood that she just wanted to make Li Yibei, Li Yinan and the others live a better life, but she still did the wrong thing.

If her life is just a little better than theirs, making them feel they can achieve it as long as they work hard, they will work harder.

Because they have hope in their hearts and know that they will achieve it one day.

But once you realize that the gap between them is too big, it is far from being achieved by hard work...

That thing went against one's will.

Shen Zhinian was very quiet for a while. During this time, she refused to contact anyone from the past and even refused to answer calls from people she used to know.

This is a good thing, at least it avoids a lot of trouble.

Chen Xiangdong couldn't stand her silence and was afraid that she would get depressed, so he took her on a trip abroad.

After coming back, Shen Zhinian felt much more cheerful, and the depression on his brow was finally gone.

Lin Tingyu breathed a sigh of relief. She was now somewhat thankful that her mother had remarried. Uncle Chen was really human and very kind to her mother.

With Uncle Chen around, she can rest assured that her mother is on her side.

It seemed that neither she nor her uncle could replace Uncle Chen.

But Gu Shiye’s words that day are still in Lin Tingyu’s mind.

Gu Shiye said, maybe, Li Yinan is not the only one like this...

Lin Tingyu asked people to pay attention to Ji Feifei and Li Yibei.

As for Li Yinan, she really didn't know what to do for a moment.

But Li Yinan's parents made the choice first.

Whether they were provoked by the debt collectors or hit hard by their son’s words, Li Yinan’s parents actually left a will, regretting that they should not have given birth to them under such conditions, and then they jumped into the lake hand in hand...

When Lin Tingyu found out, he was dumbfounded.

She had never expected things to develop to this point.

She regretted very much that she only paid attention to Li Yinan, Li Yibei and Ji Feifei, but did not pay attention to the parents.

This old couple, who had worked hard all their lives, went out on an extremely peaceful morning. As usual, Mother Li pushed Father Li in a wheelchair and went out for a walk.

Everything seemed to be just an ordinary morning.

Even Li Yibei, who lived with them, didn't notice any difference between his parents and before.

As a result, the parents prepared a sumptuous meal for Li Yibei, transferred the remaining money to their son, and then committed suicide by jumping into the lake.

By the time passers-by noticed the abnormality, it was too late to save the person.

After all, Mr. Li was in a wheelchair, and it would be difficult to rescue him if he sank.

Li's mother was also determined to die and kept holding her husband's hand.

When the couple was pulled out of the water, they were still holding hands tightly.

When Li Yibei found out about this, he went completely crazy.

The moment she saw the suicide note, she cried all night and finally held a funeral for her parents in great calmness.

Li Yinan finally rushed back from his parents' funeral. He was dishevelled and slapped by Li Yibei. He looked at the suicide note and knelt there, as if he had finally come to his senses. He cried so hard that he couldn't speak...