Wanbao Lady

Ever since the Golden Wheel of Merit took shape, Chong Fan seemed to have a sense of something. As soon as he came back and explained everything, he went straight to the observatory at the highest point of the attic.

Concentrate and meditate.

Time flies by day by day.

Before I knew it, twenty days had passed.

During this time, the observatory was extremely quiet, and the person sitting cross-legged in the center was like a statue, motionless.

Deep in the sea of ​​consciousness.

Falling, falling, falling, falling endlessly.

It was as if sinking to the bottom of the deep sea, in chaos, with no idea of ​​direction or time.

There is only endless tranquility and solitude.

When falling to a certain place.

A bright white light appeared beneath the sea, immediately engulfing consciousness entirely.

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Chongfan opened his eyes.

But I felt my mind was in a fuzzy mess, as if there was a layer of white fog blocking my vision, making it hazy.

His body seemed extremely heavy, not even close to the lightness of a cultivator.

It was as if the consciousness had entered another person's body. I couldn't move, but I could see around me through that person's eyes.

The owner of the body was wearing home clothes, sitting quietly on the gray sofa, looking blankly ahead.

I don't know what he was thinking about, he didn't move at all, like a lifeless doll.

From the corner of my eye, I could vaguely see the old walls, the creaking fan, the award certificates covering almost the entire wall, and the books of various categories and thick picture albums on the bookshelf.

The curtains were tightly drawn, with only the lights providing light.

Every visible object seemed to have been placed in a designed position, but there were some dirt residues on the ground.

This familiar layout...

This is her home in her previous life!

Looking at the familiar scenes around him, memories flooded into his mind, and Chongfan immediately understood what would happen next.

Unspeakable sorrow welled up in my heart.

She saw the owner of the body pick up the phone next to him and press a button. A low-battery icon flashed and then the phone turned off completely.

"She" casually placed her cell phone on the sofa, then walked slowly to the bedroom desk like a zombie and opened a diary.

There were only four big words written on the date on the last page of the diary.

Resigned today.

"She" casually turned to the next page, picked up a black pen, thought for a while, and finally slowly put pen to paper.

Dear Dr. Tang:

I don't know who to write this letter to, maybe they can pass it on to you for me.

Thank you for your guidance and care during this period of time, really, thank you very much.

I asked you what the meaning of life is, and you told me that there is no unified answer to this question. For you, the meaning of life is life itself.

I also thought about it for a long time and finally came up with my own answer.

I think the meaning of life is not just to live, but to live happily.

If you cannot feel happiness every day of your life and cannot feel passion no matter what you do, what is the difference between you and being a walking corpse?

I feel like there's a huge hole in my heart that nothing can fill and it's collapsing more and more every day.

I also often fantasize about the other world.

Maybe there is no such world at all.

When consciousness completely disappears, it is eternal sleep.

Perhaps there is such a world, as in ancient myths, where souls are reborn.

The universe is vast, and I often look up at the sky. My body is on the ground, but my heart flies to the clouds.

I want to love this world, but I can't seem to do it.

I think it takes great courage to live, and you are the heroes.

This is the result of my careful consideration, don't feel sad for me.

My body will return to nature and my soul will explore the end of life.

Date...what day is today?

Forget it, it doesn’t matter.

Silent tears dripped on it, leaving a dark mark on the diary.

"She" wiped her face expressionlessly and wiped away her tears.

Then he tore off the page and walked out of the door along with the black-screened phone.

"She" walked up the stairs step by step, and finally reached the rooftop on the sixth floor.

The sky was gray, and the wind blew on her face and lifted her clothes.

Zhong Fan in the body watched this scene and wanted to seize control of his body to stop it, but he was unable to move at all.

As the saying goes, a person's experience shapes his memory and character.

When she entered another world and became a completely new person, she had truly been reborn.

Now, she has a cold but loyal guard, a smart and well-behaved apprentice, a furry demon servant who looks at her with sparkling eyes, and a fellow Taoist who can discuss things with her...

Everyone would wait for her to come home, would play and laugh in front of her, and would be happy all day because of her praise...

The world is vast and you can roam freely.

She had unprecedented happiness and also learned responsibility.

She was very clear that she lived in a vivid world, and she was also vivid!

In the gloomy world, "she" put the letter on the ground and pressed it tightly with her mobile phone.

Standing up, “she” walked forward step by step, like a wandering soul, and reached the highest point.

Do not!don't want!

Chongfan shouted in his body, but the owner of the body could not hear him.

She watched "her" stretch out her arms like a bird spreading its wings, close her eyes, and embrace the sky.

Then, she turned around, her back facing the ground, and fell resolutely.

Do not! ! !

In her consciousness, Chong Fan was in tears. She struggled and tried to move forward.

After a lot of effort, she finally broke through the limitations of her body, but the sky above her sight was moving away at a very fast speed.

She immediately twisted her body in mid-air, stretched out her hands, and hugged the falling woman tightly in her arms.

She wanted to use her spiritual power to stop it all, but found that she couldn't mobilize even a little bit of strength.

Seeing the ground right in front of her, she seemed to have made up her mind. She twisted her waist and swapped the positions of the two people.

Then, he fell heavily to the ground.

"boom!"

As the sound of a heavy object falling reached her ears, the woman in home clothes above her struggled to open her eyes.

Chong Fan looked at the other person's stunned eyes, but couldn't help but burst into tears.

"Great, I caught you."

she says.

It seemed like a sigh, like a sob, like relief.

It was as if something was pulled out of my heart at this moment, and something new was filled in.

She patted "her" back gently, but her body gradually turned into light and began to dissipate.

"No one loves you, but I love you, and I will always love you... I hope you can love yourself in this world..."

As the last word fell, her body completely disappeared into the gray world.

Consciousness rose rapidly, and finally emerged from the sea.

Star Observation Deck.

Chongfan opened his eyes.

But I felt a coolness on my face.

She stretched out her finger and wiped it, and a crystal stayed on her fingertip.

She laughed, but there was sadness in her eyes that she couldn't hide in time.

After laughing, she took a deep breath and then exhaled.

Finally completely relieved.

next moment.

Chongfan's aura suddenly began to rise.