She is so pitiful? I choose to pity myself first

Moreover, the He family made her marriage into a wealthy family very high-profile. Not only did they invite her family members, but her father also asked for more places for face and invited more than a dozen township leaders from her hometown, as well as the elders of their Shen family...

They all came together to attend her wedding.

Even if she successfully appealed and her marriage was annulled, and she aborted the child...

With such a sick body and such a reputation...

How good a person can she marry again?

At this moment, Shen Sihan felt extremely regretful.

Why didn't she listen to Lin Tingyu and hesitate at the beginning?

At that time, she and He Qianxing had not yet married and had no children, so everything could still be saved...

That person liked her so much, and she obviously liked that person more than He Qianxing.

Why did she believe Shen Yihan's words and think that the man might be a tool used by He Qianxing to test her, and why did she not dare to really agree to that man?

Shen Sihan regretted it so much that her intestines turned green, but she also knew that at this moment, no matter how much she regretted, it would be of no use.

Shen Yihan knew about this and actually came to persuade her:

"You're already married, you've contracted the disease, and you have a child. When you give birth to the child, you'll be the future mistress of the He family. What diseases are you afraid of? Besides, you're in control of He Qianxing's big secret, and you have his child in your hands, so he can't betray you. You should be content."

Shen Sihan had long been extremely disappointed with her sister. Although she had made the same analysis, she still sneered when she heard such words:

"Sister, are you afraid that if I divorce He Qianxing and expose his affairs, it will affect your relationship with your brother-in-law?"

Although what he said came true, Shen Yihan's expression did not change at all.

"I'm doing this for your own good! You're not doing any worse than I am now!"

Shen Yihan was telling the truth. Although she had secured her position in the Qi family with her twins, everyone in the Qi family knew that she was a privileged mother because of her sons, and that was when she was unmarried and had not graduated. Everyone looked down on her, especially when they found out that the Qi family didn't even give her a proper wedding and didn't even invite her parents, yet she was still smiling.

But Shen Yihan herself didn't think so. At least she got what she wanted, didn't she?

With twins, wouldn’t everything in the Qi family’s future belong to her son?

It doesn’t matter whether Qi Chong loves her or not. As long as she tries her best to have a son and keeps an eye on Qi Chong to prevent him from having children outside, that will be enough.

Shen Sihan smiled bitterly, "I shouldn't have listened to you and mom in the first place."

If she had gotten closer to her aunt and Lin Tingyu, and listened to them sooner...

Now, she might be with the person she truly loves.

My body is still healthy, not like now, where my life might be in danger, or even...

The baby in her belly may have been infected with the disease!

She even felt a little disgusted. He Qianxing felt that now that she already knew, there was no need to hide it from her, so he played even more unscrupulously in front of her.

She then realized that the reason He Qianxing contracted the disease was because he had sex with both men and women when he was abroad...

Shen Sihan was even afraid that she would give birth to an abnormal child. If the child was like He Qianxing... she would feel disgusted.

But now, this child, whom she was afraid might get into trouble, was her only reliance to stabilize her position in the He family.

Although Shen Sihan was in pain, he finally chose to compromise.

Moreover, for the sake of face, she always pretended to be happy and loving with He Qianxing, and Shen Zhinian really thought she was living a happy life.

Only Lin Tingyu guessed something after accidentally seeing the changes in her skin.

However, Lin Tingyu's expression didn't change at all, and he pretended to know nothing.

But the one extra glance she gave let Shen Sihan know that she had guessed it!

Shen Sihan felt extremely ashamed, but could only pretend nothing happened.

But privately, she was in great pain. Not only was she mentally tormented by her husband's blatant infidelity, but she was also tormented by the illness and the pain of being pregnant...

The He family was rich after all, and even for the sake of the baby in her belly, they still spent a lot of money to hire someone to take care of her.

Shen Sihan stayed at home almost every day waiting for the birth of her baby. Her symptoms were indeed relieved and she had no lack of material conditions, but she did not feel happy at all.

Ten months later, Shen Sihan gave birth to a daughter.

The He family was a little disappointed that they didn't have a boy at once. However, a family like the He family had enough money to raise a child, so they urged Shen Sihan and He Qianxing to have another child as soon as possible while they were still young and their symptoms were not particularly obvious.

He Qianxing had long been accustomed to the colorful world outside, and when he was asked to give birth again, he even cursed.

He was used to the perfect bodies of young models, and at first he could have considered Shen Sihan's slightly thin figure as a change of taste. But now, Shen Sihan had just given birth to a child, and her body was still a little deformed. When He Qianxing fulfilled his husband and wife duties with her, he even felt a little disgusted.

Shen Sihan felt more and more like she was just a tool for giving birth to children and had completely lost her human rights.

But the sad thing is that everyone felt that it was her honor.

Who made her come from an ordinary family, but become the young lady of the He family?

In order to complete the "mission", He Qianxing was quite obedient. Shen Sihan didn't enjoy it at all and got pregnant again.

When she was just three months pregnant, He Qianxing's mother-in-law took her directly to a private clinic and secretly checked the gender of the baby.

After confirming that it was a son, He Qianxing's mother-in-law was very concerned and took even better care of Shen Sihan.

Of course, this was just what she thought was caring. In fact, she was just taking care of Shen Sihan.

Shen Sihan had to report wherever she went, and someone had to follow her. She would be stopped from eating anything, even if she just wanted to drink a cup of milk tea. She could only eat healthy food that was beneficial to the fetus prepared by the nutritionist at home.

In order to prepare for this future successor, the He family even gave her various prenatal education.

Shen Sihan endured the discomfort and accepted the prenatal education that she was not interested in at all, and she was in a bad mood the whole time.

Lin Tingyu accompanied Shen Zhinian to see her once, and seeing her depression, she couldn't help but advise her:

"You have to stay in a good mood, otherwise, when the baby is born, its health or personality may be affected."

Shen Sihan smiled bitterly and said nothing.

She wanted to keep a cheerful mood, but was it something she could decide?

Even though Shen Sihan knew that Lin Tingyu was doing this for her own good, there was nothing she could do.

After Shen Zhinian left, he couldn't help but frowned:

"It looks like Sihan isn't having a very happy life?"

Lin Tingyu lowered her eyes, "But this is all she can do now."