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She still remembered that she was dizzy from the effects of the medicine. She looked at the gate, thinking about the message she sent to her classmate before taking the medicine. She wished that the girl could come to see her.

So that she won't go away alone.

Looking at Ms. Huang who knew nothing, I thought vaguely that if she found out that I was dead, she would definitely be very surprised!

Unfortunately, that classmate did not come, and she did not get what she wanted. . .

Another time, she forgot what happened and was scolded by that violent man.

Her cousin happened to be looking for her to go shopping, so she followed him to the street and asked several pharmacies to buy sleeping pills, but seeing that she was a child and her eyes were swollen from crying, they refused to sell her any and asked her to produce a doctor's prescription.

Even grandma thought that Wei Yang was just a little stubborn when he was young, like a bull terrier.

But I don’t know what happened to me during those years. It was like I was possessed by a demon, and I was just trying to commit suicide.

Why does Wei Yang despise his poor family and his parents like that?

As she entered puberty and began to develop self-esteem, she gradually became aware of the insults she had deliberately forgotten in the past.

She began to try to resist.

She didn't want to be like this, but she was always the last one to pay tuition, and was questioned several times by the teacher in public. The mocking looks from her classmates made her feel like finding a hole to hide in.

The backpack she carries is always the oldest and most worn one.

Her stationery basically lasts for two or three semesters.

Those book covers are made from the backs of posters!

Every time winter came and snow fell, her grandmother would see that she was freezing and feel sorry for her, so she would take out her own money to buy her cotton shoes and cotton clothes.

Otherwise she would just wear old shoes that squeeze her feet or even freeze her feet!

And she brushed those shoes herself!

The first down jacket in her life was given to her by someone else. Before wearing this coat, she wore a woolen coat that Ms. Huang had owned before, with two layers of sweaters inside, because wearing too little was really not enough to keep warm, and it was snowing at that time.

The school had an activity to test the students' qualities. The teacher called three people to class, one of whom was Wei Yang.

As soon as she stood up, the head teacher asked her to sit down: "Don't go, they let you go just because you are dressed like that!"

After Wei Yang sat down, she lowered her head and didn't even dare to cry.

If she was a child from the mountain valley, if her father died and her mother was injured, if she had no father or mother and lived under someone else's roof! If she fell into that situation, she would not blame anyone!

But no!

She just has an incompetent mother who can neither handle the unruly middle-aged thug in his 40s, nor has the courage to divorce and have peace of mind!

She just had a scumbag father who got married in a hurry just to have someone warm his bed and cook for him. After marriage, he disliked his wife for being ugly and his children for being neither smart nor handsome!

Fuck! He doesn't even think about it! With his kind, can he produce anything of good quality? !

Wei Yang really didn't understand. The grumpy man was a bricklayer and he earned a lot. Ms. Huang also ran a small business and could use the money to buy groceries.

Wei Yang himself is a child with very low material desires except when it comes to eating.

If only he had tried a little harder, if only he had been a little more attentive to her, if only that man had cared a little more about his family!

It wouldn't be necessary for her to be the last one to pay tuition fees since she started school, as she is the only one in his family!

The three of them are healthy and well!

She never asked for luxury food or even seasonal clothes, she just picked up clothes that others didn't want.

In Northeast China, almost every child gets new clothes during the Chinese New Year, but Wei Yang hasn’t had new clothes since he was twelve years old.

She was already at the lowest standard, why?! Why did she live like this?! Why did she lose that person?!

She thought resentfully more than once, if you are poor, why do you raise a child?! Why give birth to her?! If you gave birth to her, why don't you raise her well?!

Is she expensive?!

Since it's difficult to raise her, then let her die, okay? !

At the age of 16, when one can chop wood, carry heavy goods, and push a waterwheel, he died suddenly, making those two people who thought they would soon be able to work realize that their expectations were in vain. How wonderful it is!

Wei Yang has been thinking about this idea for many years and has tried it many times.

But in fact, thinking about it later, maybe she just wanted to die at that time, but didn't have the courage to really die.

She didn't dare jump into the river because she hated the feeling of drowning.

She tried standing in the street, but she couldn't help running when a car came.

She thought about cutting her wrists. She put the knife on her wrist and gently scratched it. Even without breaking the skin, she felt very painful. . .

After all the trouble, she helplessly realized that she didn't really want to die, she just wanted to escape.

But she stopped going to school at the age of 16 and was stuck at that age.

At first, she thought she could just hold it out for the next two years, and then she could go out to work when she was older.

But as luck would have it, just when she gave up struggling and was ready to endure the next two years, she gradually developed sympathy for Ms. Huang.

Wei Yang's feelings for Ms. Huang were never based on filial piety or their blood relationship.

It was just because she took care of Ms. Huang like a nanny in those two years. As time went by and she invested more energy in her care, she began to care about Ms. Huang because of the sunk cost.

It is said that children can tie their mothers down, but the same is true in reverse.

Wei Yang was tied up by Ms. Huang.

Later, the relationship between the three of them was: Wei Yang was a dog tied with a chain; Ms. Huang was the chain; and the irritable man was a pervert who needed a dog to guard the house but disliked the cost of feeding the dog.

In those days, Wei Yang was like a slave, doing laundry, cooking, and doing things behind people's backs.

She does all the housework and washes the clothes for the changing seasons.

She also washes her parents' underwear.

And people always say that I am a freeloader.

As for Ms. Huang.

At that time, her health was not very good. She had severe diabetes and even her eyesight was affected.

When she was young, she went out to sell things. When going downhill, her car accidentally fell off, and the soy sauce barrel and other things on the car fell on her, causing her injury to be dislocated. However, she did not have the money to treat it in time, so she suffered from this disease.

Wei Yang still remembers that year when Ms. Huang fell and was injured, his grandmother forced Wei Yang to come back to see her.

Wei Yang didn't want to come back at all, but she had no choice but to do so because of what her grandma said. After she came back helplessly, the first thing she saw when she saw Ms. Huang was disgust.

At that time, half of Ms. Huang's face was in the scabbing stage, which made her, who was already ugly to begin with, even uglier!

Wei Yang, who was so disgusted that she wanted to turn around and leave at that time, never thought that one day in the future, she would cry like a dog because Ms. Huang had thin blood vessels and it was difficult to insert the needle. . .