I want to go back to my original world and live an ordinary life.

"Why don't you hide! Why don't you fight back! Is it because you feel guilty? Is it because you know that betrayal is shameful?" Jin Ling'er yelled at Qiu Yan while laughing. Qiu Yan felt really distressed when he saw that kind of sadness and despair.

Qiu Yan knew that what he did yesterday would seriously hurt Jin Ling'er's heart, so when Qiu Yan heard Jin Ling'er's questioning at this time, he couldn't say a word. After thinking about it, he could only lower his head and said in an apologetic tone, "I'm sorry!" Qiu Yan only said three words, because apart from these three words, Qiu Yan didn't know what else to say.

"I'm sorry?" Jin Ling'er laughed when she heard Qiu Yan's words. Her laughter was full of disappointment in Qiu Yan. She looked at Qiu Yan and asked coldly, "Do you think you can apologize for your betrayal with these three words? Or do you think you can be forgiven for what you did by apologizing? On the one hand, you did something worse than an animal to me, and on the other hand, you went to find another woman behind my back. Do you have the right to say sorry? Do you have the right?"

Jin Ling'er's last sentence was almost a roar, her voice full of anger and disappointment with Qiu Yan. When Qiu Yan heard what Jin Ling'er said, he had no intention of refutation, because he did do beastly things to Jin Ling'er last night, and he did go to find another woman, the woman in white, behind Jin Ling'er's back. So Qiu Yan had nothing to refute at this time, but what Qiu Yan couldn't understand was that if Jin Ling'er still remembered what happened last night, it would be fine, but how did she know that he went to find the woman in white? And even if she knew that he went to find the woman in white, she shouldn't be so angry, right? After all, he and the woman in white only talked for a few words, and didn't do anything that could make people angry, right?

Although Qiu Yan couldn't figure all this out, he didn't ask Jin Ling'er at this time. Anyway, what he had done to Jin Ling'er was enough for him to die and atone for his sins. Other things were no longer important.

Thinking of this, Qiu Yan was silent for a while, then he said calmly, "Miss Ling'er, I admit everything you said. I am indeed a beast, and I am sorry for you. So even if you want to kill me, I will not say anything. But for the sake of our acquaintance, please send my body to the Lord of the West after you kill me, and tell him that I want to ask him to help bury me where I came from, and by the way, ask him to apologize to my master on my behalf, saying that I have brought shame to him."

After saying that, Qiu Yan laughed at himself, but the deep wound on Qiu Yan's chest suddenly hurt, causing Qiu Yan to cough, and all that came out was blood foam. But Qiu Yan didn't care about it, and continued to say to Jin Ling'er, "However, my relationship with the Lord of the West may not be that good. If it weren't for my master, I probably wouldn't even see him. So, if he doesn't want to help me, you won't force him to save me. You can just give my body to Sister Hu. Sister Hu is a warrior of the beast tribe, an elite of the beast tribe, and she is my first friend since I came to this world."

When talking about the word "friend", Qiu Yan laughed again, because he himself didn't know whether he and Sister Hu were friends, but it didn't matter, anyway, Sister Hu loved money like her life, if he gave her money, she would definitely help him. So when thinking of this, Qiu Yan continued, "Sister Hu likes money very much, you can give her some gold coins and ask her to send my body to the beach and bury it anywhere."

After saying that, Qiu Yan looked up at Jin Ling'er, his eyes full of guilt and self-blame. Then he went on, "I can only repay you with my life for what I owe you in this life. If there is a next life, I hope I can return to where I belong." After saying that, tears flowed from Qiu Yan's eyes. These tears were not because he was afraid of death, nor because of his self-blame towards Jin Ling'er, but because at this moment he no longer had to suppress the desire to go home in his heart, nor did he have to suppress the loneliness of coming into this world alone. His tears were because he had liberated his emotions.

After saying this, Qiu Yan's eyes became a little blurry, and his consciousness gradually became blurred. Qiu Yan knew that this should be caused by his excessive blood loss. With his current injuries, even if Jin Ling'er stopped attacking him, he would not live long. So Qiu Yan, who knew this, sorted out his thoughts, and then said to Jin Ling'er, "If you want to kill me with your own hands, do it now, otherwise you will have no chance!" Qiu Yan said this with a faint smile on his face. At this time, he was not afraid of death, but felt a sense of relief.

After hearing Qiu Yan's words, or his last words, Jin Ling'er couldn't help but shed tears, because she heard loneliness, helplessness and sincerity in Qiu Yan's words. Qiu Yan betrayed her, but if you think about it carefully, Qiu Yan is also a man. If she hadn't forced him to sign a marriage contract, would he have to pay for what he did today with his life? Although Qiu Yan betrayed her and had lustful thoughts about her, in fact he didn't really do anything to her, and he would rather betray her to keep his innocence, and then he was willing to die to pay for it all. Does he really deserve to die?

She could simply cancel the engagement for Qiu Yan's betrayal and never have anything to do with him again. As for what Qiu Yan had done to her, these two knives were enough to pay him back.

Thinking of this, Jin Ling'er's heart wavered. She no longer wanted to kill Qiu Yan. So after listening to Qiu Yan's last words, she dropped the knife in her hand and said to Qiu Yan with tears in her eyes, "I have taken back what you owe me. From now on, we have nothing to do with each other. Whether you live or die has nothing to do with me!" After saying that, Jin Ling'er turned around and was about to leave, but Qiu Yan called out to her. "Wait a minute!"

Qiu Yan's voice was obviously very weak, and not loud, but it didn't affect anything. After listening to Qiu Yan's words, Jin Ling'er turned her head, glanced at Qiu Yan, and asked coldly, "I don't want to hear your last words, and I don't want to hear your explanation. Apart from these two points, just say whatever else you want to say!"

Qiu Yan originally wanted to ask Jin Ling'er to help him bring another one to Xishan City for Qiu Shuang and Xiao Nan, but after hearing what Jin Ling'er said, Qiu Yan had to give up, because this was also his last words, so after listening to Jin Ling'er's words, Qiu Yan smiled bitterly and said, "In that case, then I have nothing to say, you go! Anyway, I don't have much time left, thank you for giving me the last bit of time, so that I can think about my parents and family again." After that, Qiu Yan slowly closed his eyes, and then thought about his original world in his mind. Qiu Yan did not think about what happened to him in this world anymore, because Qiu Yan felt that if he died, he might be able to return to his original world.

Qiu Yan's injuries were very serious, and he was not pretending. Jin Ling'er also knew this. With Qiu Yan's current injuries, if he was not treated in time to stop the bleeding, he could only last for a quarter of an hour at most. Jin Ling'er no longer wanted to kill Qiu Yan, and she didn't want Qiu Yan to die because of her two knives. So when Jin Ling'er thought of this, she took out a bottle of Lingbao Pills, turned around and threw it to Qiu Yan, saying, "Eat it, and then get out of my sight forever. I don't want to see you again. If I see you again, I will kill you without hesitation!"

Lingbao Pill is a healing medicine, Qiu Yan knows this, but Qiu Yan's life spirit is much more useful than this pill. If Qiu Yan wants to heal his wounds, he can just release his life spirit directly, and he doesn't need to take any pills at all. Qiu Yan doesn't want to live now. Although he didn't want to die before, now he has figured it out. Instead of suffering in this world for hundreds and thousands of years with the thought of going home, it is better to die.

He was tired, he wanted to rest and be relieved, so he didn't want to and wouldn't take any life-saving pills. So after Jin Ling'er threw the pill to him, he said indifferently, "This pill is a good thing, keep it for yourself! Anyway, if I don't want to die, I won't die even if you cut me a few more times, but now I have seen through it, I am tired, I don't want to live in this strange and lonely world anymore, I want to go home, back to my original home."

Jin Ling'er couldn't understand what was implied in Qiu Yan's answer, but when she heard Qiu's words that he wanted to die, Jin Ling'er couldn't help but get angry. She shouted at Qiu Yan, "You coward! Do you think you can use death to repay the harm you have done to me? Let me tell you, the harm you have done to me can never be repaid even in your next life!" After that, Jin Ling'er walked up to the bottle of Lingbao Pills, then poured out a pill and stuffed it directly into Qiu Yan's mouth. Although Qiu Yan wanted to refuse, he was too weak at this time and couldn't resist at all.

However, Qiu Yan was not someone to be trifled with. Although Jin Ling'er had stuffed the Lingbao Pill into Qiu Yan's mouth, Qiu Yan spat it out as soon as Jin Ling'er opened her hand. Seeing Qiu Yan spat out the Lingbao Pill again, Jin Ling'er was so angry that her chest kept rising and falling. If Qiu Yan was not about to die at this time, she really wanted to stab him twice more.

"Do you really want to die so much?" Jin Ling'er asked angrily.

Hearing Jin Ling'er's question, Qiu Yan smiled helplessly, and then said, "I drugged my fiancée, something worse than an animal. Do you think there is any need for someone like me to live?"

"Drug?" Jin Ling'er was stunned when she heard Qiu Yan say the word drug. She felt that things were not as simple as she thought, and her guess did not seem to be true. So Jin Ling'er caught this and asked Qiu Yan in a cold voice, "Tell me clearly, what is the matter with drugging your fiancée?" Jin Ling'er wanted to know the truth because it was very important to her.