Mr. Mu, stop bullying Professor Jian.

Jian Zhinian bit his lip, he tilted his head back, not daring to look at his mother.

"Mom, when I watched other people's fireworks on New Year's Eve last year, I let it go. I really let it go..."

He has already fought for himself once, and he has no regrets even if he fails. Other people's fireworks can be just as beautiful, and he can accept the happiness that others give to Mu Qingyuan.

He has his own thoughts and career.

He can live a peaceful life.

"But why did he ask for the certificate? If he asked, why didn't he come? Why didn't he come?"

He had already tried to accept living alone, but Mu Qingyuan gave him hope with just a few words, such a beautiful and brilliant hope.

Lift him from the bottom to the top.

Then he put him down again, letting him open his eyes and watch himself falling from the clouds little by little into the endless abyss.

Jian Zhinian's shoulders trembled violently, and tears finally fell from his eyes.

He didn't want to complain, but he really couldn't do it!

Even though he heard Jiang Shaoqing say that his momentary thought had ruined Mu Xingchen's life.

He can't say break up.

Good! He won't break up!

No matter how much resentment he had, he couldn't bear to see Mu Qingyuan get hurt or die because of him.

He tried to accept it again and follow his heart.

However, his heart was not as strong as he imagined.

Like it?

I like it, how can I not like it!

He had used all his courage and impulse in this life on Mu Qingyuan, so how could he bear not to like or love him? How could he bear to let his life be in danger even a little bit?

But the resentment in my heart has not dissipated...

He can't be happy!

Shen Ruxin opened her mouth in surprise, and suddenly remembered Jian Zhinian's impatience when he left the house on the seventh day of the first lunar month. It turned out that there was such a thing...

"Mom, I was the one who let him down and ruined his future, but I was punished. I also know that he did nothing wrong. He just made me wait for him for a day like before. Maybe he was delayed by something like I was before, but I just can't get over it."

"Mom, what should I do?"

He is too sensible.

He clearly knows his love, but also hides his resentment.

He is obviously kind to others, so why is he so mean to the person he loves the most?

Shen Ruxin walked forward with heartache and hugged Jian Zhinian.

"Zhi Nian, stop making things difficult for yourself. It was Mom's fault in the beginning. You don't need to bear the responsibility. It was Mom's fault. Now you have made your choice... You agreed to be with him again, kid..."

I can't let go of my own son.

She understood it all too well.

He was very strong and had to go through it all on his own, but he just felt resentful in his heart.

Need an outlet to talk.

Jian Zhinian lay in Shen Ruxin's arms, nodded, and said what was in his heart, and he felt much more relaxed.

His mother was right, he had made his choice long ago.

Otherwise, he would never have followed Jiang Shaoqing's wishes, not mentioned breaking up, and let Mu Qingyuan back into his life.

"Silly child, I shouldn't have gone out traveling this time, otherwise you wouldn't have pushed yourself into this." Shen Ruxin regretted it deeply.

Jian Zhinian calmed down and said, "Mom, this has nothing to do with you. It's all my own business."

Shen Ruxin didn't argue with him any more. He took two steps back and spoke tentatively -

"Then...do you plan to tell him about Nian Nian?"

Jian Zhinian didn't know how to answer.

Shen Ruxin waited for a while, but got no answer, so she held Jian Zhinian's hand.

"Zhi Nian, I know this is a knot in your heart, but don't be afraid, kid, I will accompany you this time. Since he has come back to find you, if you like him, try again. I will wait for you behind you. If you can't go on, turn back and I will catch you."

Because of her momentary mistake, her child has been trapped in this relationship for six years.

She should have pulled him out.

"Okay, Mom, I get it, I get it."

Shen Ruxin couldn't help but shed tears when she saw Jian Zhinian seemed relieved...

That night, after Jian Zhinian had finished dinner at home, Nian Nian pestered him to play with building blocks. He felt guilty towards Nian Nian, and after spending some time together, he had begun to open his heart and accept Nian Nian's background.

He reconciled with himself and naturally became closer to Nian Nian.

Seeing that he didn't leave for a long time, Shen Ruxin suddenly became anxious.

She picked up Nian Nian, pushed Jian Zhinian out the door, and encouraged him, "Go back. You are already grown up, don't stay with your mother."

Jian Zhinian pursed his lips, his expression gentle, his eyes sparkling, and he said goodbye solemnly: "Then I'm leaving."