Dreaming of 1988, I have the ability to see ghosts and ghosts

"Oh! Jinfang is such a pitiful child!" Grandma sat for a while and finally let out a long sigh.

"yes!…………"

Before I could finish my words, Li Jinfang suddenly appeared in front of me and my grandmother.

"Grandma, Jinfang is here!" I said to my grandma.

Grandma was stunned for a moment, then said to me calmly:

"Feng'er! Ask Jinfang what kind of suffering she has gone through and why she is so unwilling to go to the underworld. Is there anything we can do to help her?"

Then grandma went back into the house, brought out a chair, and placed it opposite us.

Li Jinfang nodded to us gratefully and sat down.

"Grandma, Jinfang seems a little weak!"

I saw that Li Jinfang looked a little depressed and said to her grandmother.

"Then I'll go back to the house and get some incense!"

Grandma went into the room and brought out three incense sticks, lit them and placed them next to the chair where Li Jinfang was sitting.

Li Jinfang greedily inhaled a few breaths of the fragrance, and her expression gradually improved. However, her face was still pale, but her shadow was no longer so illusory.

"thank you all!"

While inhaling the fragrance, Li Jinfang expressed her gratitude to me and my grandmother!

"Jinfang, tell us about your situation so that we can find a way to help you and find a good place for Xiaobao." I said

"Okay! I know you and grandma are good people, so I'll tell you!"

After saying this, Li Jinfang touched her chest with her hand and took a deep breath, as if she had to muster up a lot of courage to say it out loud.

"Then go ahead and tell us! We're listening!"

After I finished speaking, I turned around and looked at my grandmother. She couldn't see Li Jinfang or hear her, so she could only rely on me to relay the message.

"That year, I had just turned 15 a few days ago, and Li Yuangui went out to drink again. After dinner, I cleaned up the dishes, fetched water for my two sisters to bathe, and then they went to bed."

"Wait! I think I still have some cow's tears at home. Let me go look for them!"

I was relaying Li Jinfang's words to my grandmother when she suddenly cried out.

She might have thought it was too troublesome for me to relay the story, so she just put cow's tears on her eyes and she would be able to see Li Jinfang.

Li Jinfang stopped and put her hands between her legs, looking a little nervous.

Grandma went into the house and searched for a while.

"Found it, found it!"

Grandma came out of the room excitedly.

"That's good now. I can see her now, Feng'er. You don't need to pass on the message. It's too much trouble."

"Poor child, just say it!" Grandma had already wiped away the cow's tears. After she came out, she saw the thin ghost of Li Jinfang and tears flowed from the corners of her eyes, with sympathy and pity from the bottom of her heart.

So Li Jinfang told us in detail about Li Xiaobao's life story.

After her two sisters went to bed, she couldn't sleep, so she took out needle and thread to patch the holes on their buttocks.

Seeing that it was still early, he walked through the main hall to the room opposite where Li Yuangui lived, swept the floor, and saw that the sheets on Li Yuangui's bed smelled of alcohol.

She took out a clean bed sheet from the cupboard and changed it. Just as she finished, Li Yuangui came back drunk.

He staggered into the room, still calling her mother's name. Seeing Li Yuangui's listless look, Li Jinfang felt very distressed. After her mother left, Li Yuangui had never gotten over the pain of losing his wife.

She stepped forward, helped Li Yuangui up, dragged him to the edge of the bed, and just took off his shoes, preparing to straighten his body. When Li Jinfang just lifted Li Yuangui's shoulders, the two of them looked at each other.

"Xiu'er, you're back!"

Li Yuangui suddenly opened his eyes and hugged Li Jinfang.

"Dad, it's me, Jin Fang!"

Li Jinfang wanted to push away Li Yuangui's restraints. She knew that Li Yuangui must have regarded her as her mother.

But with her frail body, she could not push away the arms of a middle-aged man. After struggling for a while, Li Yuangui had already pinned her down.

Ignoring her desperate cries and pleas for mercy, Li Yuangui, this beast worse than an animal, actually did that to his own daughter.

"They say that when drunk the mind is clear, this beast has no idea that I'm his daughter? How could he do that to me, wuwuwu!"

At this point, Li Jinfang was already sobbing and black air was coming out of her body.

My grandmother and I shivered all over, especially my grandmother, who followed Li Jinfang's emotions and started crying.

I clenched my fists. If Li Yuangui was next to me at this moment, I would probably pick up a kitchen knife and chop him on the head. That would be such a cruel thing to do.

Li Jinfang's story completely refreshed our understanding of Li Yuangui. He was devastated by the longing for his deceased wife and spent all day drinking. He also took advantage of the longing for his deceased wife to do something inappropriate to his own daughter.

"He is so abominable and simply intolerable. Didn't you scream for help? Didn't your two sisters hear your cry for help and come to save you?" I asked in confusion.

"I don't know. I don't know if they heard it. Maybe they were afraid of being beaten by Li Yuangui. Ever since my mom passed away, Li Yuangui often got drunk and mad. He beat and scolded the three of us, saying that the three of us had killed his wife."

Speaking of this, Li Jinfang choked up again.

"What then?"

Grandma asked with a hoarse voice and choked voice.

After finishing, Li Yuangui turned over and fell into a deep sleep again.

Li Jinfang continued to talk about her past and tragic experiences that she could not bear to recall.

She dragged her bruised and battered body and her soul hollowed out by resentment and fear, put on her clothes indifferently, and looking at the red spot on the bed, she burst into tears again.

She opened the door of her room, then opened the front door with empty eyes and walked silently towards the river. She wanted to die and use the river water to drown all her humiliation.

When she reached the river, she walked step by step from the shallow water to the middle of the river. It was early spring, but the water was still freezing cold.

But she was choking and completely unconscious, allowing the river water to slowly submerge her neck.

When she took the first sip of water, she suddenly woke up.

Could she just die like this? Her mother was gone, and Li Yuangui was basically a walking corpse.

If she died, what would happen to her two younger sisters? Would they also be abused by Li Yuangui? She didn't dare to think about it. It would be fine if she suffered alone, but she couldn't let her two younger sisters repeat her mistakes.

Most of the girls living by the river can swim. Li Jinfang let out a long whistle and roared desperately on the silent river surface.

The frogs in the fields in the distance were so frightened by her heart-wrenching cries that they dared not make a sound.

She struggled in the water, using the river water to wash her body that had been defiled by her biological father over and over again. Her fingertips scratched her body, leaving streaks of blood.

I don’t know how long it took, but when everything returned to calm, she walked back home silently like a ghost, taking one step deep and one step shallow.

Lying on the bed, she was dazed and had a splitting headache. She didn't know when she fell asleep.

When she woke up, it was three days later. Her two sisters were standing by her bed, wiping their tears. She had had a high fever for three days.

"Sister, you finally woke up. It's been three days. I thought you would never wake up. Woo woo woo!"

The two younger sisters also cried their hearts out. They didn't go to school for the past three days. They bought antipyretic medicine from the village clinic and kept using wet towels to help her lower her temperature.