Rebirth is not a dream.

Su Yue slowly opened her eyes and woke up from her sleep. The sunlight shone through the window onto her pale face, illuminating her exhausted look. Last night, she was immersed in dreams all night and her sleep quality was very poor.

Although she had woken up, those vague dreams still lingered in her mind. She tried hard to recall and piece together the broken pictures, but she could only capture some scattered fragments, which seemed to be related to Xiao Suyue's past experiences. These past events brought her a heavy burden and made her feel extremely depressed.

Su Yue couldn't help but start to think, is it the residual memory of little Su Yue that is causing trouble, or is it that she has not yet fully adapted to her current life? This inexplicable feeling of depression follows her everywhere, making her feel confused and powerless. She longs to find a way to get rid of this haze and regain her inner peace.

In contrast, Baiyun Temple became a haven for her soul. Although it was not as luxurious and wealthy as here, it gave her an indescribable tranquility. In the temple, she could stay away from the hustle and bustle and immerse herself in the teachings of Buddhism.

Su Yue was not sure whether following the monks in chanting sutras would help her attain enlightenment, but the feeling of freedom was real. Every time the monks chanted sutras, it seemed to wash away the dust in her heart and make her forget all her troubles for a while. Perhaps this was the answer she was looking for - to find a piece of pure land in the noisy world and seek true inner peace.

She thought: Since we can't divorce, can I choose to become a nun? However, she didn't seem to be a pure person, at least she couldn't give up her desire for food. So, she had to give up. So, Su Yue called Taozi to change her clothes, and then sat in front of the dressing table.

Looking at herself in the mirror, Su Yue couldn't help but feel as if she was in the past life when she was shooting a beauty video. The little Su Yue in front of her was quite similar to herself, but not exactly the same. She stared at the face in the mirror and felt that the face seemed familiar, but it didn't seem to belong to her completely. This was not only because she was younger, but more because there was a kind of noble temperament on her face that she didn't have in her previous life. Perhaps it was this nobleness that made little Su Yue slightly different from her previous life.

However, despite this, Su Yue could still find some traces of her past life on this face. This contradictory feeling of being both familiar and unfamiliar made her fall into deep thought...

She could never understand why she had experienced such a bizarre and mysterious thing, and what kind of connection was there between the person she saved in Baiyun Temple and Lu Ming? For some reason, in recent days, her mind kept popping up all kinds of past events with Lu Ming. In fact, before her son had an accident, nothing unpleasant had happened between them. Lu Ming had always treated her with great care, and almost obeyed her every word. No matter what decision she made, Lu Ming would give her full support. However, she was not unaware of some clues, but was it because Lu Ming's methods were too clever, or was she too careless, so she didn't pay much attention to it.

However, her son's experience made her even more distressed. In the previous life, so many children chose to commit suicide. Although each time was painful, at least for the accidents that happened to these children, people could still blame themselves for not doing well enough and not being responsible enough. But now facing her son's sudden death without any signs, she was at a loss and didn't know who to blame or what to blame. Was it really because she made some mistakes that caused her son to suffer? But the problem was that she couldn't find a definite answer at all, and she couldn't even blame herself. She seemed to have done something wrong, but it seemed that she was not at fault. This contradiction and entanglement became a pain in her heart that could never be healed. There was no place to vent, and no one could solve it.

When she mistakenly thought she was about to die, she was looking forward to reuniting with her son and other relatives. However, fate played a cruel joke on her - she did not die as she wished, but instead transformed into another person named Su Yue. From beginning to end, no one cared whether this new identity was what she really wanted, and she didn't even know who to say "no" to.

She often wondered, if she could meet someone who looked like Lu Ming, would that mean that one day she would also meet someone who looked like her son? Or maybe... there really was reincarnation in this world, and one night when the person standing in front of her would be her mother in her previous life?

In fact, whenever it was late at night, she was always filled with endless fear. She was not afraid of darkness before, perhaps because the light pollution in the city in her previous life was too serious. Even in the dark night, there was still a faint light shining through the window into the room, making the surrounding environment not too dark. However, now that she was in this place, when night fell, the surroundings fell into darkness, as thick and deep as thick ink, making it difficult to see one's fingers.

Even though Taozi thoughtfully left a night light for her as comfort, she was still shrouded in fear deep in her heart. The fear of darkness was like a demon that kept haunting her, making her feel that the endless darkness seemed to swallow her up at any time. In such an atmosphere, she could not feel any security at all. Perhaps under her seemingly calm appearance, there was a deeply buried secret, which was like a heavy burden on her heart, making her breathless. She was afraid that once she confided it, it would cause an uproar and bring endless troubles and troubles. So she chose to bear it silently and bury the pain deep in her heart.

However, every time night falls and everything is quiet, the secret is like an invisible hand, tightly strangling her throat, making her unable to breathe. In this silent night, she can no longer escape her true feelings. All the disguises and strengths are gone, leaving only the fragile and panicked self.

At this moment, she was no longer the confident and indestructible person she was during the day, but a complete coward. Facing the fear in her heart, she was helpless and could only shiver alone in the darkness. It turned out that no matter how strong a person is, he or she has a weak spot, and her weak spot is that unspeakable secret.

There are countless unknown secrets hidden in her heart, and the puzzling mystery of little Su Yue is like a bottomless black hole, enough to drive anyone to the brink of madness. Just as Su Yue was immersed in endless reverie, Chen Xiang asked softly: "Miss, what kind of hairstyle do you want today?"

Su Yue didn't seem to hear clearly, and responded blankly: "What?" Chen Xiang stared at Su Yue, and noticed that she was a little absent-minded today. She wondered if the young lady was missing the third young master? So, she opened her mouth again and suggested: "Miss, why don't you wear a bun today?" Su Yue nodded slightly, indicating her agreement.

Chen Xiang skillfully picked up the comb and began to carefully comb Su Yue's hair. She gently played with her hair and coiled it into a cloud-like, natural shape. With each stroke, Su Yue's hair gradually became neat and beautiful. However, despite Chen Xiang's superb skills, Su Yue's mind had already drifted far away, and she was unaware of everything in front of her.

"Miss, are you worried about something?" Chenxiang couldn't help but ask.

Su Yue came back to her senses and smiled bitterly, "I'm just a little tired."

Chenxiang wanted to say something but stopped himself, and finally continued to comb Su Yue's hair silently.

After finishing, Su Yue stood up and looked carefully in the mirror. She saw a beautiful but unfamiliar face, and was a little dazed for a moment.

"Chenxiang, who am I?" Su Yue murmured to herself.

Chen Xiang was startled and quickly replied, "Miss, please don't tease me. You are the eldest daughter of the Su family, the third young lady of the Marquis's Mansion."

Su Yue smiled, with a hint of helplessness in her smile, "Yes, I am Su Yue..."

She looked into the distance again, as if she saw a distant place through a mirror. There, her secrets and confusions were hidden, and it was also the direction where she was looking for answers. She would just live like this.

She is not completely useless. Now she is younger. Although she cannot start a earth-shattering love here, at least she does not have to worry about life anymore. People should not always think about those negative and pessimistic things. Why not try dancing! Let yourself sweat thoroughly and vent all the negative emotions. In this way, all problems will be solved and everything will slowly get better.

Su Yue cleaned up a room in the east wing and danced in it to relieve stress...