She is so pitiful? I choose to pity myself first

Chapter 215 Lin Tingyu, I regret it

Lin Tingyu looked at him with some complicated feelings.

Zhang Chao is now much taller and more handsome than before, but his temperament seems very depressed and decadent, and even has a bit of the gloomy feeling of an angry young man.

It seems that not being able to enter the Aviation University, not being able to pursue his dreams, and having troubles in love and career have had a significant impact on him.

Thinking of Zhang Chao, who was still full of energy and vigor despite regretting missing out on the love of his life in his previous life, Lin Tingting felt a little dazed when he heard the words.

Zhang Chao looked at her, lowered his eyes, and smiled bitterly:

"I heard that you were admitted to the medical department of your ideal Imperial University and were admitted to graduate school. Are you going to be a doctor soon?"

Unexpectedly, he is quite well-informed.

However, there were other people from her school in the capital, and there were bound to be other friends between universities. In addition, her deceased aunt had previously used her as a topic of conversation in the village, so it was inevitable that someone would know.

"Correct."

Zhang Chao smiled even more bitterly.

"That's great... You're always pursuing your dreams. Unlike me..."

Zhang Chao's eyes were dim at this moment. Where was the pride and confidence he had in high school?

Zhang Chao sighed. He used to have good grades and was ranked after Lin Tingyu. If he hadn’t fallen in love with Du Ruoyao later, he would have spent a lot of time tutoring Du Ruoyao…

Maybe his college entrance examination results could be better.

However, no matter how good it is, his only choice is Imperial Capital Aviation University and...

The university where Du Ruoyao is studying.

He could have pursued his dream like Lin Tingyu, but at that time he only had eyes for the girl he liked and only wanted to be with Du Ruoyao, so he gave up his dream and went to a normal school he didn't like at all.

Lin Tingyu and Zhang Chao were not familiar with each other. Upon hearing this, she had no intention of sighing with him, but just smiled.

"Are you going to the party? Let's go."

"it is good."

The place was not far away, and Zhang Chao walked with her all the way. He could also feel that Lin Tingyu didn't want to talk to him, but when they were almost there, Zhang Chao couldn't help but said:

"Lin Tingyu, if you had persuaded me back then..."

"If someone had advised me not to give up my dream and not to go to normal school, perhaps my life would not be what it is today..."

Perhaps because he felt that Lin Tingyu might be the first person to know about him and Du Ruoyao, and she was also one of the very few people among his high school classmates who had been pursuing her dreams. Zhang Chao seemed to think that Lin Tingyu would understand him, so he talked more.

"If I hadn't gone to the Normal School, I wouldn't be with Du Ruoyao now, but at least I still have my dream and career... I would realize my dream and become an aircraft designer, and maybe even a pilot..."

"I won't be stuck in a rural high school forever, earning a few thousand yuan a month, looking for connections and contacts just to get a professional title and a certificate of honor. I also don't need to be looked down upon by my girlfriend and her family. They think I'm just getting a fixed salary, and my future is predictable. Ruoyao won't be happy with me..."

Zhang Chao said this with a sense of frustration and indignation:

"But if it wasn't for Du Ruoyao, would I have become what I am today?!"

"That's your choice."

Lin Tingyu said lightly.

At the beginning, Du Ruoyao actually tried to persuade Zhang Chao, but Zhang Chao only had this great love in his mind and didn't even listen to Du Ruoyao's advice.

Of course, it was also because he had already filled out his application and he couldn’t change it.

Zhang Chao was stunned for a moment and stopped.

"Yeah, that was my choice...how can I blame her?"

His voice became even more bitter:

"Lin Tingyu, others may not believe it, but you know what? I actually... don't blame her. I even understand her."

"Yes, her family doesn't like me and looks down on me. With her conditions, she can definitely find a better man than me. What her fiancé can give her now, I may not be able to give her even if I work hard for ten years..."

"On the one hand, I understand her, but on the other hand...I hate her!"

"While I hate her, I also hate myself in the past..."

"Why was I so stupid? Why was my vision so short-sighted that I could only see love? Now, love is gone, career is gone, and what's left is... only regret."

"Lin Tingyu, I regret it."

"If I could choose again, no matter how reluctant I am, I would still resolutely choose to pursue my dream... As for love, no matter whether I can get it in the end, it is not worth mentioning in front of the dream."

Lin Tingyu: “…”

She smiled faintly, she didn't believe it at all.

After all, she was the only one who had seen Zhang Chao realize his dream. How could she regret not giving up her ideals and being with Du Ruoyao?

Lin Tingyu had no intention of empathizing with Zhang Chao at all. The class reunion had just arrived, and after she went in, she didn't need to talk to Zhang Chao anymore.

When everyone saw her and Zhang Chao come in together, their eyes looked a little strange for a moment, and some people subconsciously looked at Du Ruoyao.

Du Ruoyao just smiled and even took the initiative to greet them:

"Tingyu, long time no see!"

"Zhang Chao, you are here too."

She was very open and generous, and everyone immediately turned their attention to Lin Tingyu and Zhang Chao.

"Tingyu, why are you and Zhang Chao here together? Have you been in contact?"

Someone couldn't help but ask.

This person is Du Ruoyao's little sister.

Lin Tingyu curled the corner of her mouth. Did Du Ruoyao deliberately make her and Zhang Chao sound so ambiguous?

She would not go on to say that the reason she broke up with Zhang Chao was not because she despised him for being a high school teacher, but because she discovered that Zhang Chao was having an affair with another woman, and she only realized now that the woman was her, right?

Given Du Ruoyao's personality, it's really possible.

Otherwise her best friend wouldn't have said that.

Meilin obviously heard it, and suddenly said loudly:

"Tingyu, come here. Is your boyfriend coming?"

"Boy friend?"

Everyone was stunned.

"Lin Tingyu, do you have a boyfriend? Is he someone we know? Otherwise, why did Meilin say he might come too?"

Lin Tingyu smiled, "You know each other."

Meilin smiled and nodded, "Yes, Gu Shiye is the best in our school. In our class, Tingyu and Gu Shiye were the only ones who were admitted to Imperial Capital University. They are such a perfect match!"

When this gossip came out, everyone was suddenly excited and no longer doubted what was going on between Lin Tingyu and Zhang Chao.

After all, Lin Tingyu and Gu Shiye were deskmates at the time, and people often saw them eating together. Later, they were admitted to Imperial Capital University together...

Being together is so normal.

But they didn't expect that five years have passed and Lin Tingyu and Gu Shiye are still together.

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