My bad father abandoned me, so I turned around and killed him

Lin Zirou certainly didn't want to be driven out and didn't want to become like a beggar.

Shen Yanran asked her if she still wanted to live back to her previous good life and if she still wanted to monopolize Qu Manrong's love?

She answered in the affirmative without thinking.

Shen Yanran gave her a packet of medicine and asked her to put it in Qu Manrong's pregnancy-preserving medicine.

She said that as long as Qu Manrong drank the medicine and gave birth to the child, she would still be the only eldest daughter in the Marquis' Mansion.

Lin Zhengfeng was also present at the time, but he did not stop Shen Yanran's behavior.

Lin Zirou took the medicine back.

But at the moment when she was about to give the medicine, a voice in her heart told her that this was wrong!

After all, she did not put the packet of medicine into the bowl, so Qu Manrong was naturally not poisoned.

The reason why the child was lost was actually just an accident.

It was simply because Qu Manrong was too tired during that period and her body was not suitable for conceiving a child.

It was really a coincidence when that child was gone.

Both Lin Zhengfeng and Shen Yanran thought that Qu Manrong had a miscarriage because she drank the bowl of medicine.

In fact, from that time on, Lin Zirou was forced to grow up.

Forced to change from an innocent little girl to a scheming one.

She did not throw away or deal with the packet of medicine. Instead, while shopping, she took the opportunity to get rid of her servants and found a clinic alone.

She spent all the money she had and asked the doctor to tell her what the medicine was.

It turned out that it was not an ordinary abortion pill at all, but a packet of poison that could cause a person to die slowly.

But if a pregnant woman uses it, it may result in two deaths.

Lin Zhengfeng and Shen Yanran have always believed that the reason Qu Manrong was still alive was probably because the lost child had protected her from disaster.

It just so happened that Qu Manrong had been ill during that period, and the two felt that there was still some poison left in her body.

As long as we can hold on slowly until the right time, and then give her something that counteracts their nature, Qu Manrong will die immediately.

No matter how much they planned, they didn't expect that Lin Zirou, who was only five years old, was not a pure evil person.

Close to Zhu Zhechi.

Under Qu Manrong's careful care for five years, she is actually more like a simple child at heart.

In the days that followed, Lin Zirou lived a life of contradiction and torment.

On the one hand, she couldn't give up Qu Manrong's love, on the other hand, she had to accept a fact.

That is the person her father truly loves, her biological mother Shen Yanran.

To Qu Manrong, her identity was the child of her enemy and her love rival.

They are destined to stand on opposite sides.

Growing up in such a deformed family environment, Lin Zirou's psychology has long become distorted.

She wanted an upright identity, the identity of a daughter of a marquis.

Then she was destined to abandon Qu Manrong and help her biological mother win the position of Lady of the Marquis' Mansion.

Gradually, she convinced herself, and the scale in her heart also tilted towards Shen Yanran.

In her self-hypnosis day after day, she regarded Qu Manrong as a real enemy.

This emotion finally erupted completely the moment Lin Yaoyao was found.

She realizes that she can never go back to her previous life, and all the conspiracies and intrigues will come to light.

She wanted Lin Yaoyao to die, because what she could never get, no one else could get either!

Shen Yanran's only hope after entering the mansion was that Qu Manrong would be poisoned to death sooner or later.

In the end, she didn't expect that she was not poisoned at all!

"Impossible! I don't believe it! You are my own child, how could I not know what kind of person you are?

How could you not have poisoned her? If you didn't poison her, how did she lose her child?"

"Do you dare to say that you really understand me?" Lin Zirou sneered, "There has always been only Lin Ruihao in your eyes. Every time you see me, you always call me Hao'er?

Do you know me well enough to know that I would really harm the mother who raised me for fourteen years?

Yes, Qu Manrong did not give birth to me!

But do you know that all the maternal love I have felt in the past fourteen years came from her!

Because the love she gave me never asked for anything in return, she never told me what I must do in the future or how I must repay her.

What about you? You only make me ask for more money, jewelry, and all kinds of things!

You said you were saving up a dowry for me, but where are those things? Where are the things I gave you? You sold most of them!

All the things you gave me were worthless and I didn't even like them!"

If Lin Zirou were asked to kill someone, she would do it without hesitation.

Only Qu Manrong is different. Maybe she will take action in the end, but she will hesitate, feel reluctant, and be entangled.

Lin Zirou saw it very clearly.

Lin Zhengfeng did love her very much, but the love he gave her would never surpass that of Lin Ruihao.

Compared to his daughter, Lin Zhengfeng loves his son more.

Lin Zirou always felt that she was ridiculous.

In the past fourteen years, the only unrequited love she felt was from her mother's rival, Qu Manrong.

How could she not be twisted?

She couldn't help but live selfishly and only think about herself.

She is destined to lose Qu Manrong's love, so who else can continue to love her except herself?

Lin Zirou didn't want to argue with her any longer.

She found that she was actually tired of this kind of life, tired of having to always play the role of a loving mother and daughter.

She was even more tired of this hopeless life.

Lin Zirou wiped the tears from her face and returned to her original numb state.

She picked up the half steamed bun that had fallen to the ground, blew away the dust on it, and then carefully hid it in her arms.

Since her good mother didn't want to eat it, she would not force her to eat half of the steamed bun that had been contaminated by her stench.

She has already thought about it.

She wanted to escape, escape from this desperate life.

Lin Zirou is destined to live a life of superiority, and she will never be content with mediocrity!

Let others enjoy these days!

One day, she will get back all the humiliation she has suffered today!

"Since mother doesn't like my steamed buns, then you can slowly figure it out on your own. I won't accompany you anymore, lest I pass on my body odor to you!"

"you......"

Before Shen Yanran had the time to scold her, she saw that Lin Zirou had already walked very far away.

She had no choice but to endure the severe pain and hunger and walk towards the woodshed with difficulty.

She couldn't think of anything else to do except chopping wood, even though her whole body was in unbearable pain.

She didn't want to accept her fate, but she was really hungry!

But those two arrogant bitches Lin Yaoyao and Qu Manrong actually demanded that they not be allowed to eat if they didn't work?

She could only endure the pain, shed tears, and chop firewood with gritted teeth.

There is nothing but despair.