Rebirth is not a dream.

Su Yue never thought that farming would be so hard, as if her body was drained. When she dragged her tired body back to the princess's mansion and stepped into the room, the scene in front of her made her freeze. She saw Lu Anruo sitting beside Qin Yi's bed, carefully feeding him water. This scene made Su Yue wonder if she had come to the wrong place.

When Lu Anruo noticed Su Yue coming in, she quickly put down the bowl in her hand, stood up and timidly explained: "Princess, my third cousin is sick and you are not here, so I came to take care of him. Please don't misunderstand!"

However, Su Yue just stared at them quietly, with a complicated look in her eyes. She slowly said, "Did I disturb you? If so, I'll go out first." After that, she turned around and prepared to leave.

At this time, Qin Yi, who was lying on the bed, did look a little weak, but he still tried to prop himself up and said to Lu Anruo, "Cousin, you go back first." His voice was low and hoarse, and seemed to reveal a sense of powerlessness.

Lu Anruo bit her lip, looked at Qin Yi, then looked at Su Yue, finally nodded, and said softly: "Then I'll leave first, third cousin, have a good rest." Then she walked out of the room quickly.

Su Yue walked slowly to the bedside, staring at Qin Yi quietly, with an indescribable emotion in her heart. She thought she only had pity and a sense of responsibility for Qin Yi, but at this moment, seeing him in the same room with another woman, she felt a little uncomfortable. Qin Yi met Su Yue's gaze, tried to force a smile, and said softly: "I'm fine, just a little tired. I didn't expect to fall ill suddenly. As for cousin An Ruo, I didn't invite her..." Su Yue frowned slightly and interrupted him: "You don't need to explain... Well, I just acted according to the agreement. In addition, there is no need to trouble others for such matters in the future, I will take care of it myself." After speaking, she resolutely turned around and left the room, leaving Qin Yi with a look of astonishment, staring at her figure gradually going away.

Su Yue slowly opened the door and stepped into the familiar yet strange room. Her steps were so heavy that they seemed to carry the weight of the whole world, and every step was like stepping on the blade of her heart. She sat silently by the bed, staring at the moonlight outside the window with empty eyes, and her mood became heavier.

She knew that her feelings for Qin Yi had gone beyond sympathy. The man who once made her feel distressed and pitied was now deeply rooted in her heart. However, the cruel reality forced her to face a fact: the gap in their identities was like an insurmountable chasm, ruthlessly lying between them.

Su Yue sighed softly, with a hint of helplessness and pain in her eyes. She knew that this feeling was destined to be buried deep in her heart and become a dream that could never be realized. She bit her lips tightly, telling herself to be strong and learn to let go. So, she decided to use indifference to cover up the waves in her heart and bury the passionate feelings deeply.

As the days passed, Qin Yi gradually recovered. He began to re-examine his life and tried to adapt to this new environment. However, he found that Su Yue's attitude towards him had changed subtly. She was no longer as gentle and considerate as before, but became a little cold and distant.

Qin Yi's heart was full of doubts and confusion. He didn't understand why Su Yue suddenly became so indifferent to him. He tried to communicate with her and wanted to understand her true thoughts, but he never got an answer. He felt extremely lost and confused.

Su Yue originally planned to live a happy marriage with Qin Yi, but when difficulties arose in reality, she often chose to escape rather than actively change or strive for something. Whenever she encountered difficulties, she always wanted to retreat and even escape from it all, but she didn't know where she could escape to. So she took a cold approach, not thinking or facing it, as if she could put all the problems behind her. However, the restlessness deep in her heart was always lingering, making her feel extremely painful. Despite this, she still couldn't figure out what she really wanted and how she should act. This procrastination and avoidance attitude became her fatal weakness in her previous life, and now she has brought it into this time and space. She could only helplessly wait for others to help, but she didn't know who could help, let alone who to ask for help.

In this era, it is common for a man to have three wives and four concubines. Even if she is as noble as Princess Mingyue, it is difficult to really stop Qin Yi from taking concubines. Even if she can successfully stop him, the most likely result is to divorce Qin Yi. However, after the divorce, can she live a peaceful life? It seems hard to say. After all, now that Qin Yi is blocking the wind and rain in front, some people or forces dare not easily take action against her. But once Qin Yi is not around, she will become isolated and helpless, like a lamb to be slaughtered, at the mercy of others.

Su Yue couldn't help but lament that as a modern person, it was so difficult to survive in ancient times. She once thought that she could easily cope with the challenges of ancient times with her wisdom and ability, but reality made her realize that the wisdom and means of the ancients should not be underestimated. She must always be vigilant and constantly improve her strength to gain a firm foothold in this complex and changing world. At the same time, she must learn to use the resources and connections around her to build her own protection network to ensure her own safety.

Faced with such a situation, Su Yue decided not to despise the wisdom and power of the ancients. She wanted to deeply understand the rules and culture of this era, integrate into it, and become a part of it. Only in this way can she better adapt to and change the world and realize her goals and ideals. In the process, she will gradually grow into a stronger, smarter and more mature woman.

She really didn't want to quarrel with anyone, but she also didn't want to be remembered like this. Su Yue lay quietly on the bed, staring blankly at the ceiling, with a lot of thoughts in her mind. She suddenly felt that her life was meaningless, as if all her efforts had become insignificant.

Recalling her past experiences, she had once been on the brink of death, but fortunately she survived. However, now, facing this complex world and interpersonal relationships, she can't help but fall into confusion: How should a person who has died once continue to live? This question troubled her and she couldn't find the answer.

She pondered the value and meaning of life, and whether she should re-examine her lifestyle and goals. Perhaps, she needed to let go of the burden of the past and bravely face the challenges of the future; or perhaps, she needed to learn to be tolerant and understanding, stop arguing with others, and solve problems with a peaceful mind.

No matter what, Su Yue knew that she couldn't continue to sink like this. She wanted to find her own direction and redefine her life. Although the road ahead was rough, she believed that as long as she persevered, she would one day be able to find a lifestyle that truly suited her.

How to deal with some negative emotions? Perhaps you can only digest them slowly by yourself. After all, how can others really understand and care about your inner pain? In this world, everyone has their own life and troubles, and they can't always pay attention to your emotional changes. Therefore, we must learn to face these negative emotions alone and live strong. This is the so-called "living towards death"! When we face death bravely, we can cherish the preciousness of life more and strive to make our lives more meaningful. When facing difficulties and setbacks, don't give up easily, and believe that you have enough strength to overcome everything. No matter how rugged the road ahead is, as long as we persevere, we will be able to get out of the predicament and meet new hopes and challenges.