Dreaming of 1988, I have the ability to see ghosts and ghosts

Li Li and Huang Fengying never appeared in school again. Teacher Zhao said that they had transferred to other schools. However, there is no such thing as a wall that is impenetrable, and their selfish behavior still spread in the school.

Although the versions vary and it is not all I know, the fact that the two of them left Li Yanyan and ran away is still spread with details.

After this incident, nothing major happened and I entered the busy study life of the third year of junior high school.

My grandma would occasionally go out to help people with their problems, but they were all minor matters like encountering ghosts. She would never ask me to go with her, for fear that it would affect my studies.

During the winter vacation, my grandmother, who was always strong, fell seriously ill. Normally, she would get better by taking medicine or drinking some ginger and sugar water for a cold.

But after catching a cold this time, she has not been feeling well. For the first time in her life, she was hospitalized. The doctor asked her to stay in the hospital for a few days. My grandmother refused to agree at first, but finally agreed after much persuasion from me.

I know she is afraid of spending money, but the doctor said that her cough has developed pneumonia and she must be hospitalized and get injections.

Finally, after three days in the hospital, she showed some improvement and was eager to be discharged.

After returning home, it took another week for her to recover, but I always felt that her spirit was not as good as before.

After this incident, I finally figured it out and listened to Mayor Wang's advice and decided to take the entrance exam for a technical secondary school. After all, it would take at least three more years to finish high school and take the college entrance exam. My grandmother is old, and I can't let her worry about me anymore.

So after the second semester of the third year of junior high school started, I became a lot more serious.

But after the high school entrance examination, things went against my wishes. I still failed by three points and was rejected by the technical secondary school.

I was very upset. I had tried my best, but why couldn't I pass the exam? Was it what people call fate?

After the results came out, I went home and hugged my grandma, my eyes were swollen from crying.

"Grandma, I'm sorry. It's all Feng'er's fault. I didn't study hard and failed to get into the technical secondary school. I hope you can live a good life sooner."

I apologized to my grandma while crying.

"It's okay, grandma is in good health. If you don't get into technical secondary school, then we won't go. It's the same for high school. If you get into college and have a better job in the future, grandma will live with you."

Grandma used her calloused hands to gently stroke me and comfort me.

"Grandma, I want you to enjoy happiness earlier!"

I still haven’t gotten over the failure at technical secondary school.

"Feng'er, you are grandma's greatest blessing. Now that you are older and more sensible, there are some things that I should tell you the truth about and I can't hide it from you anymore."

When I heard my grandma's words, I was a little confused. I got up from her arms and opened my eyes wide.

Grandma continued with a serious look on her face.

"Feng'er, do you remember? During the Black Dragon Stone incident last time, that Zhang Tianshi said that you are not my biological granddaughter, and he was right."

I was so shocked that I couldn't stop shaking.

"Grandma, you are joking."

I didn't want to believe what my grandmother said. Her love for me was unquestionable. People in the village also said that I looked a lot like my grandmother. How could it be possible? How could I not be her biological granddaughter?

"Feng'er, don't be anxious. Even though you and I have no blood relationship, you will always be grandma's favorite granddaughter. Listen to what grandma tells you."

Grandma used her calloused hands to wipe away the tears from the corners of my eyes.

My tears at this moment were not because I failed to get into the technical secondary school, but because of a fear in my heart, the fear of losing my grandma.

Does grandma not want me anymore because I’m a burden to her?

But on second thought, it seems unlikely. If she didn't want me, she should have given me away when I was 3 years old and my parents died.

So I took my grandmother's hand, calmed down, and listened to her tell the truth.

I know that my grandmother is the only bloodline of the Xu family. She is so kind, but fate has always played a big joke on her.

It turned out that she had been married once before she married my grandfather, but just one month after the marriage, her husband was captured by the Kuomintang during the conscription campaign.

She was so sad that she had no tears to cry. She had to support the family alone, with only a terminally ill mother-in-law at home.

How could a woman support herself without a farm? If she hadn't been able to help out, she and her mother-in-law would have starved to death. How could she have the money to pay for her mother-in-law's medical treatment?

Even so, the villagers still regarded her as an unlucky person because of her hidden identity.

She didn't care what others thought of her. She stayed at home taking care of her mother-in-law and waiting for her husband to return.

But year after year, there was no news of the abducted husband.

Until 10 years later, when her mother-in-law passed away, a kind old man in the village advised her not to stay in that house anymore, as her husband would probably never come back, and advised her to find someone to remarry.

At first she disagreed, but after the old man’s repeated persuasion, she agreed to meet with my grandfather.

When I saw my grandfather, he was holding a hungry baby in his arms. That child was my father. My grandmother died of complications during childbirth of my father.

When she saw my father, her heart softened all of a sudden. With her motherly love overflowing, she took my father from my grandfather and agreed to the marriage.

Life after marriage was pretty good. My grandmother treated my father as her own son and loved him very much.

Two years later, grandma gave birth to her own children, twin sons, and grandpa was overjoyed.

After marrying my grandfather, she gave up her horse trading business and focused on taking care of her husband and children at home.

But when my father was 5 years old, there was a famine in the village. Seeing several children crying with hunger, she had to go back to her old job in order to get some food for the children.

At first she was able to contribute money to supplement the family income, and her grandfather didn't say anything.

But what happened later made grandma regretful, and a rift developed between the couple.

One evening, someone asked grandma to go to see something, and grandpa was out working and had not come back yet. She thought it was not appropriate to take the three children to someone else's house, and grandpa would be back soon.

I asked my five-year-old father to look after my two three-year-old brothers at home, and then followed the visitor.

Unexpectedly, when grandma finished dealing with that family's affairs and returned home.

The grandfather was sitting on the ground holding the bodies of his two young sons, staring at her with red eyes. She rushed over crying and wanted to take the children away, but was pushed to the ground by the grandfather.

"You damn bitch, do you value money over life?"

Grandpa was so angry that he got up from the ground and kicked her hard.

She couldn't refute and let her grandfather kick her again and again.

It turned out that after grandma left, my dad was greedy and wanted to run to the backyard to find something to eat, so he left his two younger brothers in the room and went out.

The two younger brothers thought that their older brother had gone outside, so they followed him outside. They staggered to a small pond not far from their home.

A three-year-old child has an unstable center of gravity. Xiaoshuang stumbled and fell down. Dashuang reached out to pull his younger brother and he also slid down with him.

Although the water in the small pond was not deep, it was enough to drown two three-year-old children. The two children kept struggling in the water. However, at that time, everyone in the village had finished work and gone home for dinner, and no one noticed them.