The joy of eating melons is unimaginable!

But it's been too long, I want to give it an ending, because I originally planned to write a million words each time, but as I was writing, I lost motivation and passion, and then I thought I should just give it a suitable ending. 50 words is already very good. I'll take a look and resume updating. After resuming and updating, I will modify my previous content that needs to be modified. After the modification, oh, there are too many things that need to be modified. I have to modify at least dozens of chapters, because many times when I am writing, I really have an inspiration, but when you are constantly filling in this inspiration, adding flesh and blood, it takes a lot of energy.

Well, I am a little embarrassed to say this, because actually I did not spend a lot of energy on what I wrote. Basically, it was based on my own daily life experience, social experience, and a certain amount of imagination. I hate writing outlines, and I still hate writing outlines until now. So even if I type on the spot every day, I think this is also a very happy thing. And now I am preparing for the civil service examination, so I still say that, well, hard work is the most important thing, but I actually know that I am not particularly hard-working, because developing a study habit is a long-term process, and for me, learning is something that I cannot do unless I am myself.

Unless it is something I really want to learn, I don’t think I would want to learn it that much.

I have a lot of ideas, but few of them are put into practice. This is called thinking too much and doing too little.

I've taken a look now. Oh, never mind. Let's resume updating first. Then I'll see which chapter I should start revising. I think I'll write about 1000 words. Oh, sometimes it's better to type than to revise. But typing is slow. And if I want to revise, it's more convenient to think about the plot. When I'm silent, all my plots are in my mind. I'll write whatever I think of. Sometimes I'll go off topic, but I think if you've read my novels, this deviation from the topic is normal.

Anyway, I will resume updating, resume updating, and then slowly revise it. I will also revise my other book, and then it seems that it is finished, because I feel that there is actually a lot of content that can be written about that novel, and it would seem too hasty to finish it.

But a lot of my inspiration comes from the novels I read. There are many angles that you haven't thought of, but other people can think of. So I think everyone's imagination is really wild and unconstrained, which is great.

But I think that a diary like mine is actually okay. I write it mainly for myself to read, but I don’t actually read it myself. I feel good during the writing process, and I don’t read it when I’m done. I don’t know why, but I always have an awkward feeling when I read my own work. I don’t know why.

This is why I am too lazy to revise my work once I have decided on it. This is due to my own personality. I can listen to the suggestions given to me by others, but I am very lazy and don't want to take action.