She is so pitiful? I choose to pity myself first

"In the eyes of many people, he is a good man. I have always felt so too."

"That's why I fell in love with him so much in such a short time. I thought he had been pursuing me for so long and I knew him well enough... Now I realize that marriage and love are not the same thing."

"Dating is just a matter between him and me, but marriage... involves his entire family."

Lin Tingyu fell silent.

"then you……"

Jiang Zao Zao smiled and touched her belly which was not yet visible.

"In less than a month, I have seen through him..."

"I originally thought that Ji Zehai was the exact opposite of my dad, and that my marriage with him wouldn't be as bad as my parents'. The child I give birth to won't have to live in the same miserable family I lived in when I was a child. We will have a happy life, and I can give the child a happy and complete family, which can be regarded as making up for my childhood regrets through the child..."

"But I didn't see clearly that Ji Zehai also has shortcomings. He has a gentle personality and doesn't quarrel with me, but he doesn't quarrel with his family either. When he quarrels with me, he will compromise, but with his family... he asks me to compromise with him!"

"He is filial to his parents, but he demands that I be filial to him too. Even if his parents and elders are unreasonable, he will always apologize to me guiltily, and then ask me to make sacrifices for the sake of filial piety. He will make it up to me...but why should I make sacrifices? I can obviously live a good life."

Jiang Zaozao was a career-oriented woman before, but now that she has stepped away, she seems more sober than anyone else.

"Even regarding the betrothal gift, he finally compromised and said he would give me 100,000 yuan as my mother requested. But when I kicked his cousin out that day, she actually said that I was... a cheap girl who got pregnant before marriage! I then found out that he told his family that he would only give me 30,000 yuan as a betrothal gift... and that he was going to secretly make up the extra 70,000 yuan himself."

Lin Tingyu's mouth twitched.

This Ji Zehai... is too outrageous.

"Doesn't he know that if he does this, his family will look down on me?"

"But he still did it."

"His family looked down on me because I got pregnant before marriage, and they thought I was not worthy of the 100,000 yuan betrothal gift. But wasn't it Ji Zehai who made me pregnant? They scolded me for being shameless, but wasn't it Ji Zehai who was also shameless?"

"I was so angry that I told all these things in the hospital..."

"result……"

Jiang Zao Zao wanted to cry again. She gritted her teeth and spoke with a hint of hatred:

"As a result, his family found out that he was trying to make up the 100,000 yuan in private for the betrothal gift, and they actually started to blame him. They pointed their fingers at me and cursed me, saying that my father was in prison and my mother was a cleaner... no matter how much money I make, I am not worthy of their outstanding son who graduated from a prestigious university and works for a Fortune 500 company!"

"His mother said that her son could definitely marry a pretty female colleague from the same prestigious school, or even go home for a blind date and meet the daughter of an official..."

"Being with me is completely a sign of condescension for Ji Zehai. If I wasn't pregnant with their future grandchild, they wouldn't have agreed to let me in at all!"

"Ji Zehai can't do anything else but yell a few words to tell his mother to stop talking..."

"But, from beginning to end, he never made a single excuse for me!"

Jiang Zao Zao's voice was very cold:

"Maybe in his mind, a woman like me who graduated from an ordinary university and got pregnant before marriage is not as good as his glamorous and beautiful female colleagues! Not as good as the daughter of the mayor in his countryside!"

"Tingyu, I suddenly realized that I used to be afraid that my future child would repeat my miserable childhood of hiding, but now, I find that I will not be happy with Ji Zehai, who is the complete opposite of my father."

"He has a family like this. No matter how good he is to me, I will have to endure his anger for the rest of my life."

"He won't hit me or my child, but if it's a son, it's ok, but if it's a daughter...given the personalities of his family, she will definitely be looked down upon and wronged just like me."

"In fact, his mother will definitely want me to continue giving birth, and must give birth to a son... I saw his eldest daughter-in-law, she has already given birth to two daughters and a son, and I heard that she is trying for a fourth one, saying that having two sons is considered a blessing."

"So, listen to the words..."

Jiang Zao Zao's eyes were already swollen from crying, but her eyes were extremely clear:

"I'm not going to have this baby. Do you support me?"

Lin Tingyu nodded heavily:

"I support you. Not only do I support you, but your mother will support you too!"

Aunt Jiang has never been a pedantic person. When Jiang Zao Zao didn't want to fall in love or get married, Aunt Jiang had no objection. She even thought that it would be good for her daughter to be with her for the rest of her life, and that she should just let love and marriage take their course.

An Aunt Jiang like her would never insist on letting her daughter marry into such a family and suffer humiliation.

Jiang Zao Zao's eyes were red and she smiled, but her smile was uglier than crying.

She looked at her belly and was speechless for a long time.

Lin Tingyu accompanied Jiang Zao Zao to tell Aunt Jiang about this. Aunt Jiang had actually disliked Ji Zehai's family for a long time, but she only knew about the bride price and was not aware of other things. After knowing that her daughter had kept it a secret from her and suffered so much grievance, Aunt Jiang was so angry that she almost went to find Ji's family with a knife.

Lin Tingyu and Jiang Zao Zao hurried to persuade her.

"I thought that brat Ji Zehai had a pretty good personality, so I agreed to let him be with Zao Zao. I never expected that he would be such a person! He is just like his family, a worthless person!!"

Aunt Jiang had different experiences after all. She knew as soon as she heard it that without Ji Zehai's indulgence, his family would never have treated Jiang Zaozao like this.

It can be said that he is now relying on the fact that Jiang Zaozao is pregnant with his child and is frantically testing Jiang Zaozao's bottom line.

Once she quits, she will be bullied even more after marriage!

"Not only that."

Lin Tingyu sneered, "She got pregnant so unexpectedly, he must have planned it all along!"

Jiang Zao Zao thought about it carefully and realized that it was indeed the case.

The atmosphere that day was really different. In fact, she didn't bring any wine with her. The wine was brought out by Ji Zehai...

Now that I think about it, it was just a few glasses of wine, how could she have been so distracted?

possible……

From the beginning to the end, she was set up by Ji Zehai!

When Jiang Zao Zao thought about this, he felt even icier.

She even doubted for a moment whether the gentle and elegant college student, the considerate boyfriend in her memory... was really the real Ji Zehai?

Or was it just a false face he deliberately displayed in front of her in order to trap her as soon as possible and take advantage of her character weaknesses?

When Jiang Zaozao thought of this, he felt a chill down his spine.