Dreaming of 1988, I have the ability to see ghosts and ghosts

With the company of the two men, I spent the most difficult three days of my life.

These past few nights I have been wandering around my home until very late, and only went to bed when I could no longer hold out. On the one hand, I was looking forward to Long Mo appearing when I woke up, and on the other hand, I wanted to see my grandma again.

But I was very disappointed every time. Even if I opened my Yin-Yang eyes, even if I opened my eyes wide, grandma's shadow never appeared in my sight.

Today is the seventh day after my grandmother’s death. Last night when Wang Erming got off work, he bought me everything I needed for today.

Wang Erming would come to my house every morning to see me before leaving, and would stay with me at night, but he couldn’t see Long Mo, and I would not tell him about Long Mo’s existence.

As usual, Wang Erming came directly to my house after get off work. He helped prepare dinner and took me to my grandmother's grave.

In the village cemetery, grandma's new grave is particularly eye-catching.

I couldn't control the tears that rolled down my cheeks again.

"Feng'er, stop crying and let Grandma Xu go in peace."

Wang Erming saw that I was crying and couldn't even cry out loud. He felt very distressed and comforted me softly.

Yes, in this life, my grandmother lost her husband early in life and her son in middle age, both of them died together. Her stepson and daughter-in-law also left her.

Someone raised me with great difficulty, but left in a hurry before I could see me start a family and build a career.

She had experienced many hardships in her life, and her heart was filled with scars. The wheel of fate rolled over her mercilessly, leaving behind only deep pain and helplessness.

Looking back on the journey we have taken, there have been many ups and downs, and few happy moments.

I only hope that I can be blessed by God in the next life, be born into a good family, no longer suffer such torture, and enjoy the warmth and happiness of the world.

The night fell over the silent cemetery. I squatted silently in front of my grandmother's grave, holding a stack of paper money in my hand.

The faint firelight danced in the darkness, illuminating my solemn face.

I gently dropped the paper money into the fire one by one, watching them quickly curl up, turn black, and turn into ashes.

The burning flames seemed to be telling of my longing for my grandma, and the jumping flames seemed to be the response of the deceased in another world.

The wind blew quietly, bringing a hint of coolness, but it couldn't blow away the sadness in my heart.

The smell of fireworks filled the air, choking my eyes and making them red, but I still stubbornly continued to burn paper money, as if it was the only connection between me and my grandma.

At this moment, my mood is extremely heavy, memories come flooding in like a tide, and tears are welling up in my eyes.

I really hope that the burning paper money can bring my concern and regards, so that my grandma can live well in that world.

I waited until the last glimmer of fire died out before I dragged the heavy foot valve and followed Wang Erming back home.

When I got home, I couldn't eat. After Wang Erming's repeated persuasion, I reluctantly drank some soup.

"Feng'er, you have to cheer up. The dead are gone, but our lives must go on. I've taken two hours off tomorrow to take you to the station."

Wang Erming looked at me and said as he was leaving.

"I know, Brother Erming, don't worry, I will be fine." I know he is worried about me.

After Wang Erming left, I sat quietly in the main room. I wanted to wait for my grandma. She would definitely not want to leave me, and she would definitely come back to see me for the last time.

I just waited quietly.

"Feng'er!" Just when I was in a trance, a voice rang out.

I was very happy. It was my grandma, it had to be my grandma. Even though the voice didn't sound like my grandma's, I subconsciously thought that it was my grandma who came back to see me.

"Grandma!" I turned around and called out.

But what you can see is Nong Mo's face with clear contours, cold and handsome.

He caught the disappointment in my eyes, walked over and sat down next to me, and spoke softly.

"I miss your grandma. She will be here soon."

Hearing this, my eyes lit up and I asked anxiously.

"You said grandma would come, right?"

"Of course I will come." He raised the corners of his mouth slightly and gently stroked my head with his slender hand.

I looked at his face full of anticipation. These past few days, I had been immersed in the pain of losing my grandmother and had not thought about the origins of Long Mo at all.

Even if I have more doubts in my heart, I don't want to break the tranquility of the moment, that inexplicable sense of familiarity and security, as long as he stays by my side.

"Young master! I am honored to meet you." I heard my grandmother's familiar voice, but she was not calling me.

I turned around and saw my grandmother standing at the gate and bowing to Long Mo.

I was a little surprised. The grandma in front of me seemed a little different from the grandma when she was alive. She was wearing ancient clothes instead of funeral clothes.

"Grandma! Grandma!"

I didn’t care what my grandma thought was different, tears welled up in my eyes uncontrollably and I stood up and ran towards her.

I just wanted to hug her tightly, afraid that this was just an illusion and that she would disappear again.

But I missed. If Long Mo hadn't hugged me in time, I would have fallen to the ground.

When Long Mo pulled me back to the chair and sat me down, grandma was already sitting next to me.

Her kind face was full of love and reluctance. She raised her hand with difficulty and gently stroked my cheek.

At this moment, I felt the real touch of her hand. Although it was a little cold, I also felt extremely warm. I really wanted time to stop at this moment.

Grandma's voice was hoarse and trembling.

"Grandma is leaving, don't be too sad, live a good life and be happy forever, grandma will be watching over you in the other world.

"There is a small box at the bottom of the cabinet where we store magic tools. It contains the savings I have earned over the years. It should be enough for you to finish college. Don't make it hard on yourself."

"Study hard, be a kind and upright person, don't be afraid when you encounter difficulties, be strong, grandma believes in you."

I spoke with tears in my eyes and a slightly choked voice.

"Grandma, don't worry, I will definitely remember your words."

At this moment, even though I have thousands of words surging in my heart, and even though I feel extremely reluctant like a huge rock pressing on my chest, I seem to be under a spell and cannot express these surging emotions in words.

All those thousands of words turned into a tangled mess, stuck in my throat, leaving me speechless.

Every word seemed to be bound by an invisible force, unable to break free.

The extreme reluctance is like a surging wave, hitting the heart again and again, but there is no outlet to vent.

I opened my mouth again, but could only let out a silent sigh. Endless thoughts and strong emotions were trapped in my heart, tormenting my soul.

Finally, I held my grandmother's hand tightly and didn't want to let go. I was afraid that once I let go, she would disappear from my sight.

Long Mo sat next to us, looking at us quietly without making any sound.

Time passes mercilessly, like a ruthless carving knife, leaving scars on our hearts.

In the end, it was inevitable that the time to say goodbye came.

Every passing second is like a countdown of fate, constantly beating on our fragile hearts.

We once thought we could withstand everything, but in the end we were no match for the reality.

At this moment, the air seemed to freeze, and the pain in my heart was like a shadow. But no matter how much I miss and feel reluctant to leave, it can only turn into this final farewell.