When Wanwan meets

Shen Qing looked at Shi Ce and felt that he looked like the one in her memory, but also different.

Perhaps after so many years, Shi Ce finally felt the vicissitudes of life.

He is no longer the young man who loved to wear white shirts, was clean and tidy, and as gentle as jade in my midnight dreams.

And haven't I changed as well?

Although there has not been much change in appearance, my mentality is like that of an old man.

There is no longer that kind of youthful passion and impulse.

Shen Qing looked at Shi Ce deeply, then slowly changed direction and prepared to go home.

She desperately wanted to hide herself in her own safe area and escape from everything in front of her.

You could call her cowardly or timid, but she simply didn't have the courage to go on.

It’s good to meet him even once. Maybe meeting him once will break all your thoughts about the past.

Stop yourself from dwelling on memories.

That's it! Just one meeting!

She is very satisfied with her current easy and comfortable life and doesn't want any changes.

Be it Shi Ce or Chen Shuhua, let them fade away slowly with the memories of the past!

Shen Qing no longer paid attention to Shi Ce and turned to walk towards home.

Shi Ce wanted to go up and explain, but was afraid of upsetting her. He could only follow Shen Qing from a distance as she slowly walked away.

Shen Qing noticed Shi Ce following behind him, turned around and said to him:

"I told you to stop following me, why are you still following me?"

"Go back to where you came from!"

Shi Ce looked at the somewhat agitated Shen Qing and said:

"Xiaoqing, do you remember that you told me before that if you turned around in anger, let me follow you."

"Because you're angry for a short while, let me follow you. As soon as you turn around, I'll be waiting behind you."

Of course Shen Qing remembered that she was younger at that time, and when she was with Shi Ce, she liked to act coquettishly in front of him and get angry with him.

He is like a piece of wood, only knows how to smile foolishly, and can't even make girls happy at the beginning.

I told him that if I got angry in the future and turned around and ignored him, I asked him not to leave and to follow me. I would only be angry for a short while and then turn around to find him.

But at that time, the two of them were so affectionate and inseparable.

How big a conflict can there be between young lovers? They just want to act coquettishly to their loved ones and seek attention.

But now, there is an unbridgeable gap between them, and they are no longer the sweet couple as before.

"Shi Ce, I'm not that magnanimous. After you've hurt me, I can still forgive you as if nothing happened."

"I didn't make things out of control. I was giving you some respect for our past relationship."

"As for hatred, after so many years, I have gradually let it go."

"But, I can't possibly forgive you!

"No! Never!"

"So, go away and leave my world!"

Shen Qing will always remember how Chen Shuhua proudly showed off to him the pregnancy test results.

When I first found out about their relationship, I was really hurt and felt that I could never forgive Shi Ce.

But Ce appeared in front of me more and more vulnerable each time, and when he begged for forgiveness, I almost softened my heart and forgave him.

He asked himself to wait, he would take care of everything and come back to find him.

But as he waited and waited, what he got was the news that Chen Shuhua was pregnant.

At that moment, I seemed to hear the sound of my own heart breaking, and the things I held on to in my heart were shattered in an instant.

Ignoring Chen Shuhua's triumphant shouts, he walked towards the dormitory in a daze.

He sat on the bed with his legs crossed for a long time, as if he still couldn't believe that Shi Ce had really betrayed him.

She wanted to cry but didn't dare to, so she asked her tutor for leave.

Her grades have always been excellent and she rarely has problems. In addition, her face was indeed not looking good, so her tutor approved her request for leave.

After returning to Suzhou, he hugged his mother and cried, as if he wanted to cry out all the grievances in his heart.

The mother comforted herself for a long time, and the father was also very anxious.

Later, his parents were afraid that he would be sad, so they moved to another place that Shi Ce had never been to and started a new life.

After his parents passed away one after another, he moved to this quiet and peaceful little village alone and led a leisurely and comfortable life.

Why bother me again!

Wouldn’t it be nice to just grow old like this?

Shi Ce looked at the painful Shen Qing and realized that he was also in even greater pain!

He wanted to tell her the truth of what happened that year, to tell her that he really had not betrayed her.

It was Chen Shuhua who deceived them for her own selfish desires, causing them to miss out for so long.

"Xiaoqing, please don't get excited. I came here just to tell you the truth that has been hidden for so many years."

"There was no relationship between Chen Shuhua and me!"

"I was indeed drugged that year. I was confused and misty. At first I mistook her for you."

"Later, I realized something was wrong and quickly pushed her away."

"It's just that I was drugged and had no strength at all. I can't remember what happened afterwards."

"When I woke up the next day and saw that both of us were different, I thought something had happened to us, so I didn't dare to look for you."

"I'm afraid you won't want me anymore after you know this."

"I have divorced Chen Shuhua, and I learned the truth from her."

"I have never touched her in all these years."

"Xiaoqing, I have never done anything to let you down."

"I know you hate me. It's my fault that I failed to protect you and caused you so much harm."

"I dare not ask for your forgiveness, I just hope you can give me a chance to make it up to you."

"Just let me watch you from a distance, and I can help you in time when you need help."

Shi Ce blurted out all the words that were weighing down his heart in one breath.

Shen Qing listened to Shi Ce's words and realized that he had never betrayed her and had never done anything to let her down.

Some want to cry, and some want to laugh.

I want to laugh because I feel that I was right to stick to my principles back then.

The love I had at that time was still beautiful!

But I just want to cry. What’s the point of saying all this now?

Those lost youth and those painful years cannot be resolved by a simple misunderstanding.

So Shen Qing said to Shi Ce: "Whether it's the truth or a misunderstanding, all these years have passed like a passing cloud, gone with the wind."

"Shi Ce, please go. It's fine between us like this."

"I don't want to see you or hear anything about you."

"I'm fine being alone in Sioux City, and I don't want my current life to be disrupted."

"I can't stand it anymore. I just want to live my current life quietly."

"Shi Ce, I don't hate you anymore. Hating someone is too tiring!"

"And the first half of my life has been tiring enough!"

"If you really want this for my own good, please leave my life and let me continue to live a quiet life. It would be good if I can maintain the status quo!"