The prince loves me like his life, but I force him to rebel

Gu Nianzhi looked at Sima Yao's eyes which became more watery due to crying, and she actually felt a little moved at this moment.

The hazy mist of tears covered the upper half of Sima Yao's face.

His moist lips were a little redder than usual, and his face was flushed after being slightly drunk. His whole face suddenly became full of ambiguity.

"You, ask..." Gu Nianzhi's voice unconsciously became gentler.

"After my mother left, I have always felt inferior. I think it was because I was not good enough that my mother left me."

"Silly, this has nothing to do with you."

Gu Nianzhi had completely forgotten that the man holding her was the third prince of this dynasty. At this moment, Sima Yao in her eyes was like a wounded puppy, waiting for her comfort pitifully.

“Is it really not because I’m not good enough?”

"I'm sure it's not."

Thinking of how Sima Yao and he had been through life and death together, and how Sima Yao had believed in him 100% regardless of the consequences and had taken him away from the Ministry of Punishment, Gu Nianzhi could not help but add one more sentence.

"To me, you are the best man in the world."

Sima Yao's eyes lit up and he blurted out.

"Does Mr. Gu like a man like me?"

When they looked into each other's eyes, undercurrent surged.

Gu Nianzhi didn't drink, but at this moment her face became even redder than Sima Yao's.

She knew that Sima Yao had misunderstood to some extent.

"I am also a man. How can two men like each other?"

Gu Nianzhi reached out to untie Sima Yao's hands from her waist, but Sima Yao hugged her even tighter.

Sima Yao put his ear to Gu Nianzhi's chest again.

What he heard was no longer the steady heartbeat that was enough to calm him down, but a wild and chaotic heartbeat. He was sure that Gu Nianzhi was upset because of his words.

How could Gu Nianzhi’s heart not be confused?

If it weren't for the fact that he had to travel back to his own world, Sima Yao would really be the best man.

But, you can't have too much entanglement with him.

She will go back eventually.

Gu Nianzhi calmed himself down.

Using the rationality she had gained from being solo for more than twenty years and the tricks Shu Huaiyuan and Lin Heng had taught her to escape from the enemy's embrace, she pushed Sima Yao away with all her strength, then turned around and tried to escape.

The drunk Sima Yao had lost all his rationality.

Alcohol paralyzed all rationality and activated all his impulses.

He stood up quickly, grabbed Gu Nianzhi's wrist and pulled her back. Gu Nianzhi, who had her back to him, was pulled around half a circle and fell straight into his arms.

Without waiting for Gu Nianzhi to react, Sima Yao held up Gu Nianzhi's face and fiercely pressed his lips against hers.

Gu Nianzhi was so shocked that his eyes opened wide, but Sima Yao closed his eyes and was immersed in it.

Gu Nianzhi pushed Sima Yao's face away, but Sima Yao still hugged her waist.

The two looked at each other again.

Sima Yao's eyes were filled with affirmation.

"Who says men can't like men? Mr. Gu, I, Sima Yao, am attracted to you."

Although it was the drunken words of a drunk person, it carried an irrefutable certainty.

Gu Nianzhi was stunned.

Over the years, it’s not that no men had confessed their love to her, but she had never seen such a serious look in those men’s eyes.

Could it be that Sima Yao really fell in love with me?

Is it himself as a man that he loves, or just himself?

Perhaps, to put it more clearly, Gu Nianzhi didn't understand whether Sima Yao originally loved women, but decided to love men because he fell in love with her. Or, was it that Sima Yao originally loved men, and she happened to be a man at the moment, so he fell in love with her?

Although both are confessions to one’s disguised self, the two situations are completely different.

Gu Nianzhi was wondering, but Sima Yao angrily released his arms around her.

"Did I...scare Mr. Gu?"

Gu Nianzhi looked at him. Sima Yao seemed to be a little more sober at this moment, perhaps because he had just exerted so much force and sobered up a little.

"I'm sorry, Mr. Gu. That wasn't my intention."

"I know, it's hard to accept."

"When I first realized that I liked you, I was more panicked than you are now."

Sima Yao apologized for his offense to Gu Nianzhi.

He was like a child who had made a mistake, babble on and on, trying to explain things clearly, saying a lot but failing to get to the point.

"I know clearly that you, Mr. Gu, like women."

"But I couldn't help it because of you. Because of you, I found myself falling in love with a man."

"But in my dream, I saw you wearing women's clothes..."

"I don't know what's wrong with me now, whether I love men or women."

"I only know this feeling, only for you..."

Gu Nianzhi held up Sima Yao's face and kissed him.

After hearing this, she finally realized that Sima Yao loved Gu Nianzhi.

Regardless of gender.

He was troubled by the fact that he fell in love with a man, but because that "man" was Gu Nianzhi, he couldn't control his liking for him.

Gu Nianzhi had never been loved like this by someone.

That man loved her so much that he would rather doubt his own sexual orientation than her gender, and he never doubted his love for her.

Even if she had a very short-lived love affair with Sima Yao, it seemed that there was nothing wrong with it.

Indeed, he is a paper man in the book.

But now, what Gu Nianzhi, who was also in the book, saw in him was a real man with flesh and blood, emotions and desires.

His hug was warm and heavy, his kiss was gentle and domineering.

The long kiss lasted until both of them were a little short of breath.

There was surprise in Sima Yao's eyes.

An irrepressible smile appeared on the corner of his mouth.

He pursed his lips as if he was still not satisfied.

"Gu... Brother Gu, you..."

Gu Nianzhi looked at Sima Yao again, her face flushed and her eyes full of affection.

She looks like a shy little girl.

Her voice couldn't help but become much softer.

"I...seem...to like you a little bit."

After hearing this, Sima Yao finally didn't have to suppress the smile on his face.

He stood up and stared at Gu Nianzhi with eyes that could not hide his smile.

"really?"

"Ah."

Gu Nianzhi lowered her head shyly.

Sima Yao took Gu Nianzhi into his arms.

Gu Nianzhi heard his heart beating "thump thump", beating very fast.

But there is order in the chaos. There is no panic or disorder, no abandonment of weapons and armor, but rather a rhythm of joy and excitement.

This seems to be the feeling of being in love?

Gu Nianzhi hid her face in Sima Yao's arms and couldn't help laughing.

No matter how long this happiness lasts.

Be happy every day you spend, and be happy every moment you spend.

It’s good not to think too much.