I accidentally became the Eighth Lady in the Qing Dynasty

Yunyan was completely frozen by Yinsi's deep affection, not knowing how to react. He had experienced this before, and it was not like he had never been loved by others, but why had she always been able to reject them so coldly before? Why couldn't he say no this time?

Sometimes Yunyan always wondered, what was it about Yinsi that made her heart beat faster? What was so good about him? Was it because of his handsome face, or his gentle temperament? Or was it because of his sweet words, which won her heart after being said so many times? Maybe it was all of them. Yunyan never thought that she was also a person who only cared about appearance, so she was infatuated with this beautiful face!

Yunyan originally thought that her heart was as solid as a rock, but she didn't expect that people are not plants after all. Some things can't be what you want them to be. Some feelings will not arise unless you resist them!

Yinsi also felt the uneasiness deep in Yunyan's heart. Holding his stiff body, Yinsi felt a little happy deep in his heart. He knew that Yunyan did not have no feelings for him at all, but he did not understand what Yunyan was considering!

Yinsi let go of Yunyan and instead grabbed her shoulders with both hands. He looked at Yunyan with tenderness and expressed his deep affection in a moving voice!

"Yunyan, ask yourself, do you really have no feelings for me at all? Yunyan, if you really don't have any feelings for me at all, as long as you look into my eyes and tell me in person that you really don't have any feelings for me at all, then I will stop pestering you! Although, this result... is not what I want, but I will respect your decision! Yunyan, can you be a little softer on me? Just a little bit will do, just a little bit, try to accept me! I am not as bad as you think, I ask myself, I am not worse than the men in this world!"

Under the light of the fire, Yunyan looked at the deep affection in Yinsi's eyes and the look of pleading that could not be hidden. The words of rejection came to his lips, but he couldn't say it. But, he couldn't say it even more, because with Yunyan's delicate heart, he knew too well the difference between her and Yinsi. They were born from different worlds. They just met by chance, and they were not destined to be together!

"Yinsi..., there will be no good result for the two of us to be together. Instead of regretting it in the end, it is better not to be together from the beginning. At least when we meet again in the future, we can still sit at the same table and drink tea, and we won't hate each other in the end! We had no result from the beginning. Our meeting was just a mistake. This mistake will be corrected sooner or later. You will return to your place sooner or later. And I am just like my name, "Yunyan". I will be like clouds and smoke, drifting with the wind, drifting to any corner of the world, but I will not stay by your side!"

"When the wind stops, I will stay. When the wind picks up, I will drift with the wind. Yinsi, can you catch me?"

"Yunyan, if you haven't tried, how do you know if I can catch you? Besides, who says there won't be a good ending between us! Yunyan, I like you! This kind of liking is not a simple liking, but the kind that cannot live without you! Before I met you, it didn't matter who I married, but after meeting you, I just want to marry you and take you home! From childhood to adulthood, my biggest wish is to belong to a home of my own. Yunyan, come home with me, okay?"

Yunyan heard what Yinsi said, shook her head, smiled bitterly and said: "Yinsi, don't you understand what I mean? Although I don't think I am inferior to those noble ladies, but I am just an orphan, I...!"

Yunyan was interrupted by Yinsi with an excited look on his face before she could finish her words!

"Yunyan... I don't care. If it's just because of your identity, I don't care at all. If I care about your identity, I won't stick to you all day long. Yunyan, identity is not important to me at all. Yunyan, you are not the kind of person who cares about identity! So don't use such a simple excuse to screen me for Down syndrome!"

Yunyan stretched out her hand to push away Yinsi's hand, turned her body, faced the fire, looked at the flames and said dimly: "But, such a simple excuse is the biggest obstacle between us, it is..., you can not care about my identity, I don't care, but there are people who care, do you think your family members will not care? And those people in the court, will they use this to attack you? At that time, will you resent me for this reason! When I break my wings for this so-called love and pull out all the thorns in my body, what do you think I will get in the end? You grew up in the palace, you should have seen a lot!"

At the end of her speech, Yunyan suddenly turned around and stared directly into Yinsi's eyes, looking at him dimly!

Those gloomy eyes made Yinsi stunned. Those eyes were like a whirlpool, pulling Yinsi in. Like a swamp, they made him sink deeper and deeper. The more he struggled, the harder it was for him to get out!

Yinsi smiled bitterly and said with a sad face: "So I am so unreliable in your heart?"

"It's not that I don't believe you, but I don't believe in the sweet words of all men in this world. I have seen too many women who have fallen into desperate situations because of men's sweet words. I don't want to become a wind demon one day. I want to be myself. What's more, the gap between us is really too big. You should have understood from the beginning that there is no possibility between us!"

After Yunyan finished speaking, she suddenly fell silent for a moment, but in the end she still said what was in her heart!

"Yinsi, maybe you don't like me as much as you think, it's just because you didn't get my response. You are a prince, although you have not been favored since childhood, but as long as you want, you should be able to get it. You are just not used to others ignoring and rejecting you! Yinsi, after a long time, you will find that I am just an ordinary country girl! There is nothing special about me, and I am not that beautiful! I am just an ordinary woman! Not as good as you think, not as good as those rich ladies!"