Shugo Chara: Be happy today too

"I caught up with you because I was sure of it." Qing Mu An didn't know what he was feeling guilty about. He wanted to retort but his tone became weaker for some reason. "And, moreover, why do you care about me..."

Last time I told her not to fall in love with someone else, and this time I told her not to do this... This, well, they are not together yet... Aoki An's eyes were wandering, and suddenly he was a little unsure whether he liked this or not.

"..." Kong Hai didn't say anything, but just hugged the girl tighter, as if he wanted to rub her in, as if he was afraid that the girl would disappear before his eyes.

Aoki Yasushi: ...

She had no choice but to say, "It hurts me a little."

"Guomea." Kong Hai whispered, but only relaxed his strength slightly, still holding Aoki An.

"Kukai..." Aoki An knew that it was her behavior that made the other party worried. She was about to say something to ease the situation, but Kongkai interrupted her: "An."

If the voice had not been right next to Qing Mu An's ear, Qing Mu An would have almost not noticed the trembling in it. She was stunned and could not help but respond softly: "Yeah."

"I'm really worried about you, not just what happened just now, but also about your condition these days."

"..." Aoki An explained, "Don't we already know that it's just a play with Amu? To draw out Nikaidou's battle plan."

"No," Kong Hai immediately retorted, his voice lowered, "I can feel that An is really sad and even...in pain, and you were crying just now."

"..." Qing Mu An half closed his eyelids when he heard this and was unable to speak for a while.

"I don't know what you've been through to become like this. If possible, can you tell me about it?"

Qing Muan closed his eyes and said, "Useless Kong Hai, it's over, everything is fine now, those are just "sequelae"."

She was able to counsel others and had already learned and mastered how to counsel herself. Now she could only recall the despair she felt at that time.

Not wanting to say it’s okay…Kūkai felt even more distressed: “…Is that why you suffer from depression and anxiety?”

Qing Muan was slightly startled: "Why do you know..."

Kūkai: "Answer me first, is this the reason why you got sick?"

Qing Mu An was silent for a moment, burying his doubts in his heart, and then said: "…mostly, but not entirely."

After all, her growing environment and family factors also affected her personality and way of dealing with people.

Kong Hai's breathing hitched, and then he took a deep breath: "Stay with me, An."

???

Why did the topic suddenly turn to this?

Qing Mu An didn't react: "Wha...what?"

"Come with me, An." Kong Hai stopped hugging her and held her shoulders, moving her slightly back so that Aoki An could see the serious expression on his face.

"I like you, Ann."

"I want to protect you, forever."

"I can't change your past, I can only control your present."

"I want to create many happy memories for you, and have wonderful experiences with Ann. I don't want to see Ann look painful and distressed like that again."

"If I have to reminisce, I hope Ann can recall more happy things than sad things."

"..." Qing Mu An's body paused, and he stood there completely in a daze, staring blankly at Kong Hai. He couldn't come back to his senses for a long time, as if countless indescribable emotions filled his entire mind.

After a while, she found her voice again: "Do you want to be my salvation?"

"..." Kong Hai didn't expect the first sentence would be this. An was sometimes too rational and sober and straightforward. "If you want."

"..." Aoki looked at him steadily, thinking that he had become like that just because he was acting these days, his heart ached, and finally he gently brushed away Kong Hai's hand, turned sideways and closed his eyes, "I'm afraid it won't work."

Kong Hai was completely stunned, his heart aching: "Why?"

No one can always be someone else's salvation.

She suffers from depression and anxiety, unlike those traumatized people who can be redeemed.

People like her will only drag redemption into the abyss.

Just like her friends dragged her into the water, it became easy for her to drag those around her into the abyss.

The only one you can rely on is yourself.

These things were incomprehensible and Qingmu An couldn't explain them clearly. She recalled the six months she had spent with Kong Hai, and tears welled up in her eyes again. She gritted her teeth and said fiercely: "Just assume that I don't..." like you.

Before I could finish the second half of the sentence, a familiar, childish voice suddenly rang in my ears: "Be rational, sober, and keep your original intention."

"An An's image transformation."

Green leaves and flowers and silver hair crisscrossed and fell beside his ears. Qing Muan was crying, but his expression suddenly calmed down. He said calmly and rationally, "Because I'm still sick."

"You may not know much about depression and anxiety. Diseases like this and people like this are very depressing. It's easy to bring negative emotions to the people around you. If you stay with me for a long time, you will be driven crazy."

"You are a very sunny person. I don't want to affect your positive energy because of me. I hope Kong Hai will always be full of confidence and sunshine."

"..." Kong Hai stared at her closely, "Just because of this?"