Dreaming of 1988, I have the ability to see ghosts and ghosts

I don’t care. If we don’t want to have any contact, then we don’t have to. There are some things that don’t need to be entangled.

We are already in the second year of high school, and our main task is still to study and do our best to improve our scores so that we can be admitted to an ideal university in the future.

Everyone realized this, and after school started, the university students were all in a good state of study.

But some things are just so coincidental, Zhang Chen was arranged to sit behind me again.

I didn't care, but Jiang Chunli, who was sitting in a group across from us, wasn't too happy about it.

She seemed to be possessed by a demon during this period. She was not paying attention in class. She was either staring at Zhang Chen or glaring at me viciously.

Her looking at me like that made me feel a little uneasy. I don’t know if Zhang Chen felt it, but I felt very uncomfortable.

But there is no other way. I don’t know how to deal with this situation.

I just pretended I didn't know, listened attentively in class, and tried to stay in the dormitory as little as possible.

Normally I don’t like staying in the dormitory, and I don’t have the habit of taking a nap. I finish evening self-study at 10 o’clock in the evening, take a shower and go to bed.

In the morning and at noon, I would get my meals and eat in the classroom, but I would eat dinner in the dormitory. After dinner, I would use the break time to do some laundry.

In this way, more than a month passed in peace.

One night after evening self-study, I left home a little late because I was checking a math problem. When I returned to the dormitory, there were almost no people walking around on the playground.

"Liu Feng, wait a moment!"

Suddenly, a person jumped out from the side and scared me.

I turned around and took a look in the dim light. It was Jiang Chunli. I immediately felt uncomfortable, thinking that she must have no good intentions in looking for me.

"Oh, Jiang Chunli, why is it you?"

I asked expressionlessly.

"Liu Feng, can I talk to you?"

She said in a slightly sincere tone.

"Let's talk about it another day. It's too late today and the lights in the dormitory will be turned off soon."

I knew that what she wanted to talk to me about was nothing more than Zhang Chen, but I really had no way of explaining it to her clearly.

No matter what kind of feelings Zhang Chen has for me, he and I are just relatively closer than other male classmates.

The main reason is that our home is close, and also because he looks like the man in black in my dream.

Moreover, over the past month, in order to avoid causing unnecessary misunderstandings, I also wanted Jiang Chunli to stop being so confrontational and treating me as a love rival.

Every weekend, I would ask my female classmates to walk home together instead of riding Zhang Chen’s bicycle.

"I want to have a good talk with you. It's nothing. I just want to tell you the truth."

What she said was so sincere that it made people feel her sincerity!

"All right!"

I thought about it and thought that maybe through this conversation I could help her untie the knot in her heart.

I can see her persistence in Zhang Chen.

She always silently paid attention to Zhang Chen's every move, and the unrequited love in her heart surged like the tide.

Zhang Chen's indifference and avoidance made her sensitive and fragile, but she was reluctant to let go of this deep affection.

She seemed to have lost her soul and became listless.

The once lively eyes have now become dull and lifeless, as if they have lost the luster of life.

Her smile disappeared, replaced by a look of loneliness and sadness.

She was no longer as energetic as before, and her steps became heavy and slow, as if she was carrying a heavy burden.

I feel listless every day and have lost interest in everything around me.

In class, she often lost her focus, with Zhang Chen's figure and smile echoing in her mind.

At night, she often lay in bed, tossing and turning, unable to fall asleep. The thoughts in her heart surged like a tide, making it difficult for her to breathe.

She began to become taciturn, and her originally lively and cheerful personality was gradually replaced by sadness.

In fact, I have noticed all these changes in her. As a classmate, I don’t want her to continue to be depressed like this.

Not only will her overall mental state be bad, which will affect her physical health, but if it continues like this, it will also affect her studies.

Our youth only lasts a few years. If we don’t grasp this stage well, it will affect her whole life.

So I followed him to the river behind the cafeteria, where there was a row of concrete walls built to block water, for fear that the river would flood and flood the school during the flood season.

The retaining wall is a bit high, but when we take a break, we will sit on the wall to watch the rippling water and the fish swimming freely, so in one corner, there are piles of bricks.

We can climb up the retaining wall by stepping on the bricks.

The teachers also thought that this was a place to release stress, so they did not stop the students from climbing up the retaining wall.

However, during meetings, students were strictly prohibited from coming here at night to avoid accidents.

The vast majority of students will comply with this rule, and occasionally young couples will come here in the evening to sit and talk to each other.

But most students don’t dare to do so, because there will often be teachers patrolling here, and if they are caught they will be severely criticized.

But it was already a little late at this time today, and I thought we wouldn't be able to talk for long, so I climbed up the retaining wall with her and sat down.

A bright moon hangs high in the sky, casting silvery light.

The moonlight sprinkled softly on the river surface like a veil, as if covering it with a mysterious veil.

The river surface sparkled, reflecting the moonlight, as if countless twinkling stars fell into it. The breeze blew gently, and ripples appeared on the river surface.

The moonlight also ripples with the water, forming a dreamlike picture.

The trees and grass on the shore were also clearly outlined by the moonlight, appearing particularly peaceful and beautiful.

I felt much more relaxed and asked proactively.

"Jiang Chunli, if you have anything to say, just say it."

Jiang Chunli had no intention of appreciating the quiet night scene. She stared at the river with a dull gaze, her face expressionless.

"Liu Feng, you know, I really like Zhang Chen."

Her voice was so weak and seemed so pale and powerless.

"I understand."

I really don't know how to comfort her.

"So do you like him?" she asked.

"You may have misunderstood. I have nothing to do with him. It's just that his house is very close to mine." I said.

"But, why do I see that he treats you so well and never takes me seriously? I treat him with all my heart, but he never even looks at me."

As she said this, she became visibly excited.

"Chun Li, we are still studying and should focus on studying. Maybe he doesn't want to be distracted and affect his studies for the time being!"

"You should do the same. You can put your feelings for him aside for now, study hard, and think about this issue after you graduate from high school."

I think what I said was correct, but I didn't expect that Jiang Chunli became even more excited after hearing it.

"No, no, that's not it, he likes you."

Suddenly she grabbed my shoulders and shook me hard.

"Why, why, does he like you and not me?"

She yelled at me hysterically.

"Chun Li, calm down. You can't force feelings. You shouldn't focus all your attention on this right now."

My consolation seemed powerless, and she seemed full of hatred towards me at this moment.