Maybe I shouldn't die.

Having lost the protection of his parents and sister, he was soon abandoned by his family. His cultivation of the Great Perfection of Qi Refining, which he had once been proud of, was completely insignificant in the eyes of the elders in the clan.

They would rather train those who are less talented than him than spend the spiritual objects for foundation building on him, isn't it because he is just a four-spiritual body?

Isn’t it because without his sister’s supply of resources, they think he will never be able to successfully build his foundation?

No, even when my parents and sister were still alive, they never looked down on me, but they never showed it openly.

Now that he has lost his protection, those people no longer have any scruples, and they will even openly express their disgust for him no matter what the occasion.

Despite this, the elders simply ignored him and didn't do anything to him, but it was different with his peers. They ridiculed and bullied him countless times, and even his only family resources were taken away.

That period was also the most difficult time for him. He had resisted before, but he still didn't understand why he couldn't beat those cultivators who had lower cultivation than him when he had already reached the great perfection of Qi Refining.

Even such resistance would only bring him more ridicule and contempt.

Days like this continued until Qin Cishu appeared in front of him.

At that time, he was almost a broken man, suffering from the blow of losing his loved ones, being ridiculed and bullied for a long time, and being ignored by his elders at home.

It was Senior Sister Qin who took him away from that home, just like his sister pulled him out from his bed crying many years ago.

Fate favored him again.

He thought he was saved.

But that was just what he thought. His senior sister gave him top-level spiritual objects for foundation building, provided him with resources, and kept him by her side.

The senior sister would never comfort or encourage him as gently as the younger sister, but her eyes had never revealed sympathy or contempt for him.

She always had such a gentle expression, and always spoke in a light and gentle tone, but this kind of treatment actually gave him courage again.

He began to practice with the resources she provided. He had to say that the spiritual objects for foundation building provided by the senior sister were of very good quality. Even a waste like him whose cultivation level was built up with elixir resources and whose four spiritual bodies were built up could successfully build his foundation.

But after successfully building his foundation, his situation still did not improve, even though no one around his senior sister would bully him or look at him like trash.

He still couldn't find relief in his heart.

He didn't know why, just like before at home, he didn't know why the elders in the clan ignored him, and why those of his age bullied him.

Or maybe it was earlier, he didn't know why his parents suddenly changed their attitude, and he didn't know why his sister suddenly died.

He could never figure out the reason behind this.

Countless confusions and resentments were suppressed in his heart, and such resentment was expressed at this moment after Qin Cishu, whom he regarded as his savior, attacked him.

After being surrounded by countless disdainful and condemnatory gazes once again.

He finally couldn't bear it anymore, his mind collapsed, and he went crazy.

And such a state is considered as going astray for those who practice cultivation.

There is no rationality left for those who are possessed by evil spirits.

When Qin Cishu noticed the blood red in Ming's eyes, he had already realized the condition of the person in front of him.

She didn't know why things turned out like this.

I never knew where the resentment in Ming's heart came from.

Both of her parents were high-level cultivators. She was doted on from birth, and her spiritual body was tested for excellent aptitude. It was natural for her to enter the Qiu Shui Sect, and she was highly regarded in the sect because of her outstanding talent.

As soon as she entered the sect, she was noticed by the elders and accepted as a registered disciple. As soon as she successfully built her foundation, she would be taught personally.

She has been having smooth sailing since she was born, and the cultivators she met were more successful than the last. The only setback she encountered was that her junior sister, whom she regarded as her best friend, suddenly went insane and died.

But she was only depressed for a while. After all, there were too many junior sisters surrounding her, and soon a new junior sister occupied her mind.

The only reason she took care of Congming was because that was the entrustment from her junior sister before her death. All the resources given to Congming were prepared for him by her junior sister, but she didn't want Congming to know about it, so she just followed her junior sister's wishes.

But she didn't care much about Congming himself.

Especially this time she was the team leader in the mission to support the human-demon battlefield. This was also her first time to go out on a mission. It was not an easy task to lead a team well, so she had no time to focus on the task.

Even though her junior sister had told her about what Cong Ming did outside, she had never thought of restraining him.

After all, in her opinion, those were just minor incidents and did not cause any real losses.

Most importantly, she really didn't care about Cong Ming.

It was his own request to bring him to the battlefield, and she did not refuse for the sake of her deceased junior sister.

But that's all.

But she didn't understand why Congming became obsessed.

Although she still didn't know what had happened before she arrived, she had vaguely guessed from Yu Huai's attitude that Cong Ming must be the one who was wrong.

What's more, he was still trying to deceive himself afterwards.

They are obviously twin siblings from the same mother, but the person in front of her seems to be completely different from her.

Qin Cishu was disappointed after realizing this. When the people around her looked at her with suspicion and condemnation, she even doubted for the first time whether she had done something wrong before.

Shouldn't she have brought Jun Ming to the battlefield like this?

Shouldn't we just indulge Cong Ming like that?

She didn't mind what others thought of her, but she couldn't stand the sect's reputation being tarnished because of this. The person who tarnished the sect's reputation was using her power.

She couldn't help but feel a little guilty and self-blame in her heart, but such guilt and self-blame had nothing to do with Cong Ming. She was just blaming herself for handling things inappropriately, which caused the person in front of her to bring shame to the sect's reputation.

It even affected the reputation of her deceased junior sister.

It seemed to be for clarification, and also seemed to be to give one last chance to the man in front of him who had gone astray and fallen into madness.

After Qin Cishu quickly restrained the cultivator who had lost his mind and tried to attack her, he spoke in a calm tone:

"Since you don't know where you went wrong, let me tell you."