The story of the boss after retirement

"I knew he wouldn't agree. What?! Gao Yu agreed to guest star!"

Lin Yi thought she was hallucinating, but in fact she was not. Zhou Jing said she was still abroad and would return in a few days and they would talk in detail. However, Gao Yu accepted the invitation from Director Lin Fang.

Lin Yi couldn't sit still after hearing the news. Are you kidding? This is a top-tier movie star. The first movie he starred in after his comeback was with their crew. How proud is their crew? Even if Lin Yi thinks her crew is great, that's Gao Yu!

"Xiao Yu, I didn't expect that I received the invitation just after you said you wanted to take a role." Zhou Jing looked at Gao Yu and marveled at the coincidence. She had just restored her cell phone card when she received a call from director Lin Fang.

Gao Yu didn't say anything, but stared at the flowers in the yard. Zhou Jing sighed. She had gotten used to it over the past two years. Gao Yu looked much better, but without contact with outsiders, no one knew what would happen. However, Gao Yu wanted to film, which was a good sign.

The reason Zhou Jing went abroad was not only because her fans were too crazy and her husband was a foreigner, but also because Gao Yu was receiving psychological treatment abroad. He was too famous, and there was no way to hide his illness in China, and he could not get a quiet treatment environment.

Gao Yu had secretly gone abroad before announcing his semi-retirement. Zhou Jing was also very grateful. After all, those paparazzi and illegitimate fans who crawled into Gao Yu's house were too crazy. If Gao Yu stayed in the country for treatment, he would definitely be exposed, and then he would not be able to have a stable treatment environment.

Although many people abroad know Gao Yu, he rarely goes out and doctors only visit him at home for treatment. He has hardly left his home in the past two years and has not engaged in any self-harming behavior. Zhou Jing and her husband live next door. There is no dedicated caregiver, just an hourly worker who cleans the house on a regular basis. However, Gao Yu is very clean and takes good care of himself.

"Sister, the doctor suggested that I interact with more people and go out for a walk more often. Otherwise, if it's too quiet, I'll start thinking about bad things." Gao Yu calmly told the doctor's advice to him.

The psychologist suggested that Gao Yu meet more people to assess the extent of his psychological recovery. Because Gao Yu is a very good actor, the doctor is sometimes not sure whether he is unconsciously using his acting skills to pretend that he has recovered. This can only be seen from his daily actions.

Gao Yu believed what the doctor said, so he told Zhou Jing that if there was a script, he could take it. What could be more stressful than having more people on a crew? It just so happened that just as Zhou Jing restored her phone card, director Lin Fang called. Director Lin Fang is a well-known director. She also sent the script to Gao Yu's studio email. Although there was no news of Gao Yu's comeback, the studio's email was still full. Everyone was thinking that maybe they would get lucky.

"Xiao Yu, do you really want to go back to China? Do you want to rest for a while?" Zhou Jing was afraid that Gao Yu was forcing himself. She hoped that Gao Yu was really well, instead of forcing herself to face it.

"Sister, I don't know what my current situation is, but since I promised Director Lin Fang, let's go. Didn't you say that this is a guest role? It's only three episodes, and the shooting time is about ten days. I think ten days is just right."

Gao Yu said calmly that he basically had no emotions and was very calm, just like a robot. Two years ago, after filming "Questioning the Heart", Gao Yu found that something was wrong with him. Zhou Jing thought at the time that it was because the filming was too tiring, so her cousin was gloomy and didn't talk much all day long. It was not until Gao Yu refused to eat and vomited for three consecutive days that she discovered his problem.

Gao Yu felt as if he had suddenly lost contact with the world. He couldn't have any emotional fluctuations. This was something very wrong. As an actor, Gao Yu needed to put his emotions into acting. Only full emotions could move the audience. But even if he knew he was sick, he couldn't express any emotions, neither disappointment nor resentment, not at all. But he would have headaches and vomiting because of this, as if his emotions turned into these symptoms because he couldn't express them.

Gao Yu discovered his problem when he couldn't eat. He went to see a psychiatrist, who diagnosed him with severe depression and personality disorder. However, Gao Yu never thought about self-harm. He always actively cooperated with the doctor, but his mood remained unchanged.

In the past two years, the psychologist's treatment has increased from daily to weekly, and countless reasons have been checked, but he can't find out why Gao Yu is depressed. When "Questioning the Heart" was filmed, it was indeed a mental patient, but that character suffered from bipolar disorder. Gao Yu's illness is that he cannot perceive the world and is separated from the world. He has no emotions, which is very strange.

The psychologist tried to treat Gao Yu with hypnosis, but Gao Yu’s subconscious mind could not be touched. Gao Yu would wake up every time and hypnosis could not continue until Zhou Jing remembered an event in the past. The little rabbit that Gao Yu raised when he was a child was strangled to death by his father. She didn’t know if Gao Yu’s childhood experience might be the cause of the disease.

Psychologists do not rule out the possibility of childhood trauma. The human brain will always remember some things and bully you at specific times. Many things happen every day, and the brain will choose to remember what it is interested in. In fact, everything is included, it’s just that the brain chooses what it likes. However, what the brain chooses may cause harm to your mind. This is why some people now say that the brain should be tamed.

The brain is just a tool. Don't let it dominate you. All troubles are created by the brain to demonstrate its existence.

Gao Yu's parents were childhood sweethearts, but at some point things started to change between them. No one knows who changed their minds first, but the child should bear the blame for the parents' mistakes. At that time, the two had a big fight. Gao's father strangled Gao Yu's little rabbit to death, then slammed the door and left. Gao Yu's mother was scared, so she took Gao Yu back to her parents' home, and then the two started a divorce battle.

After that, Gao Yu continued to live in his aunt's house because the couple had a car accident when they went to the Civil Affairs Bureau to divorce. It was ridiculous, but it was such a coincidence that Gao Yu became an orphan at the age of 12. Gao's father's mistress wanted to get the inheritance, but her child was only two months old. Gao Yu's aunt was not a pushover. Her nephew was so pitiful, and no woman outside could take advantage of him. Besides, the person was dead, so it didn't matter whose child you said.

The mistress could only blame herself for her bad luck. Fortunately, the child was still young, so she had an abortion and found a new man. Gao's mother's boyfriend also came to see her, but was stopped by Gao Yu's aunt. Gao Yu overheard all this. Adults would not say these things in front of children after everyone had left, so as not to damage the children's image of them. However, Gao Yu had long known that both his parents had cheated on him, because they had quarreled about this matter more than once.

At that time, Gao Yu had lost his parents, and his only close relative was his aunt. His grandparents lived far away and they had little contact with him. So Gao Yu grew up in Zhou Jing's home. Gao Yu was very calm at that time, which was abnormal. He didn't cry loudly or ask for his parents. He just went to school obediently and didn't do anything out of the ordinary.

Gao Yu had never had any big emotional outbursts since he was a child. Zhou Jing thought it was because her cousin was cold-hearted. Later, he entered the entertainment industry and played various roles very well, such as the impulsive young policeman and the head brother in the world of martial arts. There was no role that he could not play. It was not until he could no longer express his emotions through acting that he started to see a psychologist.

The psychologist thought that this direction could be tried, so he began to use Gao Yu's childhood experiences for targeted treatment. Gao Yu still did not have any emotional fluctuations, but his headaches and vomiting did not occur, which showed that the direction might be right.

During the past two years that Gao Yu has been abroad, he has been keeping to himself and has been reading Buddhist scriptures, Tao Te Ching, burning incense and meditating every day, acting like a carefree Buddhist. Zhou Jing was afraid that her cousin would become a monk. The psychologist didn't know why Gao Yu seemed to have no interest in anything and still had no emotional fluctuations. So Zhou Jing suggested that he go out for a walk and understand his degree of recovery through interacting with other people. This coincidence happened.

"Sister, go book the plane ticket. I'll go directly to Haicheng this time and ask someone to clean up the house over there." After saying that, Gao Yu got up and went to the quiet room. It was time for him to burn incense and meditate. Zhou Jing could only watch Gao Yu leave and start her work as an agent again.

"You think this role is interesting, so you recommended me to make a guest appearance?" Li Wei asked doubtfully as she looked at Lin Le who was smiling brightly.

"Yes, this character is a rich girl. Every time she appears in front of the camera, she is shopping and playing. It is very suitable for you, senior sister. Su Tu thinks so too."