She is so pitiful? I choose to pity myself first

However, after graduation and working, seeing Zhang Chao earning the same salary of several thousand yuan as herself, and being persuaded by her parents to go on blind dates with men with good financial conditions...

Du Ruoyao's mind was moved.

She was no longer willing to pin her life on a man like Zhang Chao who had no future.

I am unwilling to be trapped in school with my husband for the rest of my life, being an ordinary teacher...

So, when the director of the blind date proposed that he could help her advance her career, give her better financial conditions, and even register the house and car under her name, and the gift he casually gave her was Zhang Chao's monthly salary...

Du Ruoyao finally made up her mind and broke up with Zhang Chao.

Zhang Chao actually knew Du Ruoyao's thoughts...

After all, the month's salary he worked so hard to earn was not enough to buy the necklace Du Ruoyao wanted...

He himself also felt aggrieved.

But what can he do?

He was just a normal school student. Although male teachers were very popular in the teaching circle, for someone like Du Ruoyao who was not satisfied with the status quo, a male teacher could not satisfy her desired material life.

Zhang Chao's own life was also difficult. He couldn't even afford a new mobile phone because his family no longer gave him living expenses after he graduated and started working.

If he wants to buy a new phone, he has to save several months' salary...

Zhang Chao himself was also very upset about his situation, but he simply couldn't find any better job. Being a high school teacher was already the best job he could find in their small city.

Although many companies do not limit the majors of recruiting people, especially if his appearance is good...

But those jobs were far away, and it was impossible for Du Ruoyao to change jobs.

Her parents are proud that she is a teacher at a key high school. Such a job is also conducive to her blind dates...

She can only stay here.

And it was impossible for Zhang Chao to live in a different place from her, so he could only continue to be a male teacher.

Not only was he reluctant to leave Du Ruoyao, but most importantly...

At that time, Zhang Chao had already vaguely known that Du Ruoyao had been secretly dating without telling him, so Zhang Chao knew very well that if he left, Du Ruoyao would definitely go on a blind date openly and break up with him...

It's a matter of time.

But he didn't expect that even if he stayed, Du Ruoyao would still break up with him when it was time to break up.

Moreover, not long after breaking up with him, Du Ruoyao moved out of the teachers' dormitory and soon moved back home.

There was even news of their engagement, and they were going to get married next month...

This is obviously not just a seamless connection, but also possible dual parallel tracks. He has been cheated!

After that, no matter how hard Zhang Chao looked for Du Ruoyao, he couldn't find her.

It happened to be summer vacation, and Du Ruoyao was living in her house. If Zhang Chao went to look after her, he would be driven away by Du's father. Du's father didn't like him in the first place, and Zhang Chao felt extremely aggrieved.

When he called, Zhang Chao found that he had been blocked by Du Ruoyao, and he could not contact Du Ruoyao even when he used another number.

As if she was afraid that he would look for her, Du Ruoyao used a new cell phone number and didn't let him know.

Zhang Chao came here today, actually wanting to question her in front of everyone, wanting to let their high school classmates know that he had given so much for her, and how she treated him, how she despised the poor and loved the rich...

However, maybe it was because of Lin Tingyu’s encounter today, but Zhang Chao, who was having troubles in life and career, suddenly calmed down.

He couldn't help but think, if Lin Tingyu had advised him at the beginning, or if he didn't just see love, and worked hard to pursue his dreams like Lin Tingyu...

Would it not be like this today?

Zhang Chao fell into a kind of fantasy. If there was a parallel world, and another self chose to pursue his dream instead of love, then he might be an aircraft designer now...

He might even work in a confidential unit, and not stick to Du Ruoyao every day like in the past. He was not only looked down upon by Du Ruoyao and her bestie, but also by her parents, even their high school classmates, and his parents' relatives...

They all look down on him.

After all, although the job of a teacher is stable, that’s all it is.

At most, after the rating, the salary will increase by a few hundred yuan.

But maybe this is all there is in this lifetime.

Even he himself looked down on himself...

If he had chosen another path...

Zhang Chao was a little dazed.

Then, he suddenly thought of what Lin Tingyu said to him at the gate just before he came in -

"Zhang Chao, it's not too late now."

Zhang Chao was stunned for a moment.

Lin Tingyu said casually:

"You have just graduated from college for less than a year. If you want to change your life, you still have ways to do it."

"Why hang yourself on one person?"

After saying that, she came in directly, with no intention of waiting for him at all.

Zhang Chao just felt his head buzzing, as if someone had lit a lamp on his confused road ahead.

Previously, he just wanted to throw the jar into the air, even if he made himself a joke today, he wanted everyone to know Du Ruoyao's true face.

But even if he did that, would he be happy?

No, even if he really won back Du Ruoyao and really got together with her, he would not be happy.

Because he will always remember his lost dream, the love that he had given but got no results, and even the love that was ridiculed and trampled on by so many people...

Zhang Chao was a little dazed. When he came to his senses and looked at Du Ruoyao, he suddenly felt bored.

Even if he ruined Du Ruoyao, what would happen?

He won't be happy either.

Lin Tingyu was right. It’s not too late to start over now.

He was only twenty-two years old, why should he decide his life like this?

Others look down on him, so does he also look down on himself?

Zhang Chao stood up and looked at Du Ruoyao:

"Du Ruoyao."

For the first time after they got together, Zhang Chao called her by her full name.

Du Ruoyao was just trying to get close to Lin Tingyu and pretend to be a good sister when she heard Zhang Chao calling her.

She shuddered and looked at Zhang Chao nervously.

Whether Zhang Chao wanted to slander her or win her back, she was actually mentally prepared...

Zhang Chao walked up to her and looked at the nervous Du Ruoyao and the little sister beside her who immediately stepped forward to protect her, with a hint of mockery in his eyes.

"Zhang Chao, what are you doing? Hitting someone is against the law. Also, it's not Yaoyao's fault that she broke up with you. It's because you have no future at all that you can only be a teacher with a salary of a few thousand yuan for the rest of your life..."

The fact that Du Ruoyao's little sister could say such words meant that Du Ruoyao also thought so in her heart.

Zhang Chao knew this little sister of Du Ruoyao. When this girl was in high school, she had an average relationship with Du Ruoyao, they just knew each other.