The heroine takes revenge on me, I am a sickly girl, I conquer the country and enjoy happiness

"…At a certain moment in my confusion, I gained a glimmer of clarity and came up with a ridiculous and absurd idea -

Find someone to spend your life with.

Like mother and father, we stick together and lean on each other.

At that moment, the person that flashed through my mind was you. "

The long, bamboo-like fingers were twisted due to the owner's excessive force, and were a deadly purple color.

Liu Xunfeng violently crumpled the letter into a ball, smiling grimly, and cursed angrily:

"Sweet talk, but you can't learn to live peacefully even after death! Do you think I will be fooled by you?"

He raised his hand and angrily threw the ball of paper towards the half-extinguished brazier in front of the bed, but the moment he let go, he froze again.

There was a long pause.

Liu Xunfeng closed his eyes unwillingly, lowered his head and carefully smoothed out the letter again and again.

"I always remember that I was kidnapped by Baili Ming, and you found me before anyone else."

After some hesitation, he continued reading the handwriting which was gradually calming down.

"He wanted to dissect me alive to extract the poison. In order to survive, I pretended to be friendly with him and pretended to be a couple.

Every time I called him husband, I felt the pain in my crippled legs tossing and turning.

I thought that this would be the case from now on...

But I saw you.”

There was a hint of joy in the dull and lifeless tone.

The writer briefly mentioned her experience of being humiliated. Perhaps because of her poor memory or slow thinking, she emphasized again:

"I don't know how others did it or what they did. I only know that, Liu Xunfeng, you were the first one to find me among the vast crowd.

The journey home is full of dangers and difficulties.

It was you who jumped with me without hesitation, it was you who carried me step by step in the wind and snow, it was you who never left me and never took off my clothes.

Liu Xunfeng, you are the one who will live and die with me.

I thought the friendship between us was deep enough, I thought our feelings had surpassed everything, and having you by my side for the rest of my life was enough.

But, you finally deceived me!

Liu Xunfeng, you liar! "

A stroke filled with thick ink was suddenly drawn across, with such force that it penetrated the back of the paper. He seemed to be able to hear the brush tip exploding on the paper, and the sharp sound of the pen and fingernails pulling on the table.

Angry roars, devastated screams, and desperate wails lingered in his ears like auditory hallucinations.

Liu Xunfeng stared at the empty handwriting, his eyeballs bulged out of his sockets, as if blood and tears were oozing out.

He didn't dare to look any further, but he kept looking on as if it was self-harming. He wanted to see clearly the inner world of Lu Ningshuang that had never been revealed.

Liu Xunfeng clenched his teeth and panted heavily, his face flushed with suffocation.

"You said you would always be with me and support me unconditionally, but you got angry just because I took a little blood from you.

I think about it over and over again, trying to figure out why you were angry and what was wrong.

Later I thought it through.

It turns out that the love you mentioned is conditional, it turns out that your so-called unconditional love has a prerequisite of your approval, it turns out that your feelings are a cage that restricts me.

Liu Xunfeng, don’t make promises if you can’t keep them. I never need any!

Cold and callous? Flirtatious?

Haha, I know. You are not the first one to say this, but you should be the last.

What harm does using the same old words do?

Since you found me first, I'll give you another chance!"

The handwriting became more and more illegible. The writer tried his best, and the reader also tried his best.

Liu Xunfeng trembled all over and looked up in a trance. The scene after he left in a flash was completed as if time was disordered.

"Liu Xunfeng, are you really going to leave me?

It's just a little blood, what's the big deal? If it doesn't work, I'll make it up to you.

I was not wrong, it was you who went back on your word.

Since you are willing to jump off the cliff with me, I will give you one last chance. "

Lu Ningshuang stood barefoot in the middle of the room, talking to herself facing the wide-open door.

The setting sun was so dazzling that Liu Xunfeng couldn't see what was outside the door, but he could clearly see the girl being gradually swallowed by the shadows.

No matter how bright the light is, it cannot shine on her.

Liu Xunfeng's heart kept twitching, and the next moment, the girl with a calm smile questioned the air heartbreakingly.

"Liu Xunfeng, why don't you look back?!

You found me and then ruthlessly abandoned me. I should be the one who is angry.

I have done nothing wrong, but I am willing to make amends.

I have nothing but a sick body. What you love is nothing more than my face and body, and the joy of making love with me!

So I think you will be satisfied with the compensation of having sex with me.

But you looked humiliated and angrily called me fickle and dissolute.

So, making love with me is a humiliation to you?!"

The illusion is shattered and everything returns to the lines.

The scene that suddenly came to his mind was when Lu Ningshuang asked him gently and casually whether he wanted it.

Liu Xunfeng immediately spat out a large mouthful of blood and fell to the ground again.

The wrinkled letter slipped from his fingers and fell silently into the brazier.

With a bang, it turned into ashes.

……

In a cave somewhere, overly cool mist poured out from the ice piled up around it, chilling the stone platform covered with soft silk fabric.

A guy covered in a thick black robe was leaning against the stone platform, muttering something strangely.

No one could see his expression clearly, because under the wide brim of his hat hung a silver mask that completely hid his entire face.

Only a pair of eyes thick with the night remained in the shadows, so deep and dark that they swallowed up all the light.

"Why are you so stubborn?"

"Keeping in the dark is not life, mixing truth with lies is not life, keeping things secret is not life, and telling everything is not life."

He sighed deeply.

“For you, hatred lasts longer than love.

When death approaches, hatred will grow wildly in the heart. I have killed you again and again. This strong hatred should be impossible to eliminate, right? "

Lu Jin is back again.

He was caught in a cycle of two worlds.

This is actually a good thing for him, as he can look for the reasons for failure over and over again and start over.

Perhaps God took pity on him and gave him unlimited opportunities to save the young lady.

But now, "infinity" is approaching finiteness.

His time is running out.

The timing of returning to the present is different, and he will lose his previous memories. He can only start over and over again.

But he was defeated by Lu Ningshuang every time.

She had no desire to live.

Before coming back this time, Lu Jin killed her with his own hands, and chose a very torturous way.

The hot water flooded my mouth and nose, and the intense discomfort irritated my lungs.

Through a door, he listened to her struggling in pain in the thin air of the bathroom.

Time seemed to be extremely long, passing by minute by minute, and Lu Jin fell down against the wall, with the broken glass piercing his palm.

He seemed to feel no pain, squinting his eyes and lamenting carelessly towards the bathroom:

"Young lady, please go on your journey with peace of mind. I will take good care of your inheritance and will not let anyone else get involved in it."

I would rather you hate me.

I even hope that this hatred is deep enough to give you the motivation to live a lifetime.