After being abandoned by the educated youth, I became rich in the 80s

Ignorant words coming from all directions trapped Yuan Lanxin little by little like vines, making her submissive. She dared not refuse and could only accept everything in silence.

It was so airtight that she was about to suffocate to death.

Now, gritting her teeth and walking out of the mountain that sealed her, coming thousands of miles to find Zhou Sheng, is the first step for Yuan Lanxin to break free from the shackles.

It’s a pity that she didn’t continue walking, so let her walk the rest of the way.

After hearing Lan Xin's words, Brother Lan and Sister-in-law Lan fell silent.

They looked at each other, and it was still Sister Lan who calmed Brother Lan down, asking him to control his bad temper and let her persuade him.

Brother Lan turned his head away and didn't look at Lan Xin. His small brain couldn't understand anything.

I agreed to find Zhou Rongxin and continue my life there, but why did my thoughts change when I arrived in Shanghai and saw this city that is hundreds of times smaller than the countryside?

The journey was quite pleasant. Every kind person they met was eager to help them and told them how to deal with the situation. But how come Lan Xin suddenly regretted her decision when she arrived in Shanghai?

If you can't talk about it, just give up on your good days.

This is just wasting other people's kindness.

Mrs. Lan didn't understand either, so she used her own ideas to persuade Lan Xin so that she wouldn't be willful now and would have no place to regret later.

She quite liked her sister-in-law Lan Xin and couldn't bear to see her giving up her good life and continuing to suffer.

"Lan Xin, why do you think so? Are you angry with Zhou Rongxin? Don't be silly. You have worked so hard for so many years. Now Zhou Rongxin has graduated from college and has a good job. His life is getting better. If you let him go now, wouldn't you lose out and benefit others?"

"There must always be a man in this family. Even if you don't like him, for the sake of the children and his salary, you have to endure it. That's how life is. Don't take love too seriously."

After hearing this, Brother Lan rolled his eyes at Sister Lan. Look what she is saying. He opened his mouth in a stern voice and Sister Lan couldn't stop him.

"How can this woman live a good life after getting divorced? You are not unaware of the rumors in the village over the years. She has come such a long way and finally found a man named Zhou. She should just live a good life with him. Why are you thinking so much?"

"I regret it now. Isn't the cost of this trip not worth it?"

Lan Xin was so angry at Brother Lan's classic quote that she almost suffocated and her tone became hard.

Although she is not Yuan Lanxin, she is very angry when she sees the hard life she is living and wants to beat Zhou to death. How come her dearest brother can't see it and lets her continue to live with that kind of person?

"Brother, I swear to heaven that the five years since I married Zhou Rongxin and he left Lanjia Village have been the best years of my life. I'm not stupid. I have a good life but I have to follow him and be a punching bag, a laborer, and a nanny."

"Look at what I look like now? Compared to this, who would dare to say that I am married? No one would doubt that I was sold to a black mine to do hard labor."

Lan Xin thought back to the days before Yuan Lan Xin and said with a sneer.

Anyway, she would never live such a hard life. If she hadn't thought about the two good children Yingying and Yueyue, she would have wanted to just throw the two children to Zhou Rongxin and live happily herself.

In the end, whether they were with their biological father or their grandmother and uncle had nothing to do with her.

Wanting her to be a free nanny? That's wishful thinking!

That is, it was the last bit of moral sense and responsibility in Lan Xin's heart that held her tightly, and Yingying and Yueyue's thoughtfulness and well-behavedness made her soften her heart, otherwise whoever wanted to interfere could do so.

Looking at the vicissitudes of life in front of him, thinking about the life his sister had lived in the past few years, Brother Lan was not as stiff as before, but still gritted his teeth and said.

"This is how life goes on. Every woman is like this. It will be fine as time goes by."

As soon as Brother Lan finished speaking, Lan Xin couldn't wait to refute.

Her voice was sharp, her head was held high, her eyes were red with tears, and she seemed to have endured a great deal of injustice. But at this moment, her closest relatives did not understand her and would not let her escape from this sea of ​​suffering.

"Then I don't want to live, can't I try to live in a different way?"

"Without Zhou Rongxin, the past five years have been like this. Am I dead? No, I am living a better life, which shows that Zhou Rongxin can be fine with or without him."

This surging emotion suddenly surged out, and Lan Xin couldn't control herself. Her mind went blank and she shouted out loud.

After she finished speaking, she couldn't help but feel a sore nose and a sharp pain in her heart, so painful that she couldn't breathe, as if she was being pressed down by a huge rock.

Lan Xin covered her heart with her hands in a daze, her mind was still confused, but she was extremely excited about the emotion just now, and her heart was beating fast.

Is this... the truest thought in Yuan Lanxin's heart?

She packed her bags and rushed to Shanghai for the sake of her children and a better life in the future, but these were not her true thoughts. She just gave in because of her children, her relatives and the gossip of those people.

She had no choice but to go back and find Zhou Rongxin, and decided to continue living with him according to her family's advice.

In fact, every moment since she set out on the journey, she was in denial, her heart gripped by fear.

But for Zhou Sheng, for the son who left her, she could only force herself, go against her heart, and take the first step forward.

Now, she finally said what had been suppressed in her heart, and her heart seemed to feel a lot more relaxed.

It was as if the oppressive endless darkness faded away, the day dawned, and I took a breath of the fresh morning air, and I felt much more comfortable.

But what about the original Lanxin after she said this? Where did the Lanxin in 1983 go?

Lan Xin closed her eyes and could only feel the grief and grievance that remained in this body, the soreness in her nose, and her heart gradually relaxing. However, she could no longer feel her presence, which made Lan Xin panic.

Thinking of the old and haggard face I saw in the mirror before, and the body as thin and light as paper, it seemed that he was only relying on one breath, and looked like he was exhausted...

Yuan Lanxin, could it be that she never woke up again on that train?

Lan Xin was shocked by her own thought and shook her head in panic.

No, Yuan Lanxin had suffered so much in just ten years, and she felt sad just watching. Her children had grown up, the country was getting richer, and life was getting better day by day, but she was going to collapse at this time...

Lan Xin felt unwilling for her, but she really couldn't sense the existence of the original Lan Xin in her body, as if she was no longer in this world and did not leave any trace.

Lan Xin held her heart with an expression as if she had suffered great injustice, and her tears could not be controlled and kept flowing down, which made Brother Lan feel distressed and an inexplicable feeling of sadness welled up in his heart.

This emotion came strangely, and Brother Lan couldn't figure out why.