Dreaming of 1988, I have the ability to see ghosts and ghosts

I said these words to Tang Huirong, but actually I was also saying them to myself.

As soon as I finished speaking, the sound in the soul-locking bag suddenly stopped, followed by a long silence.

"Liu Feng, am I really wrong?"

After a while, Tang Huirong's weak voice was heard.

"You can't be said to be wrong. Everything in the world has its cause and effect. This may be the journey you should go through. Just figure it out."

I still feel a little nervous when I say this. In fact, I have been holding on during this period of time.

During this period of time, I felt as if my chest was tightly wrapped by an invisible ball of stuffiness, making it almost suffocating.

The energy weighed heavily on my chest, like a huge rock blocking it that could not be dispelled.

I felt my heart being squeezed by this stuffy air, and every beat became particularly difficult and heavy.

My breathing also became rapid and unsmooth, as if I had to use all my strength to breathe in that little bit of air.

The resentment in the chest surged, making people irritable and uneasy. There was an indescribable depression and discomfort in the chest, as if being shrouded by a dark cloud that could not be dispelled no matter what.

Zhang Chen was the first man I fell in love with in this life, but before the flower of love could bloom, it withered so quickly.

I am just as conflicted and miserable as Tang Huirong.

This is true in many cases. We can always rationally persuade others to let go, but when it comes to ourselves, we just can't do it. But in fact, the principle is the same.

We all know that obsession will only make us more tired and miserable, but we just can't get over it.

But think about it, what's the point of holding on to it? It will only make you stay in pain.

We still have to try hard to convince ourselves, just like we convince others, tell ourselves that it’s time to let go, and that there are many good possibilities waiting for us in the future.

Although it is difficult, you should still try little by little and don't let obsession trap you.

I stroked my chest gently and spoke to Tang Huirong in the soul-locking bag.

“Sister Tang, obsession is like a heavy burden. It will be very hard for you to carry it. If you let go of the obsession, you will have a broader sky to embrace new possibilities and start a new journey.

“Don’t be bound by obsession anymore. Go forward bravely and pursue the happiness and joy that truly belongs to you.”

"If you have figured it out, grandma and I will help you. We will let you stay in the Soul Purifying Bottle for a while to eliminate your resentment, and then we will help you to reincarnate and live your next life. How do you think?"

I continued.

Tang Huirong was silent for a long time again, and after thinking for a while, she said.

"Liu Feng, I know you are doing this for my own good. Thank you! In fact, I should have listened to you last time. Luckily, your grandmother stopped me in time and I didn't make a big mistake. I will listen to you."

Tang Huirong finally agreed to my suggestion.

I also felt relieved, as if my mood was much better, and the stuffiness in my chest seemed to have dissipated a little.

"Grandma, Sister Tang agreed to enter the Soul Purifying Bottle."

I said happily to my grandma who had just finished washing up.

"That's great. I was worried about that."

Grandma was also very happy. Although she was very tired, she still insisted on accompanying me to transfer Tang Huirong into the soul-purifying bottle.

After doing everything, grandma staggered when she got up from the ground and almost fell. I quickly supported her and asked her with concern.

"Grandma, are you feeling unwell?"

"It's okay, grandma, I'm fine, just a little tired." Grandma waved her hand and motioned for me to help her to the room to rest.

I looked at my grandmother's face and still felt a little worried. After helping her lie down on the bed, I continued asking.

"Grandma, if you're really feeling unwell, I'll take you to the hospital for a physical examination tomorrow."

"Feng'er, it's really not necessary. Grandma will be full of energy tomorrow morning after a night's rest. You should go to bed too. It's quite cold today. If it doesn't snow tomorrow, we will go to town to buy some New Year's goods."

Grandma closed her eyes and comforted me in a weak voice.

Seeing that she really wanted to sleep, I didn't disturb her anymore.

Today, Wang Fang and I bought a lot of New Year's goods in town, including new clothes for grandma. I wanted to take them out when she came back to make her happy, but I was interrupted by Tang Huirong's matter, so I can only tell her tomorrow.

I also calmed myself down, climbed into bed and fell asleep quickly.

The man in black came again in the dream. This time he looked at me for a while with a worried look on his face, said nothing, and flew away.

When I woke up in the morning, I was puzzled again. During this period, he often appeared, with an expression of worry that could not be expressed in words, but he did not tell me what would happen.

I guess it's another secret that he couldn't tell me, and this makes me very uneasy, but I don't know what bad will happen.

Grandma had gotten up early, and when I got up, she had already prepared breakfast and was waiting for me to eat together.

I happily took out the things I bought yesterday and showed off to my grandma the money I made from selling CDs these days.

Grandma looked much better than last night, but not as energetic as before. She was very happy to see my results.

I was so happy that I didn't notice the subtle changes in her expression.

We had originally planned to go for a stroll in the town, but just as we were about to leave, Wang Erming came and said he had some work to do at the school today.

My grandma asked me to go by myself on Wang Erming's bicycle while she stayed at home to pack up and prepare for the New Year. She also told me what to buy.

I begged for a while, and Wang Erming volunteered that he didn't have much to deal with at school, so he could go with me to buy it, and could even bring me back with him in the end, so I had no choice but to agree.

I followed Wang Erming to the elementary school and met Hu Shuangyue. After I explained the situation to her, she was very happy and said she wanted to accompany us to buy New Year's goods.

Wang Erming wanted to refuse, but I rolled my eyes at him and he had to agree reluctantly.

While they were working, I bought some fruit and went to the high school to visit Teacher Deng.

I was very happy to see Teacher Deng, and he walked me around the school. He was very pleased to know that I was doing well in college.

He also said that it doesn't matter if you don't study capital science, as long as you study your major well, you will have a good development in the future.

After saying goodbye to Teacher Deng, I returned to the elementary school. Wang Erming and Hu Shuangyue had also finished their work, so we went to the street to buy things and went back together.

I felt a little uneasy in the evening, but I felt better after preparing New Year's dishes with my grandma.

This year, Wang Erming was the first to wish us a happy new year, followed by Wang Fang. I also went to her home to wish her parents a happy new year.

We also made an appointment to go to Qin Juhua's house and talked about our college life. We were all very happy.

I originally wanted to go and see Gu Weiying, but gave up because it was a bit far away and it was difficult to get there during the Spring Festival.

Finally, we went to the home of Zhang Huajun, who was born on the same day as me. We went there on the ninth day of the first lunar month, but we didn't meet her.

She failed the college entrance examination and did not continue her studies. Her parents said that she went out to work with the young people in the village and left on the fifth day of the New Year. We were very sorry.