She is so pitiful? I choose to pity myself first

"How ridiculous? I laughed at Qian Qian, but I became Qian Qian myself. But I am still luckier than her. At least my vision is higher than hers. The man I like is not a gangster who drinks and drives with his beloved woman, and I didn't give up my studies because of a man."

As if to persuade Lin Tingyu not to look down on her, Jiang Rou said:

"I heard that Qian Qian now regrets getting married so early, but she has no education, can't find a good job, and can only be controlled by her husband's family. Her life is extremely frustrating."

"This proves that my original idea was correct."

"Although I got married early like Qian Qian, at least I got married after the legal marriage age, and my husband treats me very well. After I married him, I didn't have to worry about anything. Qian Qian and her friends might not earn enough money in a year to buy me a bag."

"So, Lin Tingyu, I don't regret my choice."

Lin Tingyu nodded quietly.

"Oh."

She was a little puzzled. Why did these former classmates always look like they wanted to prove to her that they had made the right choice after seeing her?

It’s clear that I wasn’t very familiar with Jiang Rou in high school, right?

Why does she care so much about how she is?

Maybe it was because Lin Tingyu's performance was too obvious, Jiang Rou suddenly felt very powerless, as if she had punched cotton.

I care so much about it, I always feel that my former classmates will look down on me, especially...

Lin Tingyu.

As a result, no one took it seriously at all.

Or, Lin Tingyu might not care about her at all, and was even too lazy to laugh at her, because in Lin Tingyu's heart, she was not someone worth wasting her time, even if it was worth laughing at.

This made Jiang Rou feel even more complicated.

No one knew that she was actually jealous of Lin Tingyu. She cared about Lin Tingyu very much...

Even when he had to stand against Lin Tingyu and eat the mushrooms picked by Meilin, he also wanted to prove that Lin Tingyu was wrong.

But later she used the fact that she was rushed to the hospital to prove that Lin Tingyu was right.

What she ate were indeed poisonous mushrooms.

How ridiculous.

Afterwards, Jiang Rou woke up from the hospital and even felt a little resentful towards Meilin.

If Meilin hadn't insisted so firmly that the mushrooms she picked were absolutely fine and that it was Lin Tingyu who made the mistake, she wouldn't have eaten the poisonous mushrooms, let alone embarrassed herself in front of Lin Tingyu...

After that, Jiang Rou never appeared in front of Lin Tingyu again.

She felt ashamed.

but……

Jiang Rou took out a small box from the cabinet next to her and handed it to Lin Tingyu.

"I know you don't care. Your indifference makes me feel like a loser..."

"But it turns out that I was too naive."

"Lin Tingyu, this should be returned to its original owner."

Lin Tingyu was stunned for a moment, "Return the property to its original owner?"

She stared at the small jar that looked like jade and blinked:

“This is not my thing.”

Jiang Rou smiled bitterly and stuffed the jade jar into her hand.

"Take it. If you say it's yours, it's yours."

"Lin Tingyu, why are you so slow?"

Jiang Rou said quietly:

"Can't you see that I was jealous of you during my senior year of high school?"

Lin Tingyu was stunned.

"You are always so kind and nice to everyone. Even if many people take advantage of your kindness and bully you, you are always slow and smile happily."

"If you keep doing that, I'll probably just laugh at you for being stupid in my heart."

"But one day you suddenly started to change."

"You stop caring about stupid people and start focusing on yourself. That's smart."

"You're also lucky. Most of the girls in the class fell in love with you, the outstanding transfer student, at first sight."

Jiang Rou said: "Take it, this is what Gu Shiye put in your desk at that time."

Lin Tingyu was stunned, and finally found this matter from his distant memory.

like……

Is there such a thing?

At that time, it seemed that the ointment appeared in her desk. She thought it belonged to someone else. She asked, and no one answered that it was hers, so she put it on the podium.

Later she found out that it was given to her by Gu Shiye because he saw that she was injured by Du Ruoyao.

When she went to the podium to look for it again, she found that the ointment was gone...

It turns out that Jiang Rou took away the ointment?

Jiang Rou saw that she remembered, and then said:

"When Du Ruoyao bullied you, I actually saw it too. When I returned to class, I saw Gu Shiye put the ointment on your desk..."

"It was then that I realized, Gu Shiye, that he liked you."

"There are so many girls in the class, but you're the only one he can see."

"I was very jealous at the time, so after you put the ointment on the podium, I took it away secretly while on duty and hid it."

"I feel like a thief..."

Jiang Rou smiled bitterly, "But later I realized that my behavior..."

She shook her head and said:

"Anyway, I was just jealous of you. I was jealous of your beauty. I was jealous that you could maintain such good grades even when you were trying hard to help others. I was jealous that so many girls in the school had a crush on this school idol. I only liked you."

"But, when I started dating, I realized that I was really stupid and a bit bad."

"Over the years, every time I saw the ointment, I was always ashamed."

"You know what? My score was good enough to get into Didu University. But I didn't want to go to the same school as you, and secondly... I saw Gu Shiye's application, and his first choice was Huaxia University."

Lin Tingyu's attention was distracted.

It turns out that Gu Shiye’s original aspiration in this life was the same as in his previous life, which was Hua Xia University?

"But later, it became Imperial Capital University."

"I know, he went to Imperial University for you."

"It seems so ridiculous that I applied to Imperial University and followed him to apply for a major I don't understand, hoping to meet him at Huaxia University."

"Later, I went to Imperial University once."

"I saw him waiting outside your department's classroom, quietly reading a book, and then he went to eat with you."

"Just like when you were in high school."

"I suddenly realized that in this life, I can only be an outsider in your stories."

Jiang Rou smiled, a smile of relief:

"So, I completely let it go later. When I fell in love with Chen Lin, I realized that love that is mutual is so beautiful."

"Gu Shiye was just a perfect dream that I had when I was young. He was out of my reach. He never entered my life. I was just a passer-by in your story."

"But I can be the protagonist of my life."

"Lin Tingyu, now, this ointment has been returned to its original owner!"

Lin Tingyu touched the ointment, smiled and nodded:

"Thank you for keeping it for us."

"Thank you for not blaming me."