She is so pitiful? I choose to pity myself first

"Gu Shiye...what happened?"

Lin Tingyu was almost out of breath and asked with difficulty.

Gu Shiye hugged her tightly, and it took him a long time to calm down before he loosened his grip a little.

Lin Tingyu clearly saw the cold sweat on his forehead.

Gu Shiye looked a little unhappy, "I just had a dream..."

"I dreamed of... you..."

Lin Tingyu was stunned.

Dreaming about her, but it was a nightmare?

"Is this a dream about me? What happened? Did I abandon you and don't want you anymore?"

Lin Tingyu was joking on purpose.

Gu Shiye just stared at her, gently stretched out his hand and stroked her hair, looking extremely cherishing, which was completely different from when he hugged her tightly before.

It's just like...

Treat her as a fragile item, afraid that she will break if you apply the slightest force.

He pursed his lips and said nothing, but his eyes were filled with fear and anxiety that flashed across his face for a moment.

Lin Tingyu became quiet, as if she realized something, and she suddenly asked:

"Did you dream that I... died?"

As soon as these words came out, Gu Shiye's body trembled.

really.

A glimmer of understanding flashed across Lin Tingyu's eyes.

Gu Shiye never had nightmares. He used to care about his grandfather the most. After Grandpa Gu passed away, his weaknesses became his parents and her...

Although she didn't know why he had such a dream, Lin Tingyu still patted his back gently and hugged him to comfort him.

"I'm fine. Look, I'm fine right in front of you."

Gu Shiye pursed his lips and said nothing. When he finally calmed down, he said:

"Tingyu, go get a physical check-up."

"Check your body? I'm a medical student, so how can I not know my physical condition?"

Lin Tingyu found it a little funny.

"Then go too."

Gu Shiye was very persistent.

"A doctor cannot treat himself. Some diseases may not be diagnosed by a single examination."

"I'll go with you, as soon as it's daybreak!"

Gu Shiye had never been so persistent before, and he had never insisted on doing something even though Lin Tingyu had already refused.

Lin Tingyu lowered his eyes, "You, dreamed that... I died of illness?"

She had a vague feeling in her heart...

Gu Shiye took a deep breath, "Yes..."

Even his voice was trembling. This was the first time that Lin Tingyu felt his fear.

"I dreamed of you...you looked a little older than you are now. It should be a few years later. You were sick and lying alone in a dark room. You died alone..."

"And I am not by your side..."

"Tingyu, I don't know... This might just be a dream, but the feeling in the dream was too real. I even found that in the dream, I saw your news on the news after you died."

"In the dream, my parents didn't come to live in the capital. They were still in their hometown. I went to see them and heard people in the town say that you were dead..."

"They said...you..."

Gu Shiye changed the subject, "Anyway, in the dream, your mother was gone, and she was not recognized by your uncle and his family. You stayed alone in S City. You were not a doctor, but a nurse. You had never even been to the capital, and you had never attended the Capital University..."

The more Gu Shiye spoke, the more certain Lin Tingyu became about her guess.

Gu Shiye, what he dreamed of...

It turned out to be her previous life!

Lin Tingyu's heart skipped a beat and her eyes flickered slightly. She didn't dare to look at Shi Ye's reaction, but she still met his gaze, not wanting to miss even a single moment.

"We have no intersection. We were just deskmates for a while in the third year of high school..."

"After graduation, I went to the capital, and we never met again..."

"Later, I heard about your death. I heard that no one replaced you..."

Gu Shiye was a little unable to continue. This dream was too real, so real that he felt that everything he experienced in the dream was what he had experienced before.

He even felt that if he were in that situation, he would do the same thing as in his dream.

Lin Tingyu's eyes, which were originally trembling, slowly became firm when she saw his slightly frowned brows.

"No one's collecting my body, right?"

Gu Shiye was stunned.

He looked at Lin Tingyu in his arms, and for a moment, he felt as if he was still in a dream.

Otherwise, how would Lin Tingyu know what he dreamed about?

Lin Tingyu smiled, a little uneasy but firm:

"Gu Shiye, I want to tell you a story... a very long story..."

Since his rebirth, Lin Tingyu thought that he might never mention his past life again.

After all, no one knew what she experienced in her previous life, and she didn't want to recall it.

But now, Gu Shiye dreamed...

It was obviously Gu Shiye from this world. He clearly had not experienced her previous life, but he dreamed of her previous life...

Gu Shiye looked at Lin Tingyu's eyes, and for some reason his heart was in a knot...

He felt a little uneasy, so he grabbed Lin Tingyu's hand and held her in his arms, listening to her talking in a very calm tone, as if she was telling someone else's story, about the things she had experienced in her previous life...

The sky outside gradually brightened. Lin Tingyu's voice was very calm. She talked about how she was used, framed, and repaid with evil. She talked about how she lost her mother, how her uncle cheated her out of her house, and how she was ridiculed and mocked by relatives and friends. Then she talked about her later life...

"What you dreamed about is what I experienced personally."

"In my previous life, I did get sick because of a patient, but everyone thought it was because of my chaotic private life and improper behavior..."

"Is this what you didn't say before?"

Lin Tingyu smiled:

"After I died, did the rumors spread in the village that I had a chaotic private life and did something outside that caused me to contract that disease?"

"In fact, some people said this when I was alive. They thought I was disgusting and didn't want to have any contact with me. They even felt it was dirty to talk to me..."

"I just saved someone outside..."

After Lin Tingyu was reborn, he always avoided this matter and didn't think about it.

Now when she thought back on it, she didn't feel sad at all. She could even say with a smile:

"I feel like a medical worker. At least before the ambulance arrives, I have to stop the bleeding and keep him alive."

"But that person knew he was sick and deliberately cut my hand... I was infected."

"The patient ran away and I couldn't find him no matter how hard I looked."

"The hospital felt that since I didn't get the disease during work hours or in the hospital, it couldn't be considered a work-related injury. I had to treat it myself."

"I have medical insurance, but some medicines cannot be reimbursed at all. Because I was infected with the disease, the hospital directly dismissed me. I don't know who made my information public. Everyone can recognize me and is afraid of being infected by me. They are unwilling to accept me. I can't even find a job to make a living."

"Later, some people even refused to rent me a house. I could only live in a village in the city where the public security was poor, and my neighbors were all prostitutes..."