Quick Wear: An honest man is always criticized for forced love

Recently, the relationship between the two has returned to the beginning.

Shen Jun always avoids Shen Yanfeng intentionally or unintentionally.

Shen Yanfeng noticed this very early on and he also knew why Shen Jun did this.

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Shen Yanfeng felt that if he didn't resolve this matter, he would definitely go crazy.

Many times, Shen Yanfeng wanted to hold Shen Jun in his arms, just like he had done countless times before.

But the outstretched hand was retracted a second before it touched Shen Jun.

During this period of time, Shen Yanfeng also thought a lot.

He can make mistakes, but he can't drag Shen Jun into it.

The world is not yet open enough to fully accept people like them.

He didn't want to take Shen Jun on a road full of difficulties and obstacles.

Shen Jun was admitted to a good university. His future is bright, free, and destined to be dazzling.

He couldn't, couldn't let Shen Jun be branded badly because of him.

Anyway, they will separate when Shen Jun goes to college.

Maybe it would be better to separate for a while, Shen Yanfeng thought.

Perhaps when Shen Jun goes to a bigger and broader world and meets more people, people will slowly forget about him.

Shen Yanfeng thought to himself in a self-torturing manner, allowing the waves of intense pain to come from the tip of his heart.

Is this decision correct? Shen Yanfeng didn't know, because he was also hesitating in the darkness, and no one came to tell him whether there was light ahead.

But he should walk these darkness, these uncertainties and long night roads alone.

As long as Shen Jun lives happily, as long as he lives happily forever, that's enough...

So, the life between the two of them began to gradually return to what Shen Yanfeng thought was normal.

Until shortly before Shen Jun started school, Shen Jun always felt dizzy, perhaps because of the sequelae of the previous head collision.

Freshmen have to undergo military training at the beginning of the school year. Shen Yanfeng was afraid that something might happen to Shen Jun so he took him for a check-up.

The result was that the last collision left some bruises on Shen Jun's head that had not yet disappeared.

The accumulation of blood clots pressed on the nerves, causing Shen Jun to feel dizzy.

Fortunately, the blood clot was only a small one and not very serious. Shen Jun's dizziness might also be due to staying up late recently.

After listening to the doctor, Shen Yanfeng realized that Shen Jun had not been sleeping well recently.

The doctor prescribed some medicine, and when he came out of the hospital carrying a bag of medicine, Shen Yanfeng couldn't help but ask a question.

"Are you worried about something recently? Why can't you sleep?"

Shen Jun walked slowly beside Shen Yanfeng and did not answer Shen Yanfeng's words immediately.

"Are you a little anxious about the school starting soon?" Shen Yanfeng asked again.

This time, Shen Jun finally said, "No, I just can't sleep because I've been having nightmares lately."

Shen Yanfeng stopped walking and turned to look at Shen Jun beside him.

"Nightmare? Why do I have a nightmare?"

Shen Yanfeng's tone was serious. Shen Jun looked at him and the words that were about to come out of his mouth were stuck at the corner of his mouth.

"It's just... nothing..."

Shen Jun turned his head away and chose to remain silent.

Perhaps realizing that his tone was a little wrong, Shen Yanfeng sighed and raised his hand to hold Shen Jun's shoulder.

"I don't mean to be mean to you, it's just about your health. I hope you can tell me the truth, okay?"

There were people coming and going outside the hospital, and the noise was extremely noisy, but Shen Jun could still hear Shen Yanfeng's voice clearly.

He looked up and his eyes met Shen Yanfeng's.

After a long silence, Shen Jun finally said, "Because I always have to face teachers and classmates before school starts, I am a little scared, so I have nightmares."

Shen Jun tried to speak as casually as possible, but Shen Yanfeng still heard something wrong.

Shen Yanfeng's intuition told him that things were definitely not that simple.

But now that they were outside, there were some things that Shen Yanfeng didn't feel comfortable asking, so he could only take Shen Jun home first.

Neither of them spoke along the way, but Shen Yanfeng vaguely noticed that Shen Jun was in a low mood.

After returning home and putting the medicine away, Shen Yanfeng pulled Shen Jun to sit down on the sofa.

"Did something happen at school? Would you like to tell me about it?"

Shen Yanfeng tried his best to make his voice sound soft.

Shen Jun looked at Shen Yanfeng's concerned expression and hesitated for a few seconds as if he was thinking about whether to tell Shen Yanfeng.

"Don't you even believe me? Tell me and I'll help you, okay?"

Shen Yanfeng's tone was firm and gentle. Shen Jun listened and subconsciously chose to believe Shen Yanfeng.

"It wasn't a big deal, actually. It was just that before school started, I was working in a store near school and met my classmate."

"At that time, the school I attended was only for those whose families were rich. When they saw me working there, they invited many people to come to the store."

"Later... the whole class knew that I was working there."

"At the end of that summer vacation, I was interviewed by the teacher. After school started, they called me a street kid for a long time..."

Shen Jun calmly spoke little by little about the pain he once didn't want to mention. Perhaps this was a small matter in the eyes of others.

But for Shen Jun, it was an extremely dark time.

So much so that whenever Shen Jun thought of those days, he couldn't stop having nightmares.

The dream was full of people pointing fingers at him, and no face facing him was kind.

Later, he was even beaten up by several boys in the school because of this incident.

But Shen Jun didn't tell Shen Yanfeng about this.

After telling his experience, Shen Jun felt a little embarrassed again.

"Is it a small matter... I don't want to do it, but I am... afraid. Am I a loser?"

Shen Jun pinched the corner of his clothes, with a somewhat embarrassed expression on his face.

"No, how could this be a small matter? It must have been very hard for you to face all this alone at that time..."

Shen Yanfeng's voice was full of heartache. When Shen Jun heard it, tears couldn't stop welling up in his eyes.

“Suffering happens to you, and no one can judge the harm it brings to you except you.”