So what if I traveled through time? I'll continue to roll in another place

Xiao Yueshan really didn't know how to deal with Zhou Yao, who was in meditation. This man looked like her husband, but she couldn't be sure if he was a time traveler. After trying to find out the answer but to no avail, she backed off a bit.

Xiao Zheng invited many doctors to see him, but they all shook their heads, not knowing what the disease was. His family could only feed him water and food on time, clean him simply, and take care of him like a plant.

But Chu Yuanming didn't have such patience. When Zhou Yao came back, he naturally had to strike while the iron was hot. If he delayed too long, once the Jiangzhou rebellion was over, nothing could be done to stir up trouble. He often sent secret guards to Xiao's mansion to force Xiao Yueshan to sue Huainan Prefecture.

Seeing that Chu Yuanming's ultimatum had arrived, Xiao Yueshan felt very nervous as she held the petition sent by Chu Yuanming.

Although it was a foregone conclusion that Jiangzhou had embezzled relief funds, she had no idea how much truth there was in the complaint. After traveling through time, she felt like she had been dragged along, unable to escape the fate of being a pawn, which really distressed her.

Tomorrow is the day Chu Yuanming wants her to go to the Dali Temple to beat the drum to appeal for justice. Xiao Yueshan sent Shutong and others away and sat alone in front of Zhou Yao. Tomorrow is a tough battle. She feels that she is getting further and further away from the old Xiao Yueshan. Whether actively or passively, she is getting deeper and deeper into this imaginary new life role.

She thought about it and gently rested her head on Zhou Yao's knees. Before it was confirmed that this Zhou Yao was a time traveler, Xiao Yueshan had always kept a certain distance from him, and his cleaning and care were all done by the servants. This was the first time she had a close contact with him.

"I don't know if you are him, but you really look alike. If he could come and keep me company, I would feel better," she said softly.

"But it would be good if you hadn't traveled through time. Life here is really hard." She raised her head slightly and glanced at the man in meditation, as if she wanted to see another identical person through this face. Then she turned her head back silently, leaning on the man's knees and looking at the flickering candlelight on the table.

Xiao Yueshan murmured everything that had happened in the past few days, as if he was telling it to him and also to himself.

"I tried hard to get rid of the fate of being held hostage, but I couldn't escape. In the Zhou family, the eldest brother of the Zhou family plotted against me to raise his illegitimate child. When I came to the palace, Shen wanted me to work for her. Now that I met Chu Yuanming, it was nothing more than asking me to die."

She paused and said, "I used to feel insignificant. The crowds of people in the city were surging and coming and going, and I was just a small screw. After coming here, I realized that being able to live my own life well is already a great happiness."

She fell into a long memory.

"Do you still remember the first time we met in college? We were so young back then. I spent a whole afternoon dressing up to meet you, but I didn't know how to put on makeup at the time and my roommates were not around, so I took off my makeup and removed it myself, and ended up looking horrible." She couldn't help but laugh as she spoke.

"It was soon the time we agreed to meet. I hurried downstairs and you were already waiting for me downstairs. You are much prettier than in the photo. I didn't expect that such a good-looking and outstanding guy like you would want to have an online romance."

"The first time we had dinner together, you didn't say much and I didn't know what to say. I felt like you were disappointed in me. After dinner, you sent me back to the dormitory and I told you, 'If you think I look too different from the photos, you don't have to date me and don't feel too burdened.'"

"I didn't expect you to ask me out to a movie the next night," she recalled, as if she had become the excited 20-year-old college girl again. "This was my first time in love."

"The spring at Qiuxin University is so beautiful."

The woman talked a lot about the past.

"Our first kiss," the woman laughed to herself, as if she remembered something very happy. "I thought you didn't want to kiss me, and you complained for a long time. You said you thought that the first kiss should be in the most beautiful place in the school so that it would have a sense of ceremony."

"The first time I kissed you, I was completely stunned. You kissed me passionately for a long time, and I didn't know how to respond. I could only stand there blankly. Suddenly I felt like a dead person, and then I couldn't help laughing out loud. You could only stop and touch my head, smiling and saying, 'It's okay, take it slow next time.'"

"And riding the Ferris wheel, I said, 'Couples who ride the Ferris wheel will break up,' and you got super nervous, 'Why didn't you tell me earlier? Then we won't ride it.' I teased you on purpose, 'Haven't you heard of the legend of this Ferris wheel during your non-mainstream period? Only kissing at the highest point can break the curse or something like that.'"

"I didn't expect you to be so nervous and afraid of missing the highest point. You kissed me right when we were about to reach the top. The Ferris wheel felt so slow... My mouth was numb, so I opened my eyes to see that the car behind us was already higher than us."

"I was about to push you away, but you held my head tightly and bit my mouth with your teeth, and we kissed each other like that. I struggled to say 'it's over' with half of my mouth, and you said 'not so fast'. I said 'it's really over, the one behind is taller than us'. After much persuasion, I finally freed myself from the situation of being in a difficult position. This is all my own fault."

Her voice was full of sweetness. "Before going up, you insisted on buying a bottle of Red Bull. I thought you wanted to be brave, haha. I didn't expect you to use a can ring as a ring."

"The can ring and the Ferris wheel are probably the two most non-mainstream elements... I wasn't so Shamatte when I was fifteen..."

Xiao Yueshan talked non-stop, recounting all the past events with Zhou Yao, as if he wanted to use the endless chatter to occupy the desolate and fearful feeling in his heart.

"Everything has finally settled down, and we wanted to have a baby, but we didn't expect this to happen. It's such a pity..." She had been smiling, but now she couldn't help choking up.

"It's such a pity that we can't go on..." Xiao Yueshan laughed and cried. The quiet night forced her to suppress her emotions. She could only bite her lips and let her tears wet the man's robe on his knees.

I don't know how long she chattered on, the candle on the table was almost burned out, with only a few sparks emitting a dim glow in the wax.

"Don't be afraid." A pair of slender and strong hands gently wiped away the tears on her face, and the man said softly.

Xiao Yueshan raised her head in confusion, and immediately sat up straight, only to see the man who had kept his eyes closed for days looking at her with a sharp gaze.

"I will report everything tomorrow," he made a gesture to silence her, "Yes, I also traveled through time."