Grow up with you

Chapter 111 11

——— 2022-11-11 ———

★ 20:59

洪

#21:10

Um, good evening, Xiaolan.

★ 21:10

not good

#21:11

What's the matter

★ 21:11

Not much

#21:11

Then you can't say

#21:11

Has the family member been discharged from the hospital?

★ 21:12

Out, Monday

#21:12

That's good

★ 21:12

Good

#21:13

Yeah, good is good.

★ 21:14

#21:14

[silly smile][silly smile]

★ 21:14

Have you watched the movie?

#21:14

I saw it, it feels so-so

★ 21:15

How is it normal?

#21:16

It's just a normal plot, from a bad guy to a good guy, from not understanding to understanding

★ 21:16

Yeah

#21:17

I think there's nothing special.

★ 21:17

understood

#21:18

You may still be a child, so it is easy to resonate with children [silly smile][silly smile]

★ 21:18

[frown]

#21:21

[silly smile][silly smile]

#21:21

This week is not bad, right?

★ 21:31

not good

★ 21:31

School sports meet next week

#21:32

It's fun.

★ 21:32

Is not fun

#21:33

It's more comfortable than attending class.

★ 21:34

Sleep comfortably

#21:35

[Cover face][Cover face]

#21:35

More comfortable for two people

★ 21:35

Talk about this

#21:35

You mean sleep?

★ 21:36

Yes

#21:36

So it is more comfortable for two people to sleep

★ 21:37

Yes Yes Yes

#21:37

Yeah, sure.

★ 21:38

I just want to have a good sleep and a sweet dream

#21:39

You can sleep well and have a sweet dream tonight.

★ 21:40

You can sleep well, but you can’t dream well

#21:41

If you think about happy things, you can have good dreams.

★ 21:41

let it go

#21:42

Of course, but I still have to think more about happy things.

★ 21:42

Not so much brainstorming

#21:44

One brain is enough.

★ 21:44

not enough

#21:44

What else to think about?

★ 21:45

Rice ball

#21:45

Don't think about that.

★ 21:46

Why not?

#21:46

Why think about that?

★ 21:46

吃啊

#21:47

I don't want to have food.

★ 21:47

Those are different

#21:47

How is it different?

★ 21:48

#21:49

Then don’t think about it. In this era, of course you don’t have to think about food, unless you are tired of it and don’t know what to eat [silly smile][silly smile]

★ 21:49

Want to eat ice cream

#21:50

That's simple.

★ 21:51

not simple

★ 21:51

Unless you appear in front of me now

#21:51

[Cover face][Cover face]

#21:51

I'll eat it tomorrow.

★ 21:52

Eat it the day after tomorrow

#21:53

Can also

★ 21:54

Give me two photos

★ 21:54

Make a memorial

#21:54

Give it to me

★ 21:55

Don't you have mine?

#21:56

The more the merrier

★ 21:57

Too much is not good

★ 21:57

So you give or not

#21:58

The more the better

#21:58

Of course

★ 21:58

Too much will choke you.

#22:00

of course not

#22:00

I slowly appreciate

★ 22:01

I gave you all my photos.

#22:02

Then take another shot [silly smile][silly smile]

★ 22:03

Don't want to shoot

#22:04

Then shoot when you want to.

★ 22:04

Good

#22:04

Yeah, I'm waiting.

★ 22:06

That might be a long time.

#22:06

forever

★ 22:07

Not so long

#22:07

That's good

★ 22:08

Uh-huh

★ 22:08

unhappy

#22:08

What's the matter

#22:08

[hug][hug]

★ 22:08

I just don't know, I just can't be happy

#22:09

Sorry, it's so far away, I don't know how to make you happy

★ 22:10

Why do you say sorry?

★ 22:10

This has nothing to do with you, okay?

#22:10

I'm so sorry

#22:10

I want to make you happy

★ 22:11

Don't be sorry, it's not your fault

★ 22:11

I want to be happy too

#22:11

It's not wrong, it's incompetence

#22:12

If I'm around, I can take you out to play and eat delicious food.

#22:12

Far away, all I can say is a few words.

★ 22:13

Have no idea

#22:14

Yeah, so it's a pity.

★ 22:14

Do you regret this?

★ 22:14

I shouldn't have told you if I knew this earlier. It's better not to let you know.

#22:14

Of course you have to tell me

#22:15

Want to share your joys and sorrows

★ 22:16

I told you it would bring you bad luck

★ 22:16

If I become unhappy later, you will also become unhappy, which will be even worse.

#22:16

Then you should be happier.

#22:17

Happy together

★ 22:17

What if you can't be happy?

#22:17

Then comfort each other

★ 22:18

It's better not to let you know

#22:18

Of course let me know

#22:18

I want to know everything you want me to know, the more the better

★ 22:19

Such

#22:19

Yes, of course if you don't want me to know, I won't force you.

★ 22:20

Want to know everything about me, it's like giving me to you

★ 22:20

It's all too much

#22:20

I'll give you mine too

★ 22:21

dare not

#22:21

Why not?

★ 22:21

Just don't dare

#22:22

Be bold, just like I want you

★ 22:24

If you can't get it, destroy it

#22:24

of course not

#22:24

If I can't get it, I will hide in my own corner and silently bless you

★ 22:25

That might be unpleasant.

#22:25

There is no way to be unwilling, your happiness is definitely greater than mine

★ 22:27

how could be

#22:28

Of course, as long as you are happy, I will smile even if my heart is broken.

★ 22:30

Are you telling the truth or lying?

#22:31

I know we won't have any results, but I will try my best to leave you the best memory in your life.

#22:31

Of course I'm telling the truth

★ 22:31

You're so awesome.

#22:32

Add the word "maybe"

★ 22:32

Can't we even be friends in the future? There will be no results.

#22:33

Our relationship will last until the day you say goodbye, whether it is friends or other relationships

#22:34

It's up to you to decide what the relationship is.

★ 22:34

Good

#22:35

Well, all the initiative is in your hands.

#22:35

You decide, I accept.

★ 22:36

What happens if you take a step forward, and what happens if you take a step back?

★ 22:36

What will happen if we stay where we are?

#22:37

Judging from our current relationship, if we take a step forward we're lovers, if we take a step back we're friends, and if we stay where we are, it would be... ambiguous!

★ 22:38

ambiguous?

★ 22:38

you sure?

#22:39

Maybe, I don’t know how to describe it, but at least our relationship now has gone beyond that of ordinary friends!

★ 22:40

I said no

#22:41

When the body and heart are together, they are lovers; when the body and heart are not together, they are friends; when the body is together but the heart is not, or the heart is together but the body is not, it is all ambiguous!

★ 22:43

I do not understand

#22:44

True lovers are together in body and heart

#22:44

When two people are together physically but not mentally, it's just an ambiguous play.

#22:45

When two people are together in heart but not in body, that is also an ambiguous relationship.

★ 22:45

Is that so?

★ 22:45

Stop talking, stop talking

#22:46

#22:47

Lan...

★ 22:47

#22:47

I miss you

★ 22:47

understood

#22:48

Uh-huh

#22:49

Memories, those most beautiful dreams

★ 22:49

Think of me, see me in my dreams

★ 22:50

I can only say this to you

#22:50

Yes, it can only be in dreams. In dreams, anything is possible.

★ 22:52

Not like me in real life, right?

★ 22:52

Everything is under your control

#22:53

Of course I'm not in control. In my dreams, you accompany me in everything and let me do whatever I want. In reality, you're not willing to

#22:55

In the virtual world, you are unwilling to do it, and it is even more impossible in reality.

★ 22:55

Is it virtual?

★ 22:56

If I can see myself and hear my voice, is it still virtual?

#22:56

Never mind, it's real.

★ 22:56

That's it.

#22:58

But this is only the Internet, and it is only text communication. In reality, there can also be language and body communication.

★ 22:59

It's still a virtual world.

#23:00

There are only fantasies and dreams in the virtual world, but in reality,

★ 23:00

Actually, there is something in my heart that I don’t know whether I should say

#23:01

You can say whatever you want.

★ 23:01

Not casually

★ 23:01

It's from my heart

#23:01

Yeah, go ahead.

★ 23:03

Actually, I really want to see you, even if it's just as a friend.

#23:04

I want to too, but I can't do it as a friend!

★ 23:06

Is it impossible for friends to meet each other?

#23:08

Now that I can't see you, I miss you every day. If I really see you, you are so beautiful and cute, and you are so close to me, I will definitely miss you more.

★ 23:09

难咯

★ 23:10

You won't die if I shake your hand.

#23:10

Yes, I know you are still young and many things are impossible, so our meeting now is bound to be very uncomfortable.

★ 23:10

You didn't say see you now.

★ 23:11

Even if we want to meet, it can't be now. It will take a few years at least.

#23:11

What if I hold your hand and don't let go? What if I pull you into my arms?

★ 23:11

Then you are pushing the envelope.

#23:12

Of course you can in a few years, as long as you are ready, anytime

★ 23:12

Good

#23:12

Don’t men often push for more?

★ 23:12

It seems to be

#23:13

So, at that time, every man would push for more.

★ 23:14

You keep giving so many reasons, do you really not want to see me?

#23:14

So, if you want to meet, you should at least be prepared to hug tightly

#23:15

Of course not. Of course I really want to see you, but I don't want to force you, and I don't want to and can't hurt you.

★ 23:16

I'm not panicking

#23:17

So, even if you are free tomorrow, if you are willing, I will definitely put everything aside to accompany you.

★ 23:18

What a good man

#23:20

If I go to your place, it must be that you are willing. I will go only if you ask me to go. If you come to my place or go somewhere else, I will go to accompany you immediately, because since you have taken the initiative to come out, you must be willing.

#23:20

Of course not

#23:20

I know I'm not good

★ 23:20

don't say

★ 23:20

If you say that again I'll beat you up

★ 23:20

go to bed

#23:20

Come and hit me