Crazy childhood sweetheart always thinks of me

I closed my eyes, and all I could think of was Yun Hance's peerless appearance, with his hair tied up with a jade crown, wearing silver armor, and looking full of vigor and vitality. I wonder if his injuries have healed now. Yun Miaomiao said yesterday that he vomited blood. I guess he was angry with me, right?

His goodness kept appearing in my mind. He gave me a box of clothes and left it by my bed. He was the first to come to me when I was in danger. No matter in the past or this life, he was so good. But can I really not say a word to other men just because I am with him?

If Yun Qingchi had no feelings for me, would he not have been so furious? If I had known Yun Qingchi's thoughts earlier and explained it to him earlier, would everything have been different? If I had guessed Yun Qingchi's thoughts at the time and told him clearly that I liked his brother and would never like him in my life, would Yun Hance not have been angry?

It seemed like all this was my fault, but I really couldn't stand Yun Hance's distrust and his frequent attacks.

I don’t know why, I wish nothing had happened, but there is clearly something wrong between Yun Hance and me.

Soon my father asked a doctor to take my pulse and prescribe medicine for me.

Not long after, my mother came back: "Su Ran, did you make Ah Ce angry? Why does his tone sound weird?"

You silently complained that you didn't notice that something was wrong with your own daughter, but you noticed that something was wrong with other people's sons.

"I'm sleepy, please let me sleep for a while, good night."

I rolled over, trying to play dead, but my mother was not so easy to fool. She sat down in front of my bed and said, "Ace is such a good child, don't do things that make him don't want you anymore."

I didn't answer and closed my eyes pretending to be asleep. My mother continued, "Look at what a good child Ah Ce is. He is good-looking, kind to you, and has a good temper. The most important thing is that when you marry him, you will have a good life. Don't disbelieve me, you will know how important money and power are in the future."

I didn't say a word. My mother probably thought I was asleep, so she just sighed, got up and left.

In the evening, heavy rain fell from the sky, with muffled thunders one after another. The faint candlelight in the room seemed to be blown out at any time. I dragged my tired body, opened the box of jewelry and clothes that Yun Hance had given me, and took out each piece to look at it.

Each piece is so beautiful. I always feel that towards Yun Hance, I have only compensated for the guilt I felt in my previous life. It’s not that I don’t like him, it’s just not that much. If this is really the case, why do I feel so heartbroken at this moment?

For many days afterwards, my fever was almost gone, but I was still feeling sick. I had no interest in anything and stopped going out. When the weather was good, I would go outside to bask in the sun. When the weather was bad, I would sit in the house and stare blankly all day.

Yun Miaomiao was studying in the academy and didn't come to play with me. A month after Yun Hande left, the weather gradually became colder. Because of the silver Yun Hande gave me, I could afford to burn silver charcoal.

It was a sunny day, and Xiaohui asked me tentatively: "Girl, do you want to go out for a walk?"

I shook my head, staring at the fiery silver charcoal in a daze. Xiao Hui was a little worried about me: "Girl, are you missing the second young master? Is it lovesickness?"

Xiaohui, my parents don’t know yet that Yun Hance and I have broken up, so I didn’t take Xiaohui’s nonsensical words to heart.

Until a few days later, a heavy snow fell in the capital and the academy was closed for holiday. Then came the rumor that Yun Hance surrendered to the rebels and massacred an entire city.

When the emperor received the report for the first time, he obviously did not believe it. He and Yun Hance were closer than father and son, and Yun Hance could not possibly betray him. However, the report was well-founded, the massacre was witnessed by some people, and even the evidence was complete.

The human witnesses are of course the people who saw him massacre the city with their own eyes, and the physical evidence is a cold sword that he often used. The emperor is most familiar with his things.

It was not until the emperor saw the cold sword that he never left his side that he became furious. All the people in the Zhenbei Palace were placed under house arrest, and no one was allowed to visit or come in. He also asked Wan Ying, who was by his side, to send people to capture Yun Hance. Finally, he added a sentence: anyone who disobeyed his order would be killed without mercy.

I also didn't believe it when I heard the news. Yun Hance is cruel and ruthless, killing people without blinking an eye, but I don't believe that he would massacre the city, and I don't believe that he would kill people for no reason.

He cannot be splashed with dirty water, yes, I think that is dirty water.

So, having not been out of the house for a month and having no interest in anything, I climbed over the wall and entered the Zhenbei Palace. The ladder on the wall was still there. I glanced at the closed door. At this moment, I really hoped that Yun Hance would push the door open and take a look at me.

When I met the princess and the prince, the prince obviously believed the rumors outside and cursed: "He has been the easiest person since he was a child, but now he has done such a cruel thing. If I were not under house arrest, I would have killed him with my own hands."

The princess was surprisingly calm: "Did you see the Cold Light Sword? Is it really Ah Ce's?"

"If it's not his, who else could it be? The emperor couldn't believe it at the time. He has been carrying that sword every day since five years ago. I would be wrong, and the emperor can't be wrong either."

The princess rubbed her painful forehead and said, "That's right. He almost killed Qingchi last time. Fortunately, Qingchi left early. Now that this matter has been made public, I don't know if it will implicate us."

"No, the emperor and I grew up together and have been to the battlefield together. We have lived and died together. Besides, he will also be concerned about the eldest princess."

I was afraid that the princess was sad, so I wanted to come and comfort her. I also asked her if she had any concerns that she could tell me, and if she had anything she wanted to tell Yun Hance, she could also tell me.

That's right, I'm going to find him. Wan Ying was the prince's man in his previous life. As long as the prince is still a normal person, he should understand at this moment that this is the best chance to kill Yun Hance.

I will not let Yun Hance be wronged, nor will I watch him die.

At least I should die before him.

I suddenly lost the desire to go in when I saw the conversation between the princess and the prince in the room. It turned out that Yun Hance, who was such a good man, still could not get fair love, and was distrusted by his father and biased by his mother.

I walked to Yun Hance's door, thought for a moment, and pushed it open. The room was clean, there was not a book, a piece of paper, or even a table. There was only an isolated bed, as if no one had ever lived here.

I looked at the empty house with tearful eyes. He smashed everything that could be smashed in the house that day, so the princess didn't buy him any furniture. It just sat there empty. His favorite books, swords, and tea sets were also put away neatly?

The more I thought about it, the angrier I became, and more regretful. I used to think that he had been spoiled since he was a child, but I never knew that at a time like this, they didn't believe Yun Hance, and were even afraid that Yun Hance would implicate them.

My regret is that I should have given us more time. Even if Yun Hance cannot change, I should have kept an eye on him more. He doesn't believe me and doubts me because of me, because of my problems in my past life. I should have tried to face them instead of avoiding them.

After I climbed over the wall and returned home, the first thing I did was to buy a horse. Before buying the horse, I went to see my parents, who were sitting by the fire in the room drinking wine. My father smacked his lips and said, "Don't be so rude all day long. Even the Zhenbei Palace has been sealed off. People are in a panic right now. Anyone who dares to say a word about him will be arrested."

My mother was obviously very sad too. She picked up the feather duster and smacked my father on the butt: "What's wrong with me mentioning it? I don't believe that we can't mention the name A Ce. He's such a good kid, polite and obedient. How could he massacre the city? I don't believe he would do that unless he tells me in person."

The more my mother spoke, the more upset she felt, and in the end even her voice sounded like tears.