Yi Xin as a concubine

In the end, Vanilla was dragged away like a dead dog. Aunt Yu looked at Xin Baoer meaningfully, gave her a few words of concerned advice, and then left.

The last person to leave was the female doctor Han. She looked at Xin Baoer's wound thoughtfully, left two bottles of medicine, and told her how to take it before leaving.

Xin Baoer watched the people leave meekly and gratefully. When the people completely disappeared from her sight, Xin Baoer collapsed with a sense of relief. When she fell back onto the bed, a chill ran down her spine.

The Korean female doctor became suspicious.

Yes, she was an amateur and had no idea how to fake it. However, the moment she fell, all her unwillingness and hesitation turned into madness. Coincidentally, the tea set fell to the ground and splashed a few pieces of broken porcelain. Without even thinking, she reached out to catch a piece of porcelain and slashed it towards her cheek without hesitation.

She had no strength left at the time, having used up almost the last of her power. After rowing, she didn't even have time to feel the pain before she fainted.

Now that she has calmed down, she still feels scared. If she hadn't been so crazy for a moment, she really wouldn't have the courage to do it to herself. This is different from the scars on her body. She knows that they are medicine, and the pain will only last for a while at most, and it will be gone after the pain subsides.

This is true self-harm.

At that moment, her head was about to explode, without any positive thoughts, only dark and violent emotions.

The Crown Princess is obsessed with this face.

She entered the palace to run for election because of this face.

Someone is watching you overtly and covertly because of this face.

Today, he may be regarded as a remnant of the previous dynasty because of this face.

Since it’s all because of this face, it’s better not to have it.

Since this face will bring her and the Xin family trouble, and huge trouble at that, she should just destroy it.

Looking at the two friends who cared about her, the fear in her heart became even more obvious.

When I just woke up and raised my hand to touch the burning wound on my face, what I felt in my heart was not fear or worry about disfigurement, but a sense of pleasure of revenge.

This is not right. It is very wrong!

She remembered that the first time she felt negative emotions was when Miss Zhang spread rumors. After the matter was resolved, she never felt negative emotions again.

However, after leaving the Xin family, this kind of negative and even vicious and violent emotion has appeared more than once, and each time it is more intense.

She knew she was sick, suffering from depression, a common mental illness in later generations.

In fact, in her previous life, she chose to end her short life before the college entrance examination because she knew she was sick, couldn't sleep for whole nights, was anxious, irritable, had declining memory, and could not concentrate.

The high hopes of her teachers, the constant admonitions of her parents, the continued bullying, all the pressures combined, the thoughts of self-exile, and the fear of falling from the altar, were like an invisible hand pushing her towards death.

But it was also this hand that brought her here and gave her a new life.

She couldn't let this birth be bloody.

She must return to the Xin family as soon as possible, back to the place that could nourish her soul.

She was ill, an illness even more serious than her previous life when she only knew how to harm herself. She learned how to take revenge without any guidance, even if it meant harming herself.

God knows how much self-control she mustered to not tell Vanilla the truth about her affair when she said the last words, because she knew that Vanilla would die if she told it, and after seeing the first dead person, she would become more unscrupulous and gradually turn into a devil that even she was afraid of.

Although she didn't think she was smarter than people of this era, she had an obvious advantage by standing on the shoulders of giants. If her illness got any worse, she was afraid that she would really become a merciless killing machine.

She didn't want to see her good friends fear her, she didn't want her family to be disappointed in her, she didn't want Lancao and Mother Lin to distance themselves from her, and she didn't want to become a monster controlled by her emotions.

She must leave here as soon as possible, she must!

"Disfigured? How come?"

"No, we have to go see her."

"Hey, who are you? Why are you stopping us?"

"Sister Baoer, we are here to see you!"

The startled voices of the yellow warbler and the yellow bird were heard at the door. Lianrong was waiting at the door, and she instinctively went over to stop them. But how could a girl of twelve or thirteen stop two girls of fourteen or fifteen? After a while, the three of them came in pushing and shoving.

"What are you two arguing about? Don't you know that Baoer needs to rest?"

Zhao Xian didn't like these two sisters in the first place, and he disliked them even more after knowing their true identities. Seeing them disturbing Baoer without any manners at this time, he was so angry that he almost hit them.

The two sisters didn't care and continued to show their shameless nature. Instead of leaving, they walked past Zhao Xian and went to the bed.

If Wei Yu hadn't stopped her, she would have probably continued crying on Xin Baoer.

Xin Baoer saw Wei Yu suddenly clench his fists, and this protection warmed her gloomy heart a little.

He reached out and tugged at Wei Yu's clothes, then blinked to signal her not to be angry.

"Your name is Lianrong, right? I remember Aunt Yu said so."

Xin Baoer ignored the two sisters in front of her, but propped herself up slightly and waved to the little girl who was standing in the distance and was about to cry with anxiety.

"Yes, I am the maid Lianrong, nice to meet you, young lady."

The little girl was still a little shy and answered in a low voice, but she still tried her best to let everyone in the room hear her.

Xin Baoer nodded thoughtfully.

"I'm a little hungry. The dining hall should be preparing lunch by now. Can you bring some for me?"

"Yes, I'll go right away."

The girl's voice was so pleasant and gentle. Lianrong felt happy. After hearing the instructions, she turned around and ran out without thinking.

"Hey, slow down, kid."

"Yingge, Qinghe, you guys come over too and bring back our food. I don't know if the child can carry it."

Zhao Xian looked at Lianrong's short and round body and subconsciously felt that it would be difficult for her to walk by herself, so he quickly sent the other two maids over.

"Xian'er, go and close the door."

"Oh, okay." Zhao Xian held back the joke that was about to come out and went to close the door obediently.

Xin Baoer was still weak. After the onset of the disease, her body seemed to be drained of energy. In addition, she was in poor health to begin with, so she looked pitiful.

Wei Yu saw Xin Baoer moving her body and asked, "Do you want to get up?"

Xin Baoer nodded.

Wei Yu immediately pushed aside the two Huang sisters, walked to the head of the bed, helped the person up, took a pillow and quilt for her to lean on, then withdrew his hand and stood aside in a protective manner.

The two Huang sisters looked at each other and didn't speak rashly for a while. Although they usually pretended to be stupid, they were not really stupid.

Xin Baoer noticed that their expressions were not right. Before, they could tell that Miss Xin was very impatient with them, but she was always gentle and polite. Today, their expressions had obviously become much colder.

After Xin Baoer sat up, she didn't speak in a hurry. She seemed to be thinking about whether she should say it or how to say it.

Today I just took the opportunity to get rid of Vanilla, who had ulterior motives. No matter what the Crown Princess wanted to do to me through Vanilla, it should be impossible now. This can be regarded as solving the problem from the source.

But the purpose of these two sisters approaching her was unclear. For now, apart from being a little annoying, they didn't do anything bad to her or her friends. She was a little unsure whether she should reveal their identities so rashly.

But she actually had no choice. The reason her condition worsened was the uncertainties around her. These people made her feel threatened, so she became uneasy and anxious.

In order to put herself at ease, she had to make it clear.

It is better to put the danger out in the open than to be tricked by people around you at any time.

After thinking all this through, she spoke weakly to the two Huang sisters.

"You are from the Hehuan Sect, right? What is your purpose in approaching me? I am just a small merchant girl. I don't know why I caught the eyes of you two big Buddhas. Is it because of this face?"

After Xin Baoer finished her first sentence, Huang Ying and Huang Que's expressions changed and they subconsciously took a defensive stance.

Xin Baoer didn't give them a chance to speak and continued.

"If it is, it's ruined now, and you two have seen it. If you feel that you can't see it clearly, you can also remove the gauze and take a closer look. I just hope that you will stay away from me in the future."