He is paranoid and warm

Thirty-five.

As fierce as a tiger.

Xiao Yu is only thirty-three and he hasn't touched her for a month.

She calculated that they had been secretly married for five years, and he had gotten addicted to it over the past five years, sometimes wanting it in the car on the way home.

It has changed recently.

"Are you tired?" She hooked her arms around his neck and leaned against him.

When she put her sweet lips close to his, she smelled the alcohol and frowned slightly.

Drinking again?

At the beginning of the month, hearing that his white moonlight was going back to China, he started smoking and drinking frequently, and sometimes even stayed in the company.

The previous two times, Sheng Shushu did not insist on it. She felt sorry for him because he was feeling uncomfortable, so she gave him hangover soup, helped him prepare a bath, and let him sleep well.

This time, her slender waist was too hard to hold, and she tried to stand on tiptoe to kiss him, but she was not tall enough and she was wobbly.

Xiao Yu untied his tie and held her waist in time to prevent her from falling.

She kissed him clumsily for a while, but was still pushed away.

"Be good and go to bed." He stroked the top of her head with his palm.

Sheng Shushu didn't move, but looked at him with her bright eyes under the moonlight.

She kissed him again, this time with a little recklessness.

"Xiao Yu."

She rarely called him by his full name.

Xiao Yu lowered his eyebrows and said in a voice as quiet as dust, "What's wrong?"

"I seem to love you more and more." Her sleepy voice was filled with seductive murmurs.

"What about you, do you love me?"

Xiao Yu's eyes were as black as ink and silk, and he began to respond to her kiss.

"Yeah." He just responded grudgingly.

Sheng Shushu laughed inwardly.

The kiss became heavier and heavier, with an uncontrollable tenderness.

He always did it so effortlessly that she mistakenly thought he loved her, too.

He doesn't love.

she knows.

In the beginning, she was the one who pursued him relentlessly, even using dirty tricks to sleep with him, forcing him to marry her unwillingly.

"Go take a shower and go to sleep first." Xiao Yu finally let her go and put her back on the bed.

Sheng Shushu didn't pester him, but asked, "Do you want a divorce?"

Xiao Yu paused for a moment, and looked at her with a gloomy face beside the bed.

"You want to leave."

Sheng Shushu smiled. Didn’t he want to leave?

Bai Yueguang will be back soon. She has seen all his hesitation and torment over the past month.

She felt really heartbroken to see such a proud and complacent person secretly hiding in the toilet to smoke. What had she done to him?

She might as well bring it up first, so she can save some face.

It was she who didn't want him, not that he abandoned her.

"Hmm." Her voice was vague.

Xiao Yu looked at her for a long time, then went to the bathroom without saying a word.

Sheng Shushu hugged the quilt, like a waitress waiting for her husband, and listened to him start to handle official business on the phone inside.

It's like this again. He won't come out until she falls asleep.

He didn't know that she often couldn't fall asleep until he came out and held her in his arms.

But she kept pretending to be asleep because she didn't want him to think she was difficult.

Sheng Shushu couldn't wait any longer, and she couldn't fall asleep, so she opened the sleeping pills that she had secretly asked someone to prescribe in the dark. She didn't know how many pills there were, but she just swallowed them all and went to sleep.

*

I do not know how long it has been.

An intense warmth pressed down upon me, and the breath mixed with the smell of alcohol was heavy and frighteningly hot.

Want to indulge yourself before divorce?

She didn't hide, but closed her eyes and took the initiative to face him.

Xiao Yu usually seemed to be a selfless and noble man, but when it came to her, he often went crazy.

"Call me Shushu?" The man's magnetic and low voice was filled with the smell of hormones.

Call uncle?

Isn't this the line she said the night she slept with him?

Sheng Shushu sighed. It turned out that she was dreaming again. She dreamed about the month when she pursued him.

In the dream, she was twenty years old, eight years younger than Xiao Yu. However, the calculation method of the older generation was strange, and they said that Xiao Yu was thirty years old in terms of age.

Moreover, as her ex-girlfriend's uncle, this title is reasonable.

So, she tilted her little face up and said softly to satisfy him, "Uncle!"

The man paused violently.

She met the pair of black eyes as dark as ink and silk, which were staring at her.

His eyes were cold and dark, and Sheng Shushu almost suspected that his Chinese medicine tonight was a fake.

But he did hit it, because every feature is obvious.

"If you force yourself to hold it in, something bad will happen." Sheng Shushu calmed down and raised her beautiful face.

The man's Adam's apple rolled violently, and the last bit of restraint came out from his lips, "It's not too late to regret."

Regret?

She was well behaved during the engagement period, but Xiao Qingzhou cheated on her cousin behind her back. She must have made him regret it.

Sheng Shushu's nails dug into her flesh, but her face remained calm, "This scumbag is not worthy of me."

She leaned close to his ear and said seriously, "I still like little uncle."

Xiao Yu seemed to be very sensitive to this title, with a dark layer rolling in his eyes.

"What do you like about me?" He asked in a deep and disdainful tone.

Even though Sheng Shushu has a waist that was carefully crafted by Nuwa - she is very charming, but her big eyes and cherry lips together reveal a pure and sexy face that is sure to never lie.

"Like you... are older than him?"

Two seconds of silence.

Sheng Shushu's lips were sealed, and his large palm clasped the back of her head and kissed her deeply.

A vague, low voice said, "You'd better be able to bear the consequences."

She really couldn't bear it.

It was an extreme crushing blow. Her body sank and floated up and down, and she was shaking so much that she was about to break.

That was the first time that Sheng Shushu knew that Xiao Yu, who looked calm and steady on the outside, actually had an evil and unruly demon in his heart.

Just as the wind and the sea calmed down, most of the quilt on Sheng Shushu's body suddenly slipped off.

She squinted her eyes tiredly and met the man's cold and dark face.

Xiao Yu stared at the marks on the bed sheet, and something unexpected flashed in his eyes.

"the first time?"

Sheng Shushu propped herself up halfway with pain. She knew what the sarcasm on his face meant.

She had been with Xiao Qingzhou for several years, and he thought she had been dirty for a long time, but she created the illusion of her virginity to trick him.

"You are willing to be angry for him."

"Duck blood, two yuan per pound. It's not expensive, why wouldn't you be reluctant to spend it?" She didn't like to explain.

Anyway, for people like Xiao Yu, the better something sounds, the less he believes it.

These words made Xiao Yu look at her for a long time.

Until she wanted to get out of bed.

"What?" Xiao Yu looked at her coldly.

Sheng Shushu looked up and said, "To make a midnight snack, you're socializing on an empty stomach, so your stomach must be uncomfortable, right?"

"I'm not Xiao Qingzhou."

Everyone knew that she was running around for Xiao Qingzhou like an old nanny.

Xiao Yu looked at her wrist, which was so soft and still shaking.

"Don't dirty the kitchen." He said coldly and turned into the bathroom.

If you are not allowed to go, then you are not allowed to go. Sheng Shushu is used to such harsh words. The Xiao family says that he is a widower and a weirdo.

She fell back onto the bed, limp and exhausted.

Very thirsty.

She got up to look for water, but there was none in the bedroom, so she had to go to the living room.

In the next scene, she will kick the door sill and then fall down. She knows the dream by heart.

"Den!"

Sure enough, she fell.

Sheng Shushu laughed. She had had this dream countless times. Couldn’t Zhou Gong help her change the details?

"Hiss!" The next second, her beautiful eyebrows frowned fiercely.

It hurts.

pain?

Why does dreaming hurt?

Sheng Shushu stared at his knees, stunned. He never felt any pain in his dreams before.

She pinched herself again. It really hurt. It wasn't a dream.

So?

She was born again.

It really goes back to the time when I pursued Xiao Yu for a month.

"Haven't you left yet?" A cold voice suddenly appeared behind him.

Sheng Shushu was startled, and endured the pain and quickly stood up, looking straight at Xiao Yu.

He casually wrapped himself in a bath towel; his hair and entire body were wet, with water droplets sliding down his muscles and disappearing into his mermaid line.

He does have the capital to seduce the opposite sex.

past life.

She acted like a spoiled child and said that she was in so much pain from the fall that she couldn't walk, so she wanted to stay overnight and asked Xiao Yu to carry her back to the bed and do it again.

just now.

Sheng Shushu calmly retracted his gaze and said in a low voice, "I'll leave right away."

She hastily grabbed one piece of clothing and put it on, then carried the rest and prepared to leave.

In this life, she would no longer provoke him.

It’s so tiring to be unable to get the love you want.