Mr. Mu, stop bullying Professor Jian.

Jian Zhinian shouted loudly, he looked at Mu Qingyuan, wanting to make it clear.

He said anxiously, "She is a non-marriage advocate. She only got the marriage certificate from me to help me. Our marriage was limited to the few times we met during the formalities. We have never been alone together. If you don't believe me, I can ask her to explain it to you in person."

Mu Qingyuan was shocked by Jian Zhinian's behavior.

The corners of his eyes were red and bloodshot, he struggled in pain, but was confused and helpless, as if he had suppressed too much in his heart and was unable to express it.

He repeated over and over again: "I can let Miss Song explain it to you in person."

"Okay, I believe you. Then why did you marry a woman like this? Jian Zhinian, give me a reason!"

Mu Qingyuan's mind was confused and clear.

There are endless contradictions.

Jian Zhinian's whole body was shaking. He opened his mouth and wanted to speak, but no sound came out of his throat.

The fear deep in his heart and the inferiority complex hidden deep in his youth shackled him, making it impossible for him to struggle.

"Because, because I..."

A gust of cold wind blew, and Jian Zhinian felt as if countless blades were stuck in his throat, making it impossible for him to make a sound.

Mu Qingyuan watched the person in front of him struggling in pain. Wasn't he sad too?

But how could this person in front of me be so cruel?

If the absence of the Academic Affairs Office that year was just a temporary delay, he would not care even if his fate changed because of it.

Even though his mother was hurt, he only thought it was a mistake caused by his impulsiveness and recklessness when he was young. He spent several years healing his mother and himself.

Even if Jian Zhinian didn't come to find him, as long as they met again, he would think that their fate was not over and they could reconcile.

But how could Jian Zhinian be so cruel?

When he was living a hard life and treating his mother's illness, Jian Zhinian left him and got married.

When he had planned everything, Jian Zhinian said she was divorced and appeared in front of him, becoming his weak spot...

Now, Jian Zhinian says that the marriage he had was nothing more than a charity.

he believe!

It’s not too much for him to ask for a reason to believe!

Jian Zhinian felt hot all over, as if he was mobilizing all his energy to resist the spread of some kind of low and depressed mood deep in his heart. He hunched his body, trying to wrap himself up in this empty space.

But, no.

Mu Qingyuan is here, so he can't.

He panted and looked at Mu Qingyuan.

He looked a little depressed and timid, but he had to face it head-on. He asked, "Qingyuan, do you like children?"

He thought, he had probably always been a coward.

Mu Qingyuan didn't expect Jian Zhinian to suddenly ask such a strange question, and was stunned for a moment.

The idea of ​​getting married with a baby popped into his mind, and his heart felt as if it was being cut into pieces. He was in so much pain that he couldn't breathe. His face completely sank, and his voice was icy cold -

"No! I hate kids!"

Don't like...Hate...

Jian Zhinian's mind went blank for a moment, the remaining color on his face gradually faded, and he murmured in a low voice: "Actually, I... don't really like it..."

"Jian Zhinian, why are you talking about these useless things?" Mu Qingyuan said in a cold voice.

Jian Zhinian was a little dazed. He thought for a while and then remembered Mu Qingyuan's question.

His lips were pale as he replied, "If you need a reason, it should be my personal reason. I have no specific reason to tell you!"

For some reason, Jian Zhinian suddenly had an idea in his mind.

It can't be worse than this.

Mu Qingyuan sneered.

Loneliness...disappointment...despair, all the negative emotions swept over him at that moment.

No comment?

So, he retreated again and again, but all he got in return were four words - no comment.

ridiculous!

He is a joke!

"We've been together for so many days, how did you manage to keep everything secret and never mention this matter? Jian Zhinian, have you ever loved me?"

"No, you didn't. If you loved me at all, you wouldn't have kept this from me!"

"Jian Zhinian, I'm here to propose to you today! I thought there was nothing left between us, but I didn't expect there was such a huge gap between us!"

He took that step first, and then fell to pieces!

"Jian Zhinian, let's all calm down."

Mu Qingyuan's face looked extremely ugly. He looked at the person in front of him and felt strange for a moment.

Even in this situation, he still couldn't say the word "break up"!

He closed his eyes, blood surging in his throat. He coughed twice, then turned and left in panic.

So embarrassing.

Mu Qingyuan tried hard to straighten his back and not let himself show any abnormality.

He raised his hands to cover his chest, endured the suffocating feeling, and quickly fled.

The huge football field seemed to have no end. Mu Qingyuan didn't know how he walked out of the grass and arrived at the school gate.

He only felt his heart beating like thunder, but he couldn't keep up with his breathing, as if someone was choking his throat. The figure in front of him was blurred, and he felt dizzy for a while, and finally he could no longer stand...

……

……

Jian Zhinian sat weakly on the grass. The wind and snow seemed to be even stronger. He shouldn't have left his scarf behind.

After the hysteria, all the strength in his body was exhausted. His back was wet with cold sweat. He seemed to be hollowed out and had lost his soul.

It was unknown how long it had passed, but Jian Zhinian's head and shoulders were covered with a layer of white. The security guard patrolling the campus spotted him and was startled.

I patted his shoulder and cautiously asked, "Hey, classmate..."

Seeing the person sitting on the ground respond, the patrolman breathed a sigh of relief and said, "Student, it's almost twelve o'clock, go back to the dormitory."

Jian Zhinian was impolite for the first time and remained silent while ignoring the person who showed him kindness.

He stood up slowly, dragged his heavy body, and walked out in the right direction.

In S City, he had nowhere to go.

He wondered, Mu Qingyuan, would he still want him?

They had quarreled and misunderstood each other before, but Mu Qingyuan had never really abandoned him.

Jian Zhinian suppressed his physical discomfort, forced himself to be strong, packed up everything, and took a taxi back to the home where he lived with Mu Qingyuan.

After the sound of the fingerprint lock dinging, he opened the door and the room was dark without a trace of light.

Just like his heart which is also dark.

Jian Zhinian bit his lip, turned on the light in the entrance hall, then walked into the living room, his eyes swept across the kitchen, balcony, bathroom... there was no sign of Mu Qingyuan.

He pushed open the bedroom door and turned on the light, but there was still no one there.

He did not give up and searched the study room... and even the guest room where Mu Qingan had stayed for two days.

None of them...

Finally, Jian Zhinian had to accept reality.

Mu Qingyuan, he didn't go home.

He really hurt Mu Qingyuan.

Jian Zhinian stood blankly in the corridor for a long time, then numbly returned to the bedroom, took a shower and changed his clothes. He even washed some clean clothes and cleaned the entire house in the middle of the night.

No matter how much housework there is, there will come a time when it is done.

Jian Zhinian's gaze finally lingered in the direction of the entrance for a long time.

Finally, he blinked his dry eyes, returned to the bedroom and fell on the bed.

Maybe after a good sleep, Mu Qingyuan will come back...