Dreaming of 1988, I have the ability to see ghosts and ghosts

But after school started, there was military training. There were more boys than girls in their class, and Zhang Huafang was so likable. Before Guo Xiangsong had a chance to express his feelings, Zhang Huafang accepted Lin Hui's pursuit.

Lin Hui was tall, handsome, and came from a well-off family. He felt inferior to her and no longer had the courage to express his feelings to Zhang Huafang.

But he came to Jingda just for Zhang Huafang. He was already inferior to others and couldn't get over it, and he couldn't sleep all night.

In his senior year of high school, he often slept only one or two hours a night in order to study. His body was already very weak. Coupled with the high-intensity military training, his body collapsed all of a sudden.

The feeling of extreme loss overwhelmed him like a tide. His body seemed unable to support itself any longer and began to slowly fall down.

I couldn't sleep all night, like an abandoned statue, the light in my eyes was completely extinguished, leaving only endless darkness.

His poor mental state, listlessness, and extreme resentment nearly brought him to the point of collapse.

When his health deteriorated day by day and it became difficult for him to continue the military training, he went to Teacher Yang to ask for leave.

But Teacher Yang had just rejected several students who wanted leave because they didn't want to attend military training. He didn't even look at him and rejected them mercilessly.

For fear of losing credits, he dragged his tired body to continue military training the next day. However, on that day, under the scorching sun, he fainted and never got up again.

"Son, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry!"

Upon hearing this, Teacher Yang burst into tears. It was an unintentional mistake on her part and she never expected that such a thing would happen.

Guo Xiangsong frowned and glanced at Teacher Yang without any expression, as if he no longer had the hatred he had before.

He went on to tell what happened next.

After my soul left my body, it floated quietly in the air, looking down at the lifeless body that once belonged to me. My heart was filled with an indescribable complex emotion.

I was shocked and couldn't believe that I was separated from my body. I was sad and mourned the passing of life. I was confused and didn't know what to do next.

He stared at his own corpse; that familiar face seemed so strange now.

A deep feeling of helplessness welled up in my heart, as if everything was irreversible.

There is still a trace of fear spreading in my heart, and I am afraid of the unknown future.

After sorting out his thoughts, he turned his endless loss and unwillingness into hatred. He wanted to take revenge on everything, including those who had offended him.

The first person he wanted to take revenge on was Teacher Yang, so he followed Teacher Yang until that day when I drove him away.

After being driven away by me, he returned to Dormitory 620. Listening to his classmates laughing and playing and being full of energy, he became even more angry.

Thinking that the source of all this happened was Zhang Huafang, he floated to Zhang Huafang's dormitory that night.

His original intention was to ask Zhang Huafang why she didn't like him. He wanted to tell her that he had fallen in love with her since high school and even gave up the opportunity to study for a bachelor's degree to follow her.

He wanted to tell Zhang Huafang what he had not said before he died.

He tried to wake up Zhang Huafang. At first, Zhang Huafang didn't respond. Later, for some reason, as he called her, Zhang Huafang got up from bed like a sleepwalker.

Following his guidance, Zhang Huafang slowly climbed to the roof of the dormitory through the sewer pipe.

After reaching the roof, Zhang Huafang seemed to be half asleep and half awake. Suddenly, a cold wind blew, and she suddenly woke up. When she saw where she was, she was scared and at a loss.

What Guo Xiangsong didn't expect was that after Zhang Huafang calmed down, she could actually see him.

"Guo, Guo Xiangsong, why is it you? You are not..."

At this point, Zhang Huafang realized that Guo Xiangsong in front of her was no longer alive. She was so scared that she broke out in a cold sweat.

Standing at the parapet and looking down, I was so frightened that two of my three souls died.

"Zhang Huafang, don't be afraid. I have no ill intentions. I just want to tell you what's in my heart before I leave."

Knowing that Zhang Huafang could see him, he was both surprised and scared.

The surprise was that the girl he had admired for many years was right in front of him, and he could say what he had wanted to say but didn't dare to say for all these years.

What he was afraid of was that he was already a ghost, and even if he confessed his feelings, it would be irreversible. What he was even more afraid of was that Zhang Huafang had never had any feelings for him.

"Well, then just say whatever you want to say!"

Zhang Huafang was terrified to the extreme, but she had no way to retreat, so she could only bite the bullet and let Guo Xiangsong speak out.

"Hua Fang, I have loved you since the first year of high school. For you, I studied very hard. For you, I applied for the same school and major as you."

"Now that I'm like this, I just want to tell you what's in my heart. I also want to know, have you ever had any feelings for me over the years?"

Guo Xiangsong finally spoke out what he had been holding in his heart for years.

After hearing what Guo Xiangsong said, Zhang Huafang was completely stunned. In her heart, Guo Xiangsong was just an ordinary classmate, and her good impression of him was limited to his hard work and self-improvement.

"I, I don't know this. I just have ordinary friendship with you as a classmate."

Zhang Huafang did not hide anything, she did not have any ideological struggle, and spoke out what was actually in her mind.

Even though Guo Xiangsong in front of her was already a soul, she didn't want to deceive him. Even though she knew that he gave up his undergraduate studies for her, she didn't want to say anything against her will.

Hearing Zhang Huafang's answer, Guo Xiangsong's emotions suddenly collapsed. He felt that he was so ridiculous.

"Then why did you often give me gifts when you were in high school? I thought?"

He questioned Zhang Huafang loudly.

"Isn't that to thank you for often explaining to me topics I don't understand?"

Zhang Huafang was speechless at this time. Just because of the small gift she gave, Guo Xiangsong had misunderstood her for several years, thinking that she had a good impression of him.

It even made Guo Xiangsong give up the opportunity to study for an undergraduate degree and study with him in such an inconspicuous technical college.

"Then, don't you feel my sincerity towards you at all?"

Guo Xiangsong felt that the whole world was deceiving him. The sweet smile that Zhang Huafang often gave him in high school now turned into irony.

"Yes, I'm sorry, I really don't have any admiration for you."

Zhang Huafang looked at Guo Xiangsong in front of him, who was trembling all over and with black air coming out of his head. She was so scared that she slowly retreated to the parapet.

"You, why are you so cruel, why, why did you smile at me, why did you give me something."

Guo Xiaosong suddenly became hysterical. He walked up to Zhang Huafang, grabbed her shoulders and shook her hard.

It seemed as if this could vent the anger in his heart. He was completely broken down. Zhang Huafang's attitude towards him made him almost desperate.

He didn't expect that he could touch Zhang Huafang's body. During the pushing and shoving, Zhang Huafang lost his balance and fell over the parapet.

This is the whole process of Zhang Huafang falling from the building.

He had no intention of killing Zhang Huafang, but he was so cruel that Zhang Huafang fell from the building because of him.

He squatted on the roof of the girls' dormitory, watching Zhang Huafang fall to the ground and the blood slowly draining from her body, feeling extremely painful.

Finally, he followed the ambulance to the hospital, hoping for a miracle to happen and that Zhang Huafang could be saved.