Quick Wear: An honest man is always criticized for forced love

After the kiss, Shen Jun stepped back with a red face. Gu Jingzhou took Shen Jun's hands and stepped into the flower field. With the boss's consent, Gu Jingzhou carefully selected the best gardenias in the flower field, tied them into a big bouquet and gave it to Shen Jun.

On the way back, Shen Jun was carefully protecting the flower in his arms and was reluctant to let go. Gu Jingzhou found it a little funny, as if he had never received flowers before.

He took out his cell phone and sent a message to Secretary Zhao, then turned his attention back to Shen Jun, who was still holding the bouquet of flowers and smiling foolishly.

Stupid, Gu Jingzhou thought, but also cute.

On the way back, the two held hands and never let go.

When Shen Jun returned to Gu Jingzhou's villa halfway up the mountain, he smelled a strong fragrance as soon as he got off the plane. It was a very familiar and pleasant smell.

Gu Jingzhou took his hand and walked slowly into the living room.

The moment the door was opened, the fragrance of gardenias filled the room. Bunches of gardenias in full bloom filled the room.

The white petals were dyed with a faint yellow warm light by the candlelight in the room, and the gardenias spread all the way from the door to the spiral staircase at the door of the bedroom on the second floor.

Shen Jun was so shocked by the scene that he was speechless. He suddenly turned around to look at Gu Jingzhou, and it seemed as if something was hitting his heart hard in his chest.

"Gu Jingzhou... this..." Shen Jun didn't know what to say for a moment. Why was Gu Jingzhou always so nice to him? How could he bear to leave...

Shen Jun let go of the bouquet in his hand and threw himself into Gu Jingzhou's arms, "Don't you like it? I bought some for you so you don't have to stare at them and look pitiful." Gu Jingzhou said and hugged Shen Jun back.

Tears couldn't stop flowing, Shen Jun choked and kissed Gu Jingzhou's lips again. He trembled and took Gu Jingzhou's hands and placed them on his waist.

The dull pain in his heart came again, but Shen Jun let the pain surround him. He just wanted to hug Gu Jingzhou one last time.

Let time go slower, Shen Jun thought. Even if he had to leave, let him say goodbye to Gu Jingzhou for the last time.

The little yellow dog came out from the flowers on the ground at some point. It slowly approached Shen Jun's ankle and rubbed its head against his trouser leg.

[Host, the transmission program is ready. You can start it at any time or the system will automatically start transmitting when the time comes.]

Shen Jun threw himself into Gu Jingzhou's arms and couldn't help asking in his heart: Will he get better after I leave?

[The small world has seriously deviated from the established trajectory. It may still collapse after you leave. A colleague who is responsible for repairing the collapsed world will come and try to repair it. You don’t need to worry.]

So, Shen Jun thought, can I tell him the truth? Actually, I am not his previous lover... Shen Jun hesitated and asked what he was thinking.

[After you leave, they will be cleansed of all memories of you, so it doesn’t matter whether you say it or not]

Will his memory be wiped? Will he forget me? Gu Jingzhou... He will completely forget my existence... Thinking of this, Shen Jun felt a dull pain in his heart that became even stronger.

The pain coming from the tip of his heart seemed to remind him again and again that he did not belong here, and Gu Jingzhou's love did not belong to him. He should return to his original position and let everything return to the established track.

Another wave of severe pain came, and the blood in my heart seemed to solidify and stop flowing.

This time, he could no longer hold on and slowly collapsed in Gu Jingzhou's arms.

Noticing Shen Jun's abnormality, Gu Jingzhou almost subconsciously hugged him tightly.

"Shen Jun...you...what's wrong with you?" Gu Jingzhou's nervous voice came from above his head. The usually calm and indifferent Alpha's voice was trembling uncontrollably at this moment.

Shen Jun's behavior was so abnormal that Gu Jingzhou gradually had a bad feeling in his heart, and even the gland began to ache slightly.

"Gu Jingzhou..." Shen Jun's voice was so weak that it was trembling. Gu Jingzhou just wanted to let the man out of his arms to check on his condition, but Shen Jun held him in his arms with brute force.

"Don't move... Let's just leave it like this, I... I have something to say to you, it's almost... it's almost too late..." Shen Jun said slowly, enduring the pain.

Gu Jingzhou's heart skipped a beat when he heard his words. He wanted to break free but he didn't know where Shen Jun got so much strength from. This time, it was his turn to be easily suppressed by Shen Jun.

"Let go! Shen Jun...what the hell are you doing?" Gu Jingzhou was extremely panicked at the moment. His unknown fear eroded his fragile nerves. He struggled desperately but he didn't expect Shen Jun to be so strong. No matter how hard he struggled, he couldn't break free.

"Gu Jingzhou... who does he like, me or him... can you tell the difference?" Shen Jun finally asked what was in his mind. A tear slowly slid down and landed on Gu Jingzhou's back, disappearing in his expensive suit without a trace.

Maybe he didn't want an answer, but... if he didn't say it now, he would never have the chance to say it in the future.

"It doesn't matter, I like... you." Shen Jun said, and with his last bit of strength he pressed his already icy lips against Gu Jingzhou's.

"I'm sorry, Gu Jingzhou."

Immediately afterwards, Shen Jun pressed the button in his mind to confirm the start of the extraction procedure.

His consciousness began to gradually fade away, and he could no longer maintain the strength to restrain Gu Jingzhou, so he had to let go.

"Shen Jun... Shen Jun!" Gu Jingzhou held his slowly limp body in his arms, not knowing what was going on. He was panicked and at a loss. Looking at Shen Jun's slowly falling hands, he was actually a little angry, wondering if Shen Jun was playing some trick again just to leave him.

Why? Why did she always want to escape? Was it because the love he gave her was not enough? Or was it because Shen Jun never cared about Gu Jingzhou's love?

Gu Jingzhou angrily squeezed Shen Jun's shoulders with such force that he almost broke his bones.

"Shen Jun...what the hell is wrong with you! Are you trying to use some tricks to leave again? Don't forget that your dad is still in my hands!" Gu Jingzhou said harsh words but his hands were shaking so much that he couldn't hold Shen Jun's body at all.

As if he had finally noticed Shen Jun's pale face and painful expression, Gu Jingzhou's anxious voice was trembling with grief, "Are you sick? Are you feeling uncomfortable somewhere? It must be, it must be... the hospital... Hold on, I'll take you to the hospital now..."

As Shen Jun listened, he gradually lost interest.

His consciousness was gradually fading.

Gu Jingzhou held him and wanted to stand up, but for some reason he had no strength in his hands. The gland began to lose temperature and Gu Jingzhou felt a sharp pain in his head.

But he still refused to let go of Shen Jun. He didn't understand why the person who was fine just now suddenly became like this. He didn't understand why Shen Jun asked such a question. Who was he with? And... where was he going? Even this damn gland was against him.

"It's useless, Gu Jingzhou, I'm leaving, forget me, you weren't supposed to belong to me... Live well, be... be happy"

"No! I won't allow you! If you dare to leave, I will cut your body into pieces and feed it to the dogs, and throw Shen An into the sea to bury you! And that Alpha in the coffee shop, if you dare to die, I will let them bury you! Shen Jun! - Did you hear me!"

Gu Jingzhou screamed and struggled with all his might, trying to use threats to make Shen Jun stay. Could he abandon his father and friends whom he valued so much? Did he even want to leave these people in order to leave him?

His body was hugged tightly again, and Gu Jingzhou completely lost his strength. He didn't know what happened, and his head was about to explode with pain, "Where are you going... Shen Jun... Don't go, don't leave me..."

The usually dignified and calm Alpha was like a helpless trapped beast at this moment, only able to make some meaningless roars.

He lowered his head and hugged Shen Jun tightly in his arms, with such force that it seemed as if he wanted to rub Shen Jun into his bones and blood. The strong scent of gardenia exploded in the room, stronger and weaker than any time before.

Shen Jun no longer felt the pain, but he could still smell the scent of gardenias filling the room. It smelled so nice, he thought.

The threatening words had no effect on Shen Jun at this moment, because he knew that Gu Jingzhou would not do that. He always said one thing and meant another.

A hot tear fell on Shen Jun's ear, and then more tears came, big drops hitting Shen Jun. He wanted to raise his hand to wipe away Gu Jingzhou's tears but he could no longer do it.

Gu Jingzhou held Shen Jun in his arms and collapsed on the ground exhausted. Only the pheromones refused to let Shen Jun go. They scrambled to surround him, trying to keep him, and clamoring to merge into Shen Jun's blood.

It’s a pity that the gradually coagulating blood can no longer withstand the infiltration of pheromones.

The person in his arms was losing temperature rapidly, and no matter how tightly Gu Jingzhou held him, it was of no use, as Shen Jun had completely stopped breathing.

The severe pain in his head still continued, and the hypothermia of his glands was constantly torturing Gu Jingzhou's nerves, but Gu Jingzhou was already so numb that he could not feel it at all. The pain in his heart was a hundred times more intense than the physical pain.

Why? Why couldn't he catch Shen Jun even though he tried so hard? Why did Shen Jun still leave?

"Shen Jun... don't go..." Gu Jingzhou's voice gradually weakened, his hands reluctantly grasped Shen Jun's body, and the scent of gardenia in the air gradually faded.

The double torture of physical and mental made Gu Jingzhou's head hurt as if it was about to split. His tears were almost dried up and he sat on the ground in a daze.

His eyes changed from anger to grief and finally to death.

The gland completely lost its temperature, and a series of noisy sounds gradually began to ring in Gu Jingzhou's mind, so complicated that it was difficult to hear clearly.

His sanity gradually returned, and a large number of memories that did not belong to him flooded into his mind. They seemed to be roaring and struggling to break free from Gu Jingzhou's mind. His head, which was already in so much pain that it was about to explode, was now even more overwhelmed.

At a certain moment, the strings of reason were finally reconnected, the noisy voices in my mind disappeared in an instant, and the whole world suddenly became terrifyingly quiet.

He seemed to see the end of time and where the story began.

It took a long time, so long that the candle burned out, the petals withered, and the air began to solidify. Gu Jingzhou slowly lowered his head and placed a kiss on Shen Jun's lips.

A chaotic and cold electronic sound trembled in my mind.

【Master...001 is at your service. 】

Before Gu Jingzhou could hide the sadness in his eyes, the last tear flowed down.

"Has he left already?"

[Yes, Master, do you still want to chase him to the next world? ]

"How long will it take to repair this world?" Gu Jingzhou's voice was still as cold and distant as before.

【It only takes two days according to your speed】

"Send me to him in two days."

[But... you almost died just now. If 031 hadn't discovered the abnormality during the transmission and reported it to the headquarters...]

"That's enough," Gu Jingzhou interrupted, "I was the one who let him down in the beginning, and I deserve all this."

After Gu Jingzhou said this, the electronic voice in his mind answered yes and then there was no more movement.

Gu Jingzhou lowered his eyes and looked at the person in his arms. He remembered what Shen Jun had asked: It is you I like.

Familiar words and distant memories overlapped together. Shen Jun had said those words to him a long time ago, but he couldn't remember exactly when.

Gu Jingzhou thought of Shen Jun's question again: "Do you like me or him... can you tell the difference?"

The corner of his mouth then raised a twisted smile, "I can tell clearly, it has always been you, it has always been you, I will find you before the gardenia mark disappears, my love."