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"Ruyi, I didn't want to tell you originally, but now that life has come to this, I feel like I have no one else to talk to except you."

"My mother was my father's first wife. She was of high social status, but because she never gave birth to a son, she didn't even dare to criticize my father's concubines."

"I knew from childhood that she didn't like me. Even the illegitimate son born to a concubine was loved by her more than me."

"I hated it at first, but later I didn't hate it anymore. This is probably her fate. This is how her life is. She is trapped in it and can never be freed."

"I just want to avoid being the same person as her in my life!"

"Now it seems that I have done it, but there are always many complicated emotions in my heart that are difficult to express."

"I am not loved by my mother, nor valued by my father. Now that I am married, I am not respected by my husband, nor tolerated by my elders..."

Qin Huanzhang was silent for a moment when he said this.

Zhao Qi and she were not of the same mind.

The old lady of the Zhao family was extremely displeased with her because he drugged her, but she could do nothing about it.

Two women whose surname was not Zhao once sat together and chatted.

Qin Huanzhang hoped that the other party could show her some mercy. It was not easy for a woman to live in this world. She just wanted to live a more open life.

The old lady of the Zhao family understood her.

If she didn't understand, how could she be the head of the family for many years, undermine her own man, raise her son to be worthless, and in the end only be able to catch her grandson?

But even though we understand it, no one will be happy when the butcher's knife falls on them.

The old lady of the Zhao family refused to admit that she was old, and only tried to trip up Qin Huanzhang under the pretext of not trusting her.

She instigated the discord between Zhao Qi and Qin Huanzhang because she knew that Qin Huanzhang had no way out, but Zhao Qi did.

She also knew that this woman was not so easy to defeat, but it was enough for her to just see that she was upset.

Qin Huanzhang was overwhelmed even by the directors, let alone dealing with Zhao Qi, her own husband. In a sense, Zhao Qi was also her most solid supporter.

If there was no Zhao Qi, what connection would she have with the Zhao family?

These relationships are complex and confusing.

"Ruyi, I envy you! Although we are both disliked by our parents, you can easily cut off those ties. I know that the other party is just using me, but I can't control my concern in my heart."

Qin Huanzhang felt very sad during those days when her mother often came to harass her.

"I want my mother to live a better life, I want my father to respect her more, I want to tell others that having a daughter is also a good thing, and I will also be a support for my mother, but she doesn't care!"

Qin Hanzhang's eyes instantly turned red as he thought of what his mother had done over the past few days.

"Huan Zhang, ah Huan Zhang... Even though I was her child after ten months of pregnancy, she wished I would die in exchange for a son."

"The side branches of the Zhao family are eyeing me covetously and have no respect for me at all. I wear formal clothes all day long and sit in the study where no outsiders can see me... But I have to do this, because only in this way can I represent the Zhao family!"

"At this time, I will also envy you, envy that you have someone who loves you..."

Speaking of Han Shian, Li Ruyi's expression relaxed a little.

"Maybe, but I don't think there's anything to envy!"

The story between her and Han Shian is also unknown to others.

Those connections and ties with the world cannot be brought to her by others, nor can she bring them to others.

After hearing this, Qin Huanzhang smiled helplessly, and with his red eyes, he even looked like he was crying.

"They say it's easy to find a priceless treasure but hard to find a lover. I didn't believe it before, but now I do!"

Li Ruyi hesitated for a moment, but still spoke.

"Whether we can meet the right person does not depend on whether we are good enough, but whether we have the luck..."

"Some people always think that meeting someone, having him fall in love with them, and changing for them is a wonderful thing!"

"But I think you should first meet a good person, and then be with him, and you will find that good people are always good people."

"The biggest difference between you and me is not that I met Han Shian, but that you didn't have the chance to meet someone else."

When it comes to Qin Huanzhang's level, the words he says are no longer just for the sake of speaking.

Li Ruyi understood what the other party meant.

I heard a long time ago that she had already taken in Chen Panpan on behalf of Zhao Qi.

Qin Huanzhang can join forces with Chen Panpan, but cannot join forces with Li Ruyi because she knows she cannot defeat Li Ruyi!

She was worried that Li Ruyi would go out for a while and come back thinking that Zhao Qi was better.

Qin Huanzhang often wondered whether Li Ruyi, a teenage girl, could really be as determined as she appeared to be.

Li Ruyi did not stop talking. She looked at Qin Huanzhang and told him very seriously.

"It should be about spending your whole life with the right person, rather than turning the person you spend your whole life with into the right person."

Qin Huanzhang and Zhao Qi are the most suitable because Zhao Qi can give Qin Huanzhang everything he wants.

But Qin Huanzhang still wanted harmony between the piano and the qin, which was a bit too greedy.

It’s not that Li Ruyi thinks she is unworthy.

But it is the relationship between husband and wife, the closest or the most distant.

Qin Huanzhang chose the "most distant" path from the very beginning.

In her heart, Zhao Qi was not as important as the power of the Zhao family. Conversely, Zhao Qi also felt that Qin Huanzhang as a wife was not as important as his own enjoyment as a man. This was a very equal thing.

Li Ruyi felt that Qin Huanzhang's choice was right. After all, feelings were too ethereal, and only power in one's hands could give people a sense of security.

Just like Zhao Qi who was paralyzed in bed in his previous life, he was obviously easier to control than he was in this life, but Qin Huanzhang still chose to break off the engagement.

"I can't comfort you because our choices from the beginning to the end were not the same..."

"When I first started on this path, it wasn't because I liked him, nor was it because of Han Shian, and I never thought about whether I was worthy of him."

"At that time, the clan leader wanted to sell me and my sisters, so I set up my own family. The most difficult thing was the five taels of silver per year for the redemption of the women."

"Five taels of silver, five taels of silver! Is it enough to buy a pair of gold earrings? Or to have a meal at Zhuangyuanlou?"

“Not enough!”

"But it can buy the three lives of us three sisters!"

Qin Huanzhang didn't feel that there was anything wrong or bad when she heard Li Ruyi say these words, and her heart gradually calmed down.

"Without Han Shian, I am still Li Ruyi!"

But without Zhao Qi, would Qin Huanzhang still be the eldest lady of the Zhao family?

Qin Huanzhang took a deep breath, and the weight that had been weighing on her heart for so long seemed to relax at this moment.

"It turns out you weren't this powerful at the beginning!"

Li Ruyi also laughed.

"You are already great!"

"It feels like my hard work this year has not been in vain if I could get a compliment from Ruyi!"

Li Ruyi smiled helplessly.

"If you call your whole year a wasted one, then what should other people call their whole year?"

Qin Huanzhang blinked.

"But the five taels of silver you mentioned for the ransom is your biggest obstacle. I guess it's the same for girls from ordinary families. They worked hard for a year and got five taels of silver, but I worked hard for a year and ended up like this."

"There is no difference between the two sides. In the end, both have reached their own extremes!"

Li Ruyi was stunned when he heard this.

She knew that Qin Huanzhang might not have the intention of taking advantage of her when he said these words to her, but her cheerfulness at this moment was also genuine.

"Sis Qin can say this, it shows that the depression in her heart has been relieved a lot!"

This was the first time Li Ruyi had called her that.

Qin Huanzhang didn't think there was anything wrong with this title, she even said it along the way.

"I'm not someone who will become anyone's sister. If you want to be my sister, you have to show some good things!"

"I heard that you changed the names of your sisters and yourself. If I were to change my name today, what would you like me to change it to?"

The name Qin Huanzhang will not change, but in her heart, she also wants to have a name of her own.

Li Ruyi's face turned into a chubby one at the moment of embarrassment.

Qin Huanzhang had never seen such a vivid expression on her face.

It must be said that Li Ruyi's embarrassment pleased her.

"Oh? There are things in this world that can embarrass Ruyi?"

Li Ruyi sighed helplessly.

"Sister Qin, please don't make fun of me. I couldn't read a single word at the time. I chose this name just for the better meaning. Now that I think about it, it sounds a bit ugly!"

Qin Huanzhang was amused by her and laughed out loud.

"You want it to sound good, have a good meaning, and be brilliant. Ruyi is really greedy."

Li Ruyi sighed.

"What should I do? My knowledge is not good enough to stand in front of Sister Qin!"

Qin Huanzhang said.

"It doesn't matter if it sounds bad. You sit here and look at me, and give me a name. That's the best thing in the world."

Li Ruyi was in a difficult situation but still wanted to refuse.

"Sister Qin, are you really not going to try it yourself? It's also good to give yourself a name!"

Qin Huanzhang smiled and shook his head. This name could only be chosen by Li Ruyi.

Li Ruyi frowned and thought for a moment before speaking.

"If I were to name Sister Qin, I'd like her to be called...Yuanxi..."

Qin Huanzhang looked at Li Ruyi with an extremely complicated expression.

"What does this mean?"

Li Ruyi explained calmly.

"If someone else heard this, they would probably think, there is a beautiful person, pure and graceful. Meeting her by chance is just what I wish for."

"But I think this explanation is too narrow!"

"Sister Qin was not born for any man. This name should mean that everything in the world is as you wish!"

All of Qin Huanzhang's rationality collapsed at this moment, and her tears fell uncontrollably.

She has received too much malice in this world, but rarely such pure kindness.

It turns out that Li Ruyi knows everything, it turns out that she really knows everything!

Li Ruyi knew that Qin Huanzhang was using him, and he also knew why Qin Huanzhang was using him.

The name was just right, and it was a tacit understanding between the two of them.

The meal lasted a long time, and the food on the table was barely touched when the two left.

Li Ruyi walked back with Sun Xiaohua. She was a little impatient to meet Han Shian.

Love is a lucky accident.

Li Ruyi felt that she had been reborn and had encountered so many good things.

But the only one who stayed because of her was Han Shian.

She didn't care about Qin Huanzhang's use of her.

Just like she had used Qin Huanzhang before, since the two parties were in a cooperative relationship, there would naturally be an exchange of interests.

She never cared about the exchange of interests because the relationship between them was maintained by interests.

But Li Ruyi also likes those emotional exchanges.

Just like Han Shian, just like Sun Xiaohua standing beside her, just like Grandma Ding in the distance, and the many people who have silently supported her along the way.

All emotions have a price.

But it does not mean that the emotion itself is not pure.

People are complicated, and they need food, clothing, housing and transportation to survive.

Li Ruyi cherishes those brilliant emotional relationships and does not refuse exchanges of interests involving related interests.

She suddenly felt that today's weather was brighter.

It’s just a pity that there are always some people who don’t want her mood to stay bright forever.

Just as she was hurrying home, a carriage suddenly blocked her way.

A familiar figure jumped out of the car.

"Benefactor! Benefactor heard that you are back!"

Seeing Zhao Li, Li Ruyi's joyful expression faded a lot.

"Well, you seem to have changed a lot after not seeing you for a year!"

Zhao Li was genuinely grateful to Li Ruyi. Whenever he had something good to sell in the past year, he would send his grocery store there.

Li Ruyi had received a letter from him in Quzhou County. It was said that he had asked someone to write it for him.

Li Ruyi. He did not doubt his gratitude, but he also knew that whether he could maintain his position depended on whether he could hold on to Li Ruyi.

"Thank you for your concern. I heard that you have returned to the city a long time ago. I sent you a visiting card two days ago, but you have never had time. I wonder if you can do me the honor of inviting you to a simple meal today or some other day!"

Li Ruyi did not refuse.

The other party's identity is somewhat related to her interests at the moment, and there is no harm in maintaining this relationship for her.

"It's not possible today. If I have time someday, I'll send someone to ask you!"

After hearing this, Zhao Li smiled and nodded vigorously.

"Don't worry, my benefactor. I'll be available any day you're free! But please don't forget!"

After all, it was just a matter of having a meal, so Li Ruyi didn't care much about it.

The two of them parted ways!

Li Ruyi didn't even look into the carriage, although she knew Zhao Qi was sitting in the carriage, and Zhao Qi had quietly leaned over the carriage window and looked at her several times, but she just didn't look back.

The appearance of Zhao Li interrupted Li Ruyi's good mood. But the appearance of Chen Panpan absolutely disgusted Li Ruyi.

Chen Panpan went to the grocery store and sat quietly for nearly an hour, just to wait for Li Ruyi to come back.

The concubine of the eldest son of the Zhao family ran here to wait for Li Ruyi. What would it look like if it got out?

Li Shiliu had heard the news early and was waiting at the entrance of the alley. He told Li Ruyi about it as soon as he came back.

"I'm not going back yet! Have someone send her away!"

After Li Ruyi met Qin Huanzhang, it was absolutely impossible for him to see Chen Panpan again.

Li Shiliu had a sad face.

"Xiao Xian has chased her away twice, but she refused to leave..."