Good luck every time

She didn't stand up, but quickly gestured to Wusheng.

"Too many!"

The eldest sister was stunned, thinking that if one wanted to become a disciple, wouldn't one have to do more to show one's sincerity?

Li Ruyi thought, it would be fine if your sincerity tasted good, but the key is that your sincerity is bitter!

The eldest sister looked at Granny Ding, then at Li Ruyi, and finally chose to listen to the second sister.

She retreated back before entering the house, went to the kitchen, divided some of the bitter vegetable juice into two bowls, not too much each, and brought it back.

Li Ruyi and the third brother offered tea respectively, and Granny Ding took out two red envelopes from her bosom, which completed the apprenticeship ceremony.

The two of them stood up and called their eldest sister to come and eat together.

The four of them sat together as usual, but this time something seemed different.

After dinner, Li Ruyi and her eldest sister went to the kitchen to wash the dishes, while the third sister took a basin of water to take a bath in the house.

Granny Ding went to lie down in the thatched pavilion again.

The eldest sister seemed to be worried and absent-minded. Li Ruyi looked at her and found a random topic.

"Will you take a shower later? I'll get you some water."

The eldest sister was stunned for a moment before she came to her senses.

"okay!"

Li Ruyi had something to say, so he continued talking to her.

"The boards have been polished almost completely these past few days. I want to paint them with oil first. Let's do it together tomorrow!"

The eldest sister reluctantly gathered her thoughts that were about to wander and nodded.

"it is good."

After talking about boards, Li Ruyi started talking about grain.

"I will try to get some food back in the next two days. Don't worry about not having enough food."

The eldest sister frowned slightly. She was really a little worried because they were still eating the food that Han Shian brought last time.

Li Ruyi stared at her expression and realized that her elder sister was not thinking about food just now.

"Sister, you seem to be worried about something? Can you tell me about it?"

Li Ruyi was worried that she and the third brother had left her eldest sister behind when they became apprentices, causing her to feel disappointed.

She didn't want her elder sister to know those things, not to exclude her.

It's just a difference in ideas, just to avoid trouble!

The eldest sister was silent for a moment before she asked Li Ruyi.

"What do you think Zhuzi can do in the future? How will he live?"

Li Ruyi: …

Well! She was overthinking it!

Li Ruyi sighed deeply.

"Sister, Li Zhuzi is much more tenacious than you think. Besides, he still has two acres of land. No one can starve to death."

The eldest sister is still worried.

"But Zhuzi doesn't know how to farm? I'm relieved that you and Lao San can practice martial arts in the future! Grandma is a good person. She saved your life before and took us in for many days. She will definitely make plans for you and Lao San."

"But Zhuzi is so young and immature. He will lose his way if provoked. What should we do in the future..."

Li Ruyi: …

Is it reasonable for you, a person who is starving to death, has no land, no property, and no status, to feel sorry for a person who has a house, land, neighbors to take care of him, and a clan to protect him?

"Sister, Li Zhuzi doesn't think he is one family with us. He thinks he and the clan leader are one family. So he will let the clan leader help him make the arrangements!"

The eldest sister is still worried.

"I was thinking, why don't I go to the fields these two days and help him weed the fields again."

Li Ruyi sighed.

"I'm not stopping you. Li Zhuzi has called those thugs to wait at the entrance of the village, waiting for one of us to get out."

"It's Li Zhuzi's fault that his land has gone barren. If it were fine, you would help him with the work and I would help him with hunting, and he could still be the boss at home. But he doesn't want to do that!"

After hearing this, the eldest sister felt much less guilty.

“I’m just used to worrying.”

She took out the water used to wash the pot, and seeing that there was nothing else to do, she stood by the stove and talked to Li Ruyi.

"I also know that Zhuzi is too stupid, but he is his younger brother after all. I was reborn as his sister, so I always feel that I should take care of him. Seeing that he has lost so much weight, I feel sad."

"I thought that those people might not know me, and I just happened to have nothing to do, so I would help as much as I could. After we clean up our house, I will go to open up the wasteland by myself, and I won't be able to help him next year."

Li Ruyi took a deep breath and his hands trembled slightly.

"Even if we are sisters, we must be responsible for ourselves before we can be responsible for others."

"I know you are kind, but kindness has to have a limit."

"It's hard enough for us to live in this world. Who will sympathize with you and me?"

Li Ruyi was worried that her elder sister would not listen to her advice, so she insisted on going to shovel the floor for Li Zhuzi and had to tell her some of her troubles.

"You are right, I am not wrong, and there is nothing wrong with being kind! However, even our own brother will not let us go. Will those evil casino thugs let us go just because you are kind?!"

"You only know that being sold into a building is painful, but do you know where the pain is?"

"Was she being tossed from one man to another? Was she stripped naked and abused for a bite of food? Or was she beaten by the madam and then the pimp, and treated like an animal?"

“I don’t think it’s entirely true!”

“The real pain is when you know clearly that you have done nothing wrong, but you have to bear the evil thoughts of others for no reason.”

Li Ruyi's emotions were like a flood that burst open, gushing out in an instant.

Not to mention Li Jixiang, even she herself was frightened. Her hands trembled slightly and she turned her head away to avoid her elder sister's sight.

"If you are ready, go and see if Li Zhuzi will go to your grave and cry because you are his sister after you die."

The eldest sister listened to Li Ruyi's words in a daze and subconsciously pinched her collar.

But Li Ruyi still couldn't control his emotions and added another sentence.

"That's right! Such a woman will not have a grave! She will just be rolled up in tattered mats and thrown into a mass grave, waiting for wild dogs and wolves to eat her body clean."

After saying that, she stood up and walked out quickly.

Only the eldest sister was left standing there silently.

The eldest sister seemed to have figured something out, but also seemed to have figured nothing out, so she couldn't express it. She could only follow Li Ruyi's back with a panicked look in her eyes.

Li Ruyi was so angry that she couldn't sleep when she got back.

The third brother came over and patted her on the back.

After a while, the eldest sister came back after washing up in the kitchen.

She lay on the narrow kang with her back facing Li Ruyi.

Li Ruyi also had her back to her.

There was not much space between the two of them, yet they seemed very far away.

They were all silent, but none of them could fall asleep.

After a long time, when the third child fell asleep, the eldest sister spoke quietly.

"Ruyi, are you asleep?"

Li Ruyi: …

She snorted.

Li Jixiang was only a thirteen-year-old child, and the world she had seen was only as much as what Sun had allowed her to see.

Li Ruyi felt very disappointed with the other party, but he also knew that when he was thirteen years old, he would not be much stronger than the other party.

Otherwise, how could she be sold by Li Zhuzi?

She originally thought that since she had given so much to this family, and even in order to save money for Li Zhuzi to marry him, she wanted to stay at home for a few more years and do more work.

The results of it!

She advised herself not to be impatient, not to be impatient.

In fact, she knew that all the sufferings in her previous life seemed to have disappeared with her new life.

But in reality, all the pain never dissipated and was always engraved in the cracks between her bones, like her breathing, influencing her every choice.

It made her completely unable to control her temper and she was always anxious.

Her nerves were always tense, and she was still worried that the past would catch up with her.

I always feel like I’m not walking fast enough or far enough.