Rebirth is not a dream.

Su Yue had been listless and dazed since she attended the poetry meeting, as if her soul had been taken away from her. She felt that everything that happened around her was like an illusion, like a dream and unbelievable. Whenever it was late at night, she would lie on the bed and close her eyes, hoping to return to the real world when she woke up the next morning.

This feeling of not being able to distinguish between reality and illusion made Su Yue feel extremely painful and tortured. She tried not to think about anything, but her thoughts always drifted in confusing and disturbing directions. Every time she thought deeply, she became more and more trapped in the chaotic state of not being able to distinguish between reality and dreams, and she was almost driven crazy.

So, Su Yue chose a unique way to escape this pain - dancing to her heart's content. She put on a gorgeous dance dress and dazzling jewelry, transforming herself into the most dazzling dancer on the stage. In the moment of dancing, she could forget all her worries and concerns and devote herself to the world of dance.

However, even when dancing, Su Yue still had a lingering fear in her heart. She was afraid that once she stopped dancing, the feeling of losing herself would come back. Therefore, she refused to be disturbed by anyone and just wanted to immerse herself in her own world and enjoy a moment of peace.

When she was exhausted, Su Yue would fall into a deep sleep. In her dreams, perhaps she could find a piece of pure land that belonged to her, away from the disturbances and troubles of reality. It was a dream or not, Su Yue felt that she was sick, and if she continued like this, she might really go crazy. She kept hypnotizing herself that she was Su Yue, everything in An Ning Marquis's Mansion was real, and the people around her were also real, and she wanted to integrate into this world.

She chatted with people around her non-stop every day, as if she was never tired. She asked about this and that. Gradually, she noticed that Aunt Tao had not shown up for several days. She couldn't help but think to herself: "It seems that Aunt Tao treats Xiao Suyue much less attentively than she treats Xiao Suyue's dowry!" Could it be that money is really tempting and makes her heart move? However, she thought about it again. A few days ago, Aunt Tao brought the account book to her, and she didn't look afraid of having the account checked. In this case, either the account book was flawless and flawless; or she really had a clear conscience and was not afraid of any scrutiny.

Su Yue knew very well that the reason for this feeling was that she was full of doubts and suspicions about everything around her. Because of this, everyone in her eyes seemed to be shrouded in a mysterious veil, making it difficult to understand.

Especially the woman named Aunt Tao, who made Su Yue feel very confused. If she was just an ordinary servant, she would not explain many things to Su Yue in detail; but if she was of noble status and prominent position, why did she always behave so modestly?

This contradictory attitude made Su Yue want to find out what kind of person Aunt Tao was. She began to pay attention to Aunt Tao's every move, trying to find clues from her words and deeds. However, Aunt Tao was like an unfathomable mystery. No matter how hard Su Yue tried, she could not uncover her true face. Or maybe Su Yue didn't want to understand this world. After more than two months in this time and space, Su Yue thought a lot but did little, or she didn't want to do anything at all.

However, it seemed that spending every day doing nothing made life seem quite boring. Su Yue couldn't help wondering how the characters in the time-travel novels adapted to the new environment? Just a second ago, she was still convinced that she could show her talents and make achievements in this time and space; but in a flash, she suddenly felt that everything in this strange world had nothing to do with her.

This contradictory mentality made Su Yue fall into deep thought. She began to re-examine the purpose and meaning of her coming to this time and space. Perhaps, the initial ambition was just a curiosity and desire for the unknown, but when she was really in it, she found that the reality was far more complicated than she imagined.

Faced with the current predicament, Su Yue realized that in order to gain a foothold in this time and space and realize her own value, she must actively integrate into the surrounding environment and understand the people and things here. So she decided to put aside her concerns and bravely take the first step to explore this new world full of mystery.