Dreaming of 1988, I have the ability to see ghosts and ghosts

Zhou Tao was in great pain when he heard this. He ignored Ma Junmei's resistance and kissed her forcefully. Ma Junmei tried hard to push him away.

But in the end, she fell again after a sweet deep kiss.

Ma Junmei came to her senses and told Zhou Tao earnestly that it was impossible for him and her to be together and that she could only be his sister-in-law in this life.

But Zhou Tao was unwilling to give in and yelled hysterically at Ma Junmei.

"No, I love you, Junmei, I really love you."

Ma Junmei didn't care about his mood at the moment at all. She turned around and left without hesitation, leaving Zhou Tao squatting on the ground with a painful look on his face.

After that, Zhou Tao tried every possible way to meet with Ma Junmei alone, but Ma Junmei cleverly avoided him.

Time passed quickly and the internship period was about to end. Zhou Hai and Ma Junmei were both very busy with the issue of finding a job.

Zhou Hai also didn't notice Zhou Tao's mood changes during this period.

People are like this. The more they can't get something, the more they want it. The more Ma Junmei distanced herself from him, the more he missed her.

At that time, universities all guaranteed job assignments, and when they were about to graduate, Zhou Hai and Ma Junmei's jobs were basically confirmed.

The two of them agreed to get married within a year after they started working.

Zhou Tao went crazy when he heard the news, thinking that Ma Junmei would eventually become his sister-in-law, and he would have to see her every day in the future, which would be a great torment for him.

The more he thought about it, the sadder and more lost he felt. They were twins, so why were his and his brother Zhou Hai's lives so different? Why was there such a huge gap between them?

Because of Ma Junmei, there was a hint of jealousy in his eyes that was hard to conceal during this period.

His brother's sunny and handsome smile and confident demeanor seemed to remind him all the time that he would always have to live under his brother's shadow.

Seeing people around him praising his brother, an inexplicable fire welled up in his heart.

Why do everyone only see the good in my brother and ignore his existence?

He also tried hard to show himself and prove that he was no worse than his brother, but no matter what he did, he seemed unable to attract other people's attention.

Whenever his brother achieved good results and received honors, his heart would be filled with loss and frustration.

He felt like a loser who would never be able to surpass his brother.

This feeling of jealousy continued to spread in his heart, making him feel extremely painful and depressed.

He tried to hide his jealousy, but the look and expression that inadvertently revealed would still expose his true thoughts.

He knew that this kind of jealousy was unhealthy and would hurt the relationship between him and his brother.

But he couldn't control his emotions and could only suffer silently in his heart.

Especially since Ma Junmei finally chose her brother, it made it even more difficult for him to control himself.

Gradually, a sinful thought arose in his heart, wondering if he could get Ma Junmei so that she could be with him.

In the 1970s and 1980s, girls' emphasis on chastity was like a solid fortress, deeply rooted in their hearts.

It was a relatively conservative era, and chastity was considered a girl's most precious asset.

They have been educated in traditional values ​​since childhood and understand that the importance of chastity is immeasurable.

For girls in the 1970s and 1980s, chastity was not only about physical purity, but also about purity of soul.

In that era, premarital sex was considered taboo and girls would carefully guard their chastity.

Girls attach importance to chastity because it shows their respect for themselves. Once they have a substantial relationship with a man, no matter they love him or not, they will choose to marry him regardless of their humiliation.

It was for this reason that Zhou Tao came up with the idea of ​​making Ma Junmei lose her virginity to him, so that she would have no choice but to marry him.

Once the idea sprouted, it was unstoppable. In the past few days, he began to observe his brother's words and actions intentionally or unintentionally and began to imitate him.

He thought about it and realized that if he forced himself on her, it would not work. Ma Junmei would definitely not give in. The only way to get her was to pretend to be her brother.

Twins look very similar. Except for family members, outsiders usually cannot tell which one is the older brother and which one is the younger one.

Most people can tell them apart by whether they wear glasses, and they usually like to wear the same clothes.

In terms of temperament, his brother Zhou Hai is definitely much more gentle, but after imitating him for a period of time, and putting on his brother's glasses, he tried to go out.

Many neighbors and acquaintances actually mistook him for his brother Zhou Hai.

After a period of careful planning, Zhou Tao finally got an opportunity.

As graduation was approaching, Zhou Hai helped Ma Junmei rent a one-bedroom apartment next to the unit where she would be assigned.

That day, Zhou Hai learned that Zhou Tao had a party at his company in the evening, so he quietly changed into the same clothes as his brother was wearing that day, put on the same plain glasses he bought as his brother, and arrived at Ma Junmei's rental house at around 8 o'clock in the evening.

Ma Junmei was pleasantly surprised when she opened the door and saw Zhou Tao.

"Zhou Hai, didn't you say you couldn't come to the party tonight?"

Since they rented the house, Zhou Hai would come to see her almost every night, and the two of them would cook and eat together.

Ma Junmei is quite conservative and Zhou Hai is also a gentleman. They only hold hands and kiss and have not crossed the line so far. They want to save that beauty for after they get married.

After dinner, Zhou Hai would stay with her for a while and then go home to sleep.

Seeing that Ma Junmei thought he was her brother, Zhou Tao was secretly delighted and lied that the party was not over yet and he left secretly early because he missed her.

Ma Junmei happily welcomed Zhou Tao into the house. She couldn't hide the joy on her face. Her little face was rosy and charming.

Zhou Tao imitated his brother and behaved very gentlemanly at first, then slowly tested the water.

Young men and women always lose control sometimes. Seeing that Ma Junmei did not refuse, Zhou Tao went deeper step by step.

Ma Junmei thought that she and Zhou Hai had reached the stage of discussing marriage, so she reluctantly obeyed Zhou Tao.

After succeeding, Zhou Tao did not get too carried away and finally left as Zhou Hai.

In this way, under his careful planning, he and Ma Junmei had physical intimacy several times.

While waiting for the real Zhou Hai to arrive, Ma Junmei was no longer so reserved. She held him back and refused to let him leave, forcing him to spend the night in the rental house.

Zhou Hai was very puzzled by this and refused repeatedly, saying that he wanted to keep this beautiful thing and at least the two of them could be together after getting the marriage certificate.

Hearing this, Ma Junmei felt puzzled and found it unbelievable. The two of them had already had physical contact several times, so why did he say this today?

After Zhou Hai left, the more she thought about it, the more she felt something was wrong. Finally, she realized that the person who had physical intimacy with her during this period was not Zhou Hai but Zhou Tao.

She was so angry that the whole sky collapsed.

When Zhou Tao came to her again as Zhou Hai and wanted to get close to her, she understood everything completely, but the fact had already happened and she was in pain.

Zhou Tao kept apologizing to her and said that he would be responsible for her.

But she was unwilling. She didn't want to marry Zhou Tao and didn't want to live an unhappy life in the future. But now all her hopes were shattered. Zhou Tao had messed up her life.