Quick Wear: An honest man is always criticized for forced love

The room fell into silence. Shen Yanfeng never expected that Shen Jun actually brought back a girlfriend.

He should be happy, and he should be happy.

But why is it that whenever Shen Yanfeng thought of the scene of Shen Jun standing with that girl, his heart felt like it was being cut open by a hot knife?

Isn't this what he wants most? Isn't this the right path he wants to show Shen Jun?

But why, why does my heart hurt so much?

Tang Ning before and Wen Xue now, each person's appearance constantly reminds Shen Yanfeng that he is about to lose Shen Jun.

He lost his last relative in this world, and his only brother who depended on him for everything...

There was also some white wine on the table that Shen Yanfeng had prepared to celebrate.

Originally I thought it was okay to drink a little during the New Year's holiday.

But Shen Jun left without any hesitation.

All the dishes on the table were Shen Jun’s favorites, but he left without even looking at them.

He went to someone else's house, and this was the first time.

Shen Jun said that he and Wen Xue would be together for many more years.

He and Wen Xue...

Not Shen Jun and Shen Yanfeng.

They will have many, many years together, but what about Shen Yanfeng?

Shen Yanfeng will only stay with Shen Jun as a brother year after year.

He will watch Shen Jun get married and have children, and watch Shen Jun live happily for the rest of his life with someone else.

But...is this really what he wants?

Shen Yanfeng once again began to doubt his own heart.

Originally, he just wanted to see Shen Jun off. Every time Shen Jun went out, Shen Yanfeng would see him off downstairs.

But this time, Shen Jun left so quickly that Shen Yanfeng didn't even have time to ask him to come back early.

So he went to the window, wanting to watch Shen Jun walk away.

After calculating the time, the moment he opened the curtains, Shen Yanfeng saw two people kissing on the snowy street.

Even though half of her body was covered by the umbrella, Shen Yanfeng still saw Wen Xue standing on tiptoe to kiss Shen Jun.

But Shen Jun did not dodge.

At that moment, Shen Yanfeng wished he could rush out of the window and separate the two of them.

That kiss...Shen Jun gave it to Wen Xue so easily.

His younger brother, who used to just follow him around and call him brother softly.

The younger brother who once depended on him, and was lost by him and then found again.

The younger brother he loves but dares not say it out loud...

Just ran away with someone else.

From childhood to adulthood, he never seemed to be able to keep anyone, his parents, Shen Jun, were all like this.

Will they all eventually drift away from me?

Why should you possess something if you are destined to lose it?

The entire bottle of white wine on the table had been empty without anyone noticing.

Shen Yanfeng drank cup after cup, letting the spicy liquor eat away at his mouth and numb his brain.

Is it... that the decision he made from the very beginning was wrong, he shouldn't have pushed Shen Jun away.

Shen Jun is his. He was the one who raised him since he was a little kid. He went through untold hardships to get him back.

How could he push Shen Jun away?

He wanted Shen Jun, he wanted Shen Jun to be by his side forever, and he wanted him to never leave him.

Shen Jun was a gift from God to him, he couldn't just give Shen Jun up...

He wants that kiss, the kiss that Shen Jun gave to others, and he also wants Shen Jun as a person.

Shen Jun's future, everything about Shen Jun, he wants it...

Alcohol paralyzed Shen Yanfeng's brain and also magnified the twisted and dark thoughts in Shen Yanfeng's heart.

He has never been a good person, there is a monster living in his heart.

A monster that becomes manic as soon as it sees Shen Jun.

As time passed, Shen Yanfeng's sanity was being eroded bit by bit.

When the pointer pointed to ten o'clock, there was a sound of a key being inserted into the lock of the door.

There were already three empty wine bottles in front of Shen Yanfeng.

There was no expression on his face, only his eyes were bloodshot.

The door slowly opened a crack, and Shen Jun walked into the room with snow all over his shoulders and a gust of cold air.

The moment he opened the door he saw his brother staring at him.

But Shen Jun chose to play dumb.

"Brother, why haven't you eaten? Didn't I tell you not to wait for me?" Shen Jun stood at the entrance and turned around to change his shoes.

There was a harsh sound of chairs scraping across the floor from the dining table.

Shen Jun had just raised his head when his shoulders were pressed against the door by a strong force.

The smell of alcohol in the air was so strong that Shen Jun wrinkled his nose, especially because of Shen Yanfeng who was pressing on him.

"Didn't you say half an hour?" Shen Yanfeng stared into Shen Jun's eyes and spoke word by word.

Shen Jun had said that he would be back in half an hour, but... Shen Yanfeng waited for three hours, fifteen minutes and thirty-eight seconds.

Shen Yanfeng stopped counting until the moment Shen Jun's key was inserted into the lock.

God knows how many times Shen Yanfeng almost lost control during that second of waiting.

He overturned the stupid decisions he had made before in his heart again and again.

He wants Shen Jun, even if it is purgatory on earth, even if the road ahead is paved with steel-like thorns, even if Shen Yanfeng is covered in scars from the thorns, he still wants Shen Jun.

He only wants Shen Jun.

Pressing the man against the door panel, Shen Yanfeng could even smell a smell on Shen Jun that did not belong to him.

A light, very sweet aroma.

It must be the scent that Wen Xue left on Shen Jun, it must be.

Shen Yanfeng seemed to have lost his mind, pressing Shen Jun's body madly to block his lips.

A kiss that can't be called a kiss, Shen Yanfeng was as eager as a mad lion.

Shen Jun's lips were almost bitten by Shen Yanfeng.

"Um...you, um...don't bite!"

Shen Jun could only let out a few incoherent sobs from the corners of his mouth when Shen Yanfeng changed his angle.

He pushed Shen Yanfeng's body, but couldn't move it away.

The act of resistance instead angered Shen Yanfeng, whose nerves were numbed by alcohol.

Shen Yanfeng held up his legs with both hands and lifted them into the air.

Shen Yanfeng bit Shen Jun's lips while leading him into the room.

The crazy Shen Yanfeng refused to listen to even one extra word of explanation from Shen Jun.

The door of the room was kicked open violently. Shen Yanfeng protected Shen Jun's head and threw him onto the soft bed.

The mattress springs lifted Shen Jun's body up due to inertia.

Before Shen Jun could fall, another hot body suddenly pressed down on him.

The strong smell of alcohol with a scorching temperature was sent into Shen Jun's mouth by Shen Yanfeng as he continued to kiss her.

Shen Yanfeng pulled the light yellow round-neck sweater on his body and lifted it to his armpits along with the white shirt underneath.

The slightly cool air made Shen Jun shiver uncontrollably.

Shen Yanfeng's hot kiss licked Shen Jun's lips all the way down.

It passed the Adam's apple and finally stopped above the left clavicle.

"Shen Yanfeng..." Shen Jun finally had time to say a complete sentence, "Do you know what you are doing?" Shen Jun asked.