She even thought that Song Anan must have been controlled by Shen Nian, otherwise how could she become so cursed? In just a few months, she still couldn't believe that she had become like this.

She looked unconvinced and said, "An An, are you being controlled? Or did you take the wrong medicine? Why did you suddenly become like this? I feel like I don't recognize you anymore. The first time I saw you just now, I saw that your dressing style has changed a lot from before."

"That illusion told me that you are completely different from before. Your whole temperament is different from the inside out. What's going on? How did you become like this? That woman hurt you so much. Forget it. I won't call you a bitch now, lest you feel uncomfortable. She hurt you so much. If it weren't for her, you wouldn't be begging outside. Why are you grateful to her now?"

"Can you tell me the details of the situation?"

Song Anan had expected Han Ling's surprise and disbelief. After all, she and she used to be the same kind of people. That was the person she was in the past. Seeing her current self, she would definitely be disdainful and even think it was unlikely.

She smiled and spoke again, "This is what happened. In other words, I have changed for the better from the beginning to the end. I don't want to be a heinous person like I was in the past. I want to become a good person from now on, a thorough good person."

"Regarding the past you just mentioned, Shen Nian didn't actually harm me. She and President Fu were truly in love. However, I was just too obsessed and had to fall into that mud pit and couldn't get out. I didn't listen to others' advice. In fact, love can't be forced. They were a perfect match. I just couldn't see the reality clearly."

"So in the end, I did so many unforgivable things, but she still forgave me in the end. So this matter is all my fault. If I hadn't been so obsessed at the beginning, always thinking of using some tricks and schemes to harm her, she wouldn't have fought back against me. In fact, Shen Nian is really a very good woman, and a woman that I, Song Anan, need to learn from in this life. If I say this, Ling'er, you should understand what I mean."

Speaking of this, Han Ling still found it unbelievable and was unwilling to believe that all this was true. She widened her eyes again and said.

"An An, am I hallucinating? Tell me how did you become like this?"

"How can that woman be considered a good person? She is the one who made you what you are now. Have you forgotten how she harmed you in the first place? When you were begging on the street, I wanted to take you away, but people starved you and bullied you. Have you forgotten all the pain? She framed you and made you unclean, and a series of other things. She also made you drink the laxative milk tea. It was all caused by this woman. There is no end to these things."

"Okay, Ling'er, stop talking. These things have all passed. Why did these things happen in the first place? I know it in my heart. I was the one who hurt others first, and then I thought things I shouldn't have thought. They just fought back against me. In fact, they did nothing wrong. I was the one who was wrong."

"I was the one who stood up and refused to change my mind. Mr. Fu never liked me from the beginning to the end. He told me clearly from the beginning to keep my distance. It was me who always wanted to eat him, a swan. In fact, we were not worthy of each other at all. At that time, he always wanted to break up the couple."

"I just used some tricks and schemes to harm others. Actually, when I think about it now, I feel really ashamed. Why was I so disgusting at the time? Since I have such thoughts, I now despise my past self. So the reason why I was so miserable in the past was all my own fault, and it had nothing to do with others. So now I want to say goodbye to the past completely. I hope to be a brand new Song Anan now, and live my own life well."

"An An, I really don't believe what you said. Don't you want revenge? Don't you feel the pain in the past? I really think you are being controlled."

"Or maybe it was some medicine they gave you that made you like this? I'm your best friend, I definitely won't hurt you. Have you forgotten what I told you?"

"Ling'er, although we haven't seen each other for only a few months, a lot of things happened in this incident. I can't explain it to you clearly for a while. Anyway, the result is like this. To be honest, we were really bad in the past, and we had no principles in life. We always used some scheming methods, but in the end we still had nothing. So I think I have become a good person through and through, which is really a good thing."

"To be honest, I never thought I would be where I am today. At that time, I thought I might have to beg for the rest of my life. I couldn't accept such an ending at that time. I felt the same way as you do now. I also went through some things later. I even had a mental illness."

"But when I was mentally ill, Shen Nian and Mr. Fu were kind-hearted and forgot about me. I also want to thank my parents. They never gave up on me. I went abroad to live and receive treatment. Unexpectedly, God was still kind to me. As a result, I was cured of this disease. After this disease was cured, my mind began to clear up, and I began to realize how outrageous my mistakes were in the past and how disgusting I was in the past."

"From that time on, I felt that I could no longer be as absurd and confused as before. I had to really start to change myself. When I started to change myself, I could not accept the dirty and disgusting me in the past. In the end, a series of things happened, which made me accept myself now."

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