Crazy childhood sweetheart always thinks of me

He stood in front of me, and the silver spear just pierced a colorful big insect. The big insect fell to the ground in pain and whimpered softly. The remaining few big insects nearby were obviously frightened by this scene. They looked at each other and slowly tried to move forward.

I was trembling with fear, my clothes were soaked with cold sweat, and the mountain wind was so cold. Yun Hance swung his silver spear, killing one big beast with one shot. His speed was extremely fast, and his technique was quick, accurate and ruthless. I stared at him moving back and forth, and my eyes seemed to be washed by blood. I don't know how long it had passed, but it was not dark yet, and everything was over. He was covered in blood, standing there like a bloody man.

I was probably scared out of my wits. This time I didn't have any pride left: "Please take me back!"

After hearing no sound for a long while, I gritted my teeth and knelt down. No matter what, I never wanted to experience that scene again.

As long as he doesn't abandon me, what does it matter if I bow my head and beg for mercy?

He turned and left. I slowly raised my head, not caring about the stench on my body or the blood on my head and face. I just watched his back as he walked further and further away.

I felt empty inside. Even though we disliked each other, we were childhood sweethearts and had grown up together. I never expected that he would actually watch me die.

I slowly got up from the ground and walked towards him. He climbed onto his horse and looked at me inquiringly, as if he had been waiting for a long time. I finally walked up to him, bit my lip, and walked down the mountain step by step. My nose felt sore and tears welled up in my eyes.

Even though I knew he hated me in my previous life, I never knew he could just watch me die without helping me.

"Come up!"

He stretched out his hands, I looked at those bloody hands, raised my head and looked at him, his eyes were still as cold as ever.

I plucked up my courage and placed my equally bloody hand in his palm, and he pulled me onto the horse with an effort.

The cold wind whistled past, and my dress, which was soaked with sweat, stuck to my body tightly. I was shivering with cold. The person I was leaning against was actually warm, and his breath was spraying in my ears, but I didn't have the slightest thought in my mind. I just wanted to go home quickly and stay away from him.

After dark, the mountain wind whistled past. I was numb from the cold, and it felt as if all the blood in my body had frozen. I instinctively shrank back, trying to get closer to the only source of heat.

After we got down the mountain, he spurred his horse to a stop in front of an inn, then jumped off. I also tried to do the same, but my legs were short, not as long as his. I was about to fall flat on my face when a hand suddenly grabbed my shoulder and pulled me up with a little force. I thanked him in a low voice.

This time he answered me quickly: "No need, this way our two families will be clear."

I nodded dumbfoundedly, still pretending to be regretful and aggrieved on my face, but I was actually secretly happy in my heart. If you ignore the fact that I still had blood on my face and body, I would be in trouble.

What he meant was that from now on, they owed each other nothing, had no need to have any contact with each other, and should just part ways.

He first threw the reins to the waiter, who was obviously frightened by our bloody appearance and almost didn't catch the reins.

He ignored the waiter's shocked expression and walked straight to the counter. The shopkeeper was obviously also frightened and immediately trembled, almost hiding behind the counter.

I don't know if the other diners who were still eating were scared or intimidated by the stench on us, but they all ran away in panic, and soon only Yun Hance, the shopkeeper and I were left in the hall.

Yun Hance slammed the gold ingot in his hand on the counter. The shopkeeper, fearless of death, immediately reached out and grabbed the gold in his palm, looking at Yun Hance vigilantly.

I stood behind Yun Hance and couldn't help but complain in my heart, he really cares more about money than his life.

"Two upper rooms. Use the best horse feed. Prepare two sets of clothes and send them up."

He and his group were talking, and the shopkeeper and his group were nodding rapidly. Yun Hance glanced at me sideways, and my heart suddenly tightened, and I involuntarily took a step back. He didn't seem to care too much.

I followed him up to the second floor. He pushed open a door and looked at me coldly. I was too nervous to look at him. I could feel that he was stabbing me again. After a long while, I couldn't stand the silence any more and bowed to him: "Thank you."

He turned and walked away: "I'm next door, call me if you need anything."

I didn't respond to him. Only when he turned and left did I dare to look up at his back. The blood on the silver spear in his hand had dried.

When I entered the room, the first thing I did was to take a shower and change clothes. Fortunately, I don’t know if the shopkeeper was afraid of offending Yun Hance or because of the gold ingot Yun Hance gave him, but the bath water came quickly and the clothes were also delivered.

I soaked my whole body in the tub, completely relaxed, my mind became clearer and clearer, and scenes from my past life in the East Palace appeared before my eyes.

When I first entered the Eastern Palace, Crown Prince Xiao Jue was very nice to me. He stayed in my Qiuyue Palace every day and was intimate with me every day. After that, he had someone serve me fertility soup because he was afraid of the Crown Princess. In order to secure his position as Crown Prince, he needed the support of the Crown Princess's family. Before the Crown Princess, the legal wife, gave birth to a legitimate son, none of us concubines were allowed to get pregnant.

One month after I entered the Eastern Palace, the prince no longer had any interest in me and seldom came to my Qiuyue Palace. Three months passed in a flash and the prince hadn't stayed in my Qiuyue Palace. I was extremely anxious at that time because I no longer had a prominent family background and no children. If I was no longer favored, I would be trampled underfoot at any time.

So when the prince came to my Qiuyue Palace, I was filled with joy. After the lovemaking, I still drank the bowl of Luozi soup. I thought that even if I was not favored in the future, life would always be better with an heir. After the prince left, I stimulated my throat hard and spit out all the Luozi soup.

As expected, I became pregnant. When the Crown Prince found out, he was not happy at all. This was his first child. He ignored me and handed me over to the Crown Princess to deal with as she pleased.

Crown Princess Zhu Hanxu had someone pin me to the ground and hit me in the stomach with a stick as thick as an arm. My whole body was convulsing in pain and I clutched my dress tightly. Blood flowed out from between my legs. My body was getting colder and colder, and my heart was getting colder and colder too.

Zhu Hanxu didn't intend to kill me, because my brother was still fighting at the border at that time. If I died, my brother might hate the prince.

Although I saved my life, I had to stay in bed for more than a month before I could get out of bed. When I was lying in bed unable to move, my father died. At that time, I begged the prince to let me go back to see my father for the last time, but the prince was afraid that my parents would see me covered in wounds, so he did not allow me to leave the palace.

I was under guard, and I regretted it every day. I ignored my own health and knelt down to beg for mercy, but the prince did not change his mind.

Later, my brother returned to the capital and angrily blamed me. It was because of my insistence on entering the Eastern Palace that my father's already frail body became even weaker and he passed away. My mother followed him soon after. After my father passed away, I refused to kneel in front of the coffin and cry a few times. As a result, he was unable to return home in time from the border, and his funeral was without his children by his side. It was very lonely.

Since then, I haven't seen my brother. Also since then, I knew how cold-hearted people are and how ruthless the imperial family is. I just wanted to become a transparent person in the East Palace, but the wind does not stop even though the tree wants to be quiet. I thought that as long as I didn't fight or compete and just stayed there as an object, no one would care about me and I could live a peaceful life. But who knew that all the prince's women treated me like dogs seeing a bone, and everyone wanted to take a bite. I slowly became more and more unscrupulous.

The more I thought about it, the sadder I became, as if I was having a nightmare. My past life was so hard, so in this life I just want to be a salted fish, accompany my parents well before getting married, and then find an honest and decent man to live my life with when I get older. I don't want to climb up the social ladder. I have given up. I am just a pheasant that can never turn into a phoenix.

A feeling of suffocation came over me, and I slowly emerged my head from the water. Water droplets slid down my hair. I stood up, wiped the water off my body, put on the clothes brought by the waiter, and sat on the bed barefoot.

Just as I was about to turn over and go to sleep, there was a knock on the door: "It's me."

When I heard the owner of the voice, I immediately ran barefoot to open the door as quickly as possible, for fear that I would open it too late and be shot to death by him.