The story of the boss after retirement
Chapter 19 I Deserve All Good Things
"Weiwei, how do you feel about yourself?"
Wei Yu is going to solve Li Wei's problem today. Li Wei has been pua by her family and social rules for a long time. Although she has left home, there is still a sense of unworthiness hidden in her subconscious. This is the sand and gravel under her feet. She usually doesn't feel it, but it suddenly pops up. So when faced with Gu Xiao's confession, her first reaction is to run away.
"Me? I'm fine. Maybe it's a bit shameless to say this, but I think I'm awesome."
Li Wei answered subconsciously. This was what she could say without thinking. If she was not good, how could she get the copyright fee? And now she is gradually adapting to her studies. She has made some really good friends. She is awesome.
"So what do you think of Gu Xiao?"
"That's great. He's handsome, a professor at a prestigious university, a child prodigy, and comes from a wealthy family." Li Wei immediately pointed out Gu Xiao's superior conditions.
"Then who do you think is better, you or Gu Xiao?"
"Of course, yes." Li Wei hesitated. She couldn't say who was better. Although Gu Xiao was very good, she was also very good. There was no one better between the two of them. Oh my God, why did she find it incredible that Gu Xiao liked her?
Li Wei's thoughts were integrated and scattered by this question. Why do I find it incredible? I am so outstanding, and it is normal for Gu Xiao to like me? What am I avoiding?
Li Wei immediately realized that she did not put Gu Xiao and herself on the same equal footing. She had always regarded Gu Xiao as a professor at a prestigious university, and further as a dining companion. She had never thought that Gu Xiao had other thoughts about her. Li Wei did not regard him as someone of the same class as herself.
So when Gu Xiao confessed to her, she felt unbalanced. Her inner tendency towards stability made her escape and escape from this unbalanced state, but this cognition was wrong in the first place.
She and Gu Xiao have always been equal. We are all human beings. Who is nobler than the other? Gu Xiao can fart, and so can she. We all eat the same grains. What is she afraid of? Why do I feel fear?
"Weiwei, I just realized that I had a lot of concerns. I was afraid that Gu Xiao was just acting on impulse. I was afraid of getting hurt. I imagined a lot of things, so I ran away. I didn't treat myself as an equal to Gu Xiao. I thought of myself as so insignificant!"
Li Wei, who has sorted out her thoughts, urgently needs someone to talk to, and Wei Yu is the best person. Who could be better than a best friend, and this best friend gives you enough sense of security.
"I put myself in a low position. I'm afraid that Gu Xiao is too good. If he leaves me, I won't be able to accept it."
Li Wei found it unbelievable. She just realized how much she loved loan anxiety. Gu Xiao had just confessed to her, but she had already thought about what to do if she was abandoned in the future. Behind her escape was a deep lack of self-confidence and sense of unworthiness. She couldn't believe that Gu Xiao liked her and even thought absurdly about being abandoned by Gu Xiao!
But why should I imagine myself as the abandoned one, as the victim? Maybe it was she who dumped Gu Xiao. This is too far-fetched.
Li Wei thought about the worst outcome, which was breaking up, but she was completely obsessed with the handsome professor as her boyfriend. She was also a little greedy for Gu Xiao, who had a good temper and a nice figure. So, even if they broke up in the future, she would not suffer any loss.
Li Wei still didn't think about the long term, but she felt that she was too timid. The handsome guy confessed his love to her and she didn't feel disgusted. She even had some feelings for him. Why did she run away? She didn't suffer any loss. It was the subconscious victim mentality that was at work. She was safe and she had to believe in her choice.
"Weiwei, I think I understand a little bit. What should I do next? I want to agree to Gu Xiao, but I don't know if he will be frustrated tonight and then stop liking me."
Li Wei now feels a little regretful for not agreeing to Gu Xiao. Oh, she feels a little guilty for missing out on the handsome guy. Moreover, she does have a good impression of Gu Xiao, but she just can't see it clearly.
"If he can't even stand this little setback, it means his love is illusory. You don't have to worry about it. It means you have seen the truth about a person."
Wei Yu touched Li Wei's head soothingly. Based on Wei Yu's speculation about Gu Xiao's life since childhood, Gu Xiao had a stubborn personality. Once he made up his mind about something, he would stick to it to the end unless he was desperate. It was quite difficult to make a person who could calm down and do scientific research despair.
"That's right. Anyway, if he's really that fragile, then it means he's not right for me. My boyfriend must be a dad-type boyfriend who is stable, caring, and has a youthful look. Hahaha."
As she spoke, Li Wei laughed. The thought of him made her feel wonderful. He was passionate, romantic, caring, good-looking, and had a great figure. He was a perfect man.
Li Wei has never been in a relationship. Her idea of a boyfriend comes from movies, TV shows, novels, and her observations of men in daily life. The type she likes has not appeared yet. For now, Gu Xiao is only satisfied with his good looks, good figure, and high IQ. Everything else is unknown.
Li Wei hugged the pillow and smiled foolishly as she thought about her perfect boyfriend. This time, the blurry shadow had a clear face, it was Gu Xiao.
"Ding Dong"
"Wei Yu, how is Wei Wei? Is she okay?"
At this time, Gu Xiao sent a message to Wei Yu. Gu Xiao was still downstairs. He was indeed a little depressed, but he was also very worried about what Li Wei thought of him. He was very nervous, and he still wanted to know how Li Wei was so that he could leave with peace of mind.
"It's okay. I don't know what a person is thinking." Wei Yu didn't tell Gu Xiao that she already knew about his confession tonight, but she wouldn't let Gu Xiao be too depressed.
"So how does she seem to be feeling?" Gu Xiao asked cautiously, but this was too tentative. If Wei Yu didn't know what happened tonight, she would definitely ask if there was a conflict between them.
"I'm in a normal mood, nothing special. What happened to you guys?" Wei Yu resisted the urge to send a photo of Li Wei's silly smile to Gu Xiao. He decided to let them figure it out on their own. Love is about going through all kinds of sweet and twisted guesses.
"I confessed to Weiwei. I don't know what she thinks, but I've decided that I like her and I won't change my mind. Please take care of Weiwei. I might have scared her."
Gu Xiao said it very frankly, and his frankness surprised Wei Yu. Wei Yu thought Gu Xiao would find other reasons, but he didn't expect him to say it out loud right away.
Actually, Gu Xiao still regarded Wei Yu as an imaginary enemy, but he knew that Wei Yu would never gossip and that Wei Yu firmly stood on Li Wei's side. He wished that Wei Yu knew that he had confessed his feelings so that he could repel his imaginary enemy. After all, Wei Yu and Li Wei were so good friends. He was jealous, but he just had no stance.
"Okay, I got it. I will pay attention to Weiwei's emotions. It's nothing, you should go home early." 7788 had already discovered through surveillance that Gu Xiao was still downstairs. It was not a good idea for this silly boy to stay downstairs all the time, so it was better to let him go home first.
Gu Xiao also knew that there was no point in staying here. He was still staring at the floor where Li Wei was. Gu Xiao lit a cigarette. He didn't know how to smoke and didn't plan to smoke because Li Wei made it clear that she didn't like smokers. He just watched the cigarette burn out. Looking at the completely extinguished cigarette, Gu Xiao started the car. He wanted to go back and review what happened tonight and strive to succeed in his confession next time.
Li Wei now began to struggle with whether or not to contact Gu Xiao first, but she felt it was weird because she went home in a daze without giving a reply. Li Wei thought about her performance tonight and she felt that she had lost a lot.
Why am I like a raw melon seed? I'm 25 years old, I'm an adult. It's just a confession, why am I so flustered? Oh, the food tonight is such a sin. I didn't even taste it properly. I can't even remember what it tasted like. Li Wei buried herself in 7788's hair, and the almighty 7788 was her comforter at this time.
Now when Li Wei thinks of tonight, she thinks of the bouquet of red roses and Gu Xiao's light blue eyes.
"Ahhhhh, I'm so embarrassed!"
When Wei Yu saw Li Wei holding 7788 and showing off her love, he knew that Li Wei had figured it out. Li Wei was a good person and she was very good at accepting this love and going on a hot journey.
Li Wei walked in the ocean. It felt very warm. The sea water was boiling hot, but it would not burn Li Wei's delicate skin. The sea surface was calm. The marine life was rich and diverse. There were corals on the seabed and pearls everywhere. Li Wei dominated this ocean.
Li Wei woke up and felt that it was a good dream. She deserved all the good things, she was great and excellent. If Gu Xiao confessed to her again, she would definitely agree calmly and behave more maturely.
"Weiwei, are you up? Gu Xiao is here to bring you breakfast."
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