Dreaming of 1988, I have the ability to see ghosts and ghosts

I rushed to the doctor, grabbed his arm, my eyes full of anxiety and fear, and said in a trembling voice:

"Doctor, please take another look. My grandma is still breathing. She was still breathing when she came out. I have tried. You must save her. You must save her, doctor."

Tears welled up in my eyes and could burst out at any time.

"As long as I can save her, I will do anything. Doctor, please, don't give up!"

My desperate pleading echoed in the corridor, filled with despair and expectation, and made everyone's heart tighten.

Finally, the doctor shook his head helplessly.

At this moment, my mind went blank, the world seemed to stop at that moment, and everything around me became blurry.

A huge wave of grief suddenly surged into my heart, drowning me like a tide. My body began to tremble, my legs became weak, and I could hardly stand.

Tears flowed freely like a flood, and uncontrollable sobs came from my throat.

I felt like my heart was being torn apart, and the pain was so heart-wrenching that I couldn't bear it.

“How could this happen… How could this happen…” I muttered to myself, totally unable to believe this cruel fact. I completely broke down.

I stared quietly at my grandmother's body which was slowly losing its temperature, tears streaming down my face uncontrollably.

Grandma just lay there quietly, as if she was just sleeping peacefully, but the cold touch reminded me so vividly that she was gone.

Her face was still kind, but a little paler and quieter.

I stretched out my trembling hands and gently stroked her face. The cold feeling made my heart fall into an ice cellar.

I stared blankly, bits and pieces of my time with grandma flashing through my mind. Those warm memories now pierced my heart like a knife.

Seeing my grandmother still lying on the cart in front of me made me feel extremely painful and desperate, as if the whole world had lost its color and was left with only endless sorrow and desolation.

"Feng'er, what's wrong? What happened to Grandma Xu?"

Wang Erming's voice sounded in my ears. He was called over by Brother Daming.

He felt sad when he saw my expression, and Uncle Wang shook his head at him with a serious expression.

He already understood and came forward to hold me in his arms.

The three men from the Wang family didn't dare to make a sound and just watched over me silently until I was tired of crying.

"Let's go, let's go back, Uncle Wang, please help me deal with grandma's funeral."

Finally, I wiped away my tears and walked to the front of the cart with my eyes red and swollen from crying.

I pulled up the handrail of the cart and lifted it up. I wanted to pull my grandma home myself.

The three people from the Wang family did not stop me. They helped me push the cart and kept moving forward.

From the moment I pulled up the cart, I never shed a tear until my grandmother was buried three days later.

Most of the people in the village came, and people from neighboring villages who had once received help from grandma came to see her off for the last time.

Wang Erming took a few days off to accompany me throughout the whole process.

It wasn't until my grandmother's coffin was slowly buried with shovelfuls of soil that I broke down again.

"Grandma, grandma, thank you for being my grandma. Don't be afraid when it's dark and the road is long. There's no blizzard or sandstorm there. Don't worry when you hear me crying.

Please remember your granddaughter Liu Feng. If possible, I want to be your granddaughter in my next life."

Hearing my loud shouts and cries, everyone present started crying.

After dealing with my grandmother's funeral, I decided to wait until the seventh day after her death before going to school. Wang Erming had already asked Wang Fang to ask for leave from school for me.

After seeing off all the villagers who came to help, Wang Erming had to go to work the next day. He wanted to stay with me that night, but I refused.

"It's okay, Erming. I can handle it myself. I'm not as fragile as you think."

"Okay then, if you have anything to do, go find my brother and my dad."

Wang Erming was embarrassed to force her to stay. After all, they were adults and there were differences between men and women. It was not good for a single man and a single woman to stay in the same room. After all, reputation was important.

He stayed with me until midnight before leaving.

After Wang Erming left, I lay on the bed with my clothes on, staring at the ceiling with empty eyes, my mind blank.

My body seemed to have lost all its strength and I didn't even want to move.

Everything around me became so unreal, and time seemed to have stopped at this moment.

I was immersed in my own world, my thoughts were wandering, but I couldn't grasp anything. Only endless dullness and confusion enveloped me, making me feel as if I was isolated from the whole world.

My grandma really left me, as if she took away my soul, and I became an orphan with no one to rely on.

"Feng girl, are you okay?"

A voice came to my ears. It was Uncle Huang's voice. I heard it but didn't respond.

"Feng girl, Feng girl, are you okay?"

Seeing that I didn't react, it jumped directly onto me and waved its little paws in front of me.

I still didn't react, and it stretched out its little paw again, trying to smell my breath.

I suddenly came to my senses, thinking that Uncle Huang could tell fortunes and predict good and bad luck, and thinking about its various behaviors in the past period of time, I reached out and grabbed it, yelling.

"Uncle Huang, did you know that something would happen to grandma? Why, why didn't you tell me?"

"Oh my! Feng girl, let me go, let me go."

It must have been hurt by the force of my grip, and it kept screaming.

"If you had told me, I could have taken grandma to the hospital for a checkup earlier, and she wouldn't have left me."

I didn't let it go, my eyes were full of blame and complaints.

"Feng girl, you, you let me go and listen to me slowly explain to you."

He begged again.

"Okay, I'll let you go. Tell me why, why didn't you remind me."

I finally let it go.

It stood in front of me, twisted its body, moved around a bit, and then sat down again.

"Feng girl, everything in the world has its destiny, and no one can escape it. Your grandmother only has this much life to live, and this is fate. We can't change her fate."

It has a slightly heavy sound.

"But, but I'm going to be all alone without my grandma."

I knew it was no use blaming Uncle Huang for this, and tears started to well up again.

But now, she is gone, and that familiar smile and caring words are gone.

In my world, everything around me has become so strange and deserted.

That feeling of loneliness overwhelmed me like a tide, leaving me at a loss as to what to do.

I seemed to be lost in darkness, unable to find direction or support. I was really the only one left, walking alone on this long and lonely road of life.

"Feng girl, don't be afraid. I'm here, and Xiao Hei is here too. We will all be with you. Don't be sad."

Uncle Huang came forward to comfort it. It stood beside my head and patted my head gently with its little paws.

As it tapped, my eyes gradually became blurred and I slowly lost consciousness.

I haven't slept for three days and three nights. I must be tired or sleepy.