Dressed as a concubine instead of a concubine
Chapter 242 I Can't Help Blaming
Meng Xiyue didn’t know how she walked out of the palace. She just felt her head buzzing.
When she got off the carriage in a trance, she saw Wu Feng sitting at the gate of the mansion, looking at her with concern.
He walked quickly forward and held her tightly in his arms.
"It's okay. If you don't want to recognize them, don't go back. I'll accompany you wherever you want to go."
She had been trying hard to hold back her tears, but after feeling the warm embrace, she could no longer hold back her tears.
It was as if he wanted to vent all his resentment and grievances.
She cried for half an hour before she stopped crying.
"You must be hungry. Asaka made your favorite dessert. Want some?"
Wu Feng coaxed her in a low voice, his eyes full of tenderness.
When he saw the letter, he knew that she would be upset. He could also stop it and let her never know about it, but he ultimately chose not to do so.
This is her life. She has the right to know the truth and the right to decide everything.
Meng Xiyue looked at the small cake in front of her, picked up the spoon beside her, and took two big bites.
It was not until the sweet, fragrant and soft taste filled her lips and teeth that she felt her broken heart was healed a little.
"When did you learn about this?"
Meng Xiyue remembered what Wu Feng said to her before she went to the palace, and now she understood what he meant.
"Yesterday."
His letter arrived only one day earlier than Nan Rongzhi's.
"Then when did you know that Cui Panxi was fake?"
"After I broke off the engagement with her, my people rescued her biological father, Cui Da. I only found out about it at that time."
Cui Panxi is not the biological daughter of Prince Yong'an, which is a good thing for him, so he asked Bai Yi to save Cui Da.
Helping him to go to the capital to expose the matter was also paving the way for Wang Ruixuan's future.
"But we only know that she is fake, but we don't know where the real Princess Rong An is?"
Meng Xiyue smiled bitterly, "You know how much I envied Cui Panxi when I met her? She was like a princess who was brought up in pampered condition. She could do whatever she wanted and didn't have to worry about anything."
"She has parents and a brother who love her. Whatever she wants, someone will give it to her with both hands."
"I once also wanted to have a pair of parents who loved me and put me first. I longed for this for a long, long time, so long that I had given up and felt that I had no family ties, and that it was fine as it was."
She had obviously accepted everything, so why did God tell her at this moment that she still had biological parents?
Those biological parents were the ones who robbed her of her happiness.
She didn't blame anyone for what happened between her and Xie Junyi, but when she learned that Prince Yong'an was her parent, she couldn't help but blame.
Blame them for abandoning me, blame them for finding the wrong daughter, blame them for forcing her for a fake daughter.
Even to humiliate her for the sake of her fake daughter.
All these past events that she should have forgotten reappeared before her.
But if you think about it carefully, they seem to be victims too. It is not their fault that they are being hunted.
There is nothing wrong in giving your daughter away first in order to protect her.
Later they were deceived and found the wrong daughter, which was not their fault.
There is nothing wrong in thinking that she is your own biological daughter, loving, caring for her and giving her the best.
She was extremely conflicted, not knowing whether she should blame them or how to face them.
"If they had found me earlier, we wouldn't have had to go through all that hardship."
Meng Xiyue looked at Xie Junyi with tears in her eyes. If she were Princess Rong'an, it would be natural for her to become his princess.
Everything should have been a destined marriage, but it was ruined by some strange combination of circumstances.
Seeing how upset she was, Xie Junyi's eyes also turned red. "That's not the case. What happened between us was all caused by my selfishness, not because of your identity."
"Even if you are Princess Rong'an, you are still Meng Xiyue who longs for freedom. Your heart will not change. If you become a princess, you will be trapped in the capital for the rest of your life. This is not the life you want."
After going through so much, Xie Junyi had long seen through that the biggest obstacle between the two of them had always been the kingdom he wanted.
Only by giving up his kingdom can he stay with her, and this will not change no matter what her identity is.
"Yes, because you are the Prince of Qi, I want to be the princess, but the princess has never been my pursuit."
What she wanted at that time was just the position of his wife, not the position of princess.
She was too extreme. When she suddenly knew her true identity, she couldn't help but attribute all the wrong results to this identity.
This identity will help two people to be together, but it is not the decisive factor.
Just like, even if there was no Princess Rong An, there might be other people and other things happening, but the essence of the problem has always been the two of them.
Meng Xiyue lowered her eyes, "I almost forgot about that time."
Hearing her say this, Xie Junyi's heart suddenly ached, "Then forget it, I'll remember it."
That period of time was the happiest time for him. He would always remember her coquettishness, anger, or final farewell.
Those were memories that belonged to only two of them. At that time, Meng Xiyue's heart and eyes were filled with him, and he could also feel her love.
Unlike now, even though I have always been by her side, I feel that I cannot get into her heart.
He should have been content. He had hurt her so deeply. No matter how she treated him, it was all his own fault.
But human hearts are always unsatisfied. At first, I just wanted to be with her, but after being with her, I longed for her to fall in love with me again.
However, now he will no longer be as overbearing as before and will not force her. He will slowly work hard to make her open her heart and accept him.
"Do you think I should go back?"
Meng Xiyue asked somewhat confusedly.
"There is no should or shouldn't, only want or don't want. Everything depends on your inner thoughts. No matter what decision you make, I will support you."
Xie Junyi said firmly that she now has enough decision-making power.
She just needs to follow her heart, but she herself has no idea what she is thinking.
Although she had seen Prince Yong'an and his wife before, she was unfamiliar with them.
She is now an adult and can no longer cultivate relationships with them from the beginning. Even if she doesn't feel resentment, she doesn't know how to get along with them.
But if she didn't go back, she would feel a little uncomfortable, because those were her biological parents, and she had longed for family affection for two lifetimes.
For a moment, she was entangled.
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