Shock! The character of Bai Yueguang I played collapsed

I am a worthless piece of shit whose only use is to get married.

So I married the godson of a eunuch.

1

My mother died due to complications during childbirth, but I survived and gave birth to a girl who was not presentable. In the end, he treated me as a benefit and married me to the godson of a powerful eunuch.

On my wedding night, I was waiting for the so-called eunuch husband with a nervous mood.

I heard him push the door, and I was actually a little excited.

"Are you the wife that my so-called godfather married for me to be my partner?"

I heard him speak in a tone that seemed to disgust me.

After hearing this, I immediately lifted the veil on my head. In the flickering candlelight, I looked at the man in front of me who was wearing eunuch's clothes with a big red flower on his chest.

I thought to myself, how can you, a eunuch, despise me? But I held back the words.

"Yes, husband." I said in a nice voice, trying my best to please him with a smile on my face.

After all, he is not complete anymore, what can he do to me? I don't even know where his treasure in his lower body is hanging.

"Heh, how come you're so happy marrying a eunuch like me?"

I saw what he meant, and walked towards him again, looking at him with a smile, "Yes, if I marry you, my stepfather will no longer scold and beat me, and I won't have to do the laundry, cooking, and night cleaning for my stepbrothers and sisters. It's better to serve my husband alone than to serve such a big family."

"Stop, don't call me husband, you still have to see that I can't give you sexual happiness if you marry a woman who is so happy as a eunuch."

He explained and I was listening, but this is what I wanted, for him not to touch me, for me to live my life and him to live his, and for our life not to be too good.

"I know, but I married you, so I don't mind that kind of thing."

2

I could see that he was a little frightened by what I said, but more likely surprised.

When I was about to hug him, I suddenly heard the sound of quarreling and fighting coming from the next room.

"You traitor, can't I give you happiness? You actually cheated on me while I was working in the palace!" The man whipped him again.

I felt a little terrified when I heard it.

"I was wrong. I was wrong."

First he apologized, and then the woman couldn't bear it anymore.

"You damn eunuch, what happiness can you give me? You can't even do what a normal man does!"

"After you die, no one will see you off!"

The eunuch became more and more angry, and finally took ruthless action.

"Well you bitch look down on our family, okay!"

Finally there was no sound.

And this is perfectly normal.

Chen Wuyang was staring at me, watching the changes on my expression.

I was wondering whether the eunuch in front of me would treat me the same way as his colleagues.

"Husband, I won't cheat on anyone. I just want to be with you and be your husband and wife for the rest of my life." I hugged him and said this in a wronged tone.

I held him in my arms, and couldn't see the expression on his face, but I thought it was shock. He had seen this many times.

"Want to be with me?" Chen Wuyang asked me tentatively.

I patted my chest to prove my innocence. "That's for sure, otherwise why would I want to marry you? I want to live a stable life with you, you can see me every month when you come home, and I will keep the house in order for you, isn't that good? I can also cook."

I don’t know if Chen Wuyang was moved by what I said at this time.

He remained silent, and my heart nearly leapt into my throat.

“Pfft.”

He smiled and raised his hand to stroke my head.

"Okay, then I'll have a hot meal when I get back from work."

I know he has accepted me.

Day two.

"Xiaomi, here is some silver, take it."

I looked at his few silver coins, or to put it bluntly, they were just some copper coins.

I unconsciously said, "Is that all? It's not even enough to buy meat. I can only buy some vegetables. I don't know if I can last until you come back next time."

I feel wronged.

He saw it too.

"That's all we have now. If it's not enough to buy meat, just buy less."

"But I still want to eat something sweet."

Chen Wuyang didn't answer me and turned to leave.

But he seemed to have thought of something, "Don't touch the things here except the purple box under the bed. You can handle the rest on your own."

I guessed it as if I could guess it. He must be talking about his baby.

Looking at the copper coins in my hand, they were much more than what I had in that place.

I thought it wouldn't be a bad idea to marry a eunuch.

3

At night, he came back.

There is fatigue on his face.

I walked up to him and took his hand, "My dear, you are back. I have prepared some wine and food for you. Come and have some."

Chen Wuyang stared at me, and I felt a little embarrassed.

While I was preparing the dishes for him, I asked him why he was staring at me.

"It's been a month, and you still have the meat for me? You said you don't have enough silver, so you can't even buy sweets."

Then he carefully lifted something out of his sleeve.

He told me that this was given to him by the queen he served, and he couldn't bear to eat it, so he brought it back.

I took a bite and found that the food in the palace is different and delicious.

I said that the money he gave me was not enough to buy pastries, and he remembered it and even brought them to me to eat.

It turns out that he still remembers what I said.

He had a drink tonight and I joined him.

However, this was our second time sleeping in the same bed, he asked me.

"Do you regret marrying me?"

When he asked me this, I didn't even think about it and just said I didn't regret it.

But as soon as I finished speaking he suddenly pressed on me.

"Do you feel it?"

I'm still trying to figure out what he makes me feel. I'm wondering, but I'm also feeling it seriously.

"What do you feel? The warmth on you is really soothing."

He was amused by me, but soon looked at me seriously.

"I'm not a normal man. I don't react. Do you want to live like this for the rest of your life? When I die, you should find a normal man."

"Having you is enough for me. I said I want to be with you forever. Why do you let me find other men?" I pretended to be angry, but at the same time I knew he cared a lot.

Through the moonlight, I gave him a reassuring smile.

But suddenly I felt a warmth on my lips, with a little bit of moisture.

Chen Wuyang kissed me, unexpectedly and awkwardly.

I didn't resist, but I didn't know how to respond to him.

And I also found that he was in control. I wanted to speak but couldn't.

But soon, he stopped again.

"See? This is all I can do." He expressed a lot of helplessness.

I took a deep breath, knowing that he had always been bothered by this matter, I put my arms around his neck and told him softly.

"I don't dislike you. This is enough. I'm very happy."

I was in disarray in front of him, but I don't know why Chen Wuyang was so cautious.

He held me and whispered in my ear.

"I will give you a good life and will not let you live a hard life with me."

"I believe you."

This time he returned to the palace to work. No one knew what happened, but he was injured when he came back.

I was heartbroken when I saw this and rushed forward to help him up, "Are you okay? How did you get hurt so badly?"