Good luck every time

She just felt suffocated.

She is not stupid. If she can get pregnant, then it is obvious who cannot!

But what does it matter if you know it?

The suffering she experienced seemed to belong to her alone.

All those who hurt her are still alive and well, and she is the only one who has to bear all the pain.

And it was never her fault!

A Cai has paid too much for this.

Her soul, her body, even her life.

No one could understand that she would rather make mistakes all her life than break free.

Li Shiwu held her hand tightly.

There is no true empathy in this world, and he can only understand a little bit through his own experience.

"Let's look forward! There are good days ahead."

"I can still make money and support my family. I am willing to have children, whether I can or not."

"Acai, don't be sad, don't be sad."

When Ah Cai heard this, tears of grievance instantly burst out.

The pain in her heart was like the ocean.

When Li Shiwu saw her crying, he quickly stopped the donkey cart.

The car stopped, he leaned towards A Cai and reached out to wipe her tears.

His hand brushed across the scar on Acai's face that would never heal, giving him a slight taste of the suffering.

Some wounds are too deep and too severe!

Evil people never feel sad. They never reflect on themselves. They just feel lucky that they have gotten rid of a burden.

But kind people have to bear all the consequences even though they have done nothing wrong.

If Ah Cai hadn’t been so lucky, if she hadn’t met Li Ruyi, if she hadn’t had Li Shiwu…

If, if...

She would have died long ago, or she would have lived in anxiety.

She has experienced life and death and understood some truths.

But it is precisely because she understands those principles that she gets stuck in a dead end.

She couldn't be like those people imagined, laughing excitedly when she knew she was not sick, or being extremely happy when she knew she was pregnant.

Her soul ached so much that she didn't even dare to open her eyes to see the world.

Li Shiwu saw that she couldn't stop crying, and remembering the old doctor's later instructions, he didn't know how to make her happy, so he could only give her some advice with clumsy words.

"We will be fine in the future! We will get better and better! Do you want to eat meat? Let's go back and I'll let Nineteen stew meat for you, okay?"

A Cai was immersed in his own suffering and unable to escape. He listened to Li Shiwu's words and wanted to answer something, but he could not answer anything.

Li Shiwu became even more anxious. He didn't know what to do. He looked around and saw that there was no one on the road. He moved forward, stretched out his hand, and hugged A Cai in a clumsy but gentle manner.

Her forehead rested on Li Shiwu's shoulder.

The man's breathing was like the rise and fall of drifting wood, and A Cai hugged him tightly.

It was not until this moment that she felt real.

"Don't be sad, it's all over!"

That word "It's all over" was like a slow-moving knife, instantly cutting open all the wounds on Ah Cai's body.

There are some things that only the hurting person can’t get over.

Because only time can slowly eliminate the pain.

She held Li Shiwu with more force, and her fingers were shaking as she held him.

Li Shiwu hugged her, patted her thin back, and tried his best to comfort her.

"There are still twenty pieces of food at home that were brought back from the capital. If you like candied fruits, I'll go and ask him to take a look."

"Do whatever you want. As long as you're not sad, I'm happy!"

Li Shiwu really wanted this child, but Acai was too sad.

If it was because of the child, he didn't necessarily have to have the child.

No one can tell whether this kind of marriage maintained by emotions is stable or not.

Because everything becomes different.

A Cai had almost finished crying and finally shook her head. Her voice was very soft and small.

“I want it!”

She slowly opened her eyes, her eyes were like a deep blue pool.

she thinks……

Yes!

This is about the best thing in the world.

A Cai took back one hand and placed it on her belly.

It was flat there, but there was a life growing there.

Her desire for a child is something that ordinary people cannot understand.

Besides, aren’t children innocent?

What does all this have to do with this child?

What does it have to do with her and Li Shiwu’s child?

Acai resents those who have cruelly hurt her.

Precisely because she had been treated so cruelly, how could she be harsh to those who were treating her well now?

Li Shiwu didn’t know how to comfort her anymore, so he just hugged Acai tightly.

He thought that maybe Acai would feel much better if he had someone to rely on.

He was right.

Li Shiwu's once unwavering choice and unswerving persistence were the life-saving straws that pulled Acai out of the fire.

Those brave and fearless expressions of preference became opportunities for Ah Cai to love herself.

Li Shiwu taught her a lot.

The most important thing is that it taught her how to love herself.

A Cai felt the warmth from the other person's body, and all the injustices she felt finally slowly dissipated.

It is not sad or wronged to accept punishment for doing something wrong.

But the most painful thing is that you are forced to accept it even though you have done nothing wrong.

This left her speechless.

Li Shiwu stroked her back. A passerby came on the road. A Cai heard the noise and slowly sat up straight.

Although his mood was still not high, he seemed to be much more energetic.

Li Shiwu was still worried about her. A Cai wiped her tears and shook her head.

"Go home! I want to go home!"

She still has a home, a home that belongs entirely to her.

Li Shiwu then breathed a sigh of relief and agreed seriously.

"it is good!"

The donkey cart started moving again. Acai sat for a while and suddenly he became distracted and dozed off.

Li Shiwu quickly reached out and held her shoulders.

A Cai woke up suddenly, not knowing how he fell asleep.

Li Shiwu had no experience and just thought she was sleepy.

"If you feel sleepy, just lean on me and take a nap."

A Cai shook his head, still not feeling very energetic, and agreed.

She lifted her legs and sat on the donkey cart, with her back leaning against Li Shiwu.

Li Shiwu was afraid that she would fall, so he leaned forward slightly and walked all the way back to Sanjia Village.

A Cai didn't wake up when they got there, and Li Shiwu couldn't help but worry.

When his mother heard about this, she waited at the gate of the yard with a worried look on her face.

She muttered to herself.

This person was not a virgin to begin with. Not only did she get disfigured after marrying for the second time, but she was also infertile.

It's already so miserable, and then another person suddenly faints!

Li Shiwu's mother was extremely unhappy, but her unhappiness was mixed with a hint of excitement and a little worry.

She was worried that Acai would not live long, and was also afraid that her son would be branded as a wife-killer.

Besides that, she also felt a little pity for Acai.

Only women understand women’s difficulties.

Although she was unhappy that Acai was infertile, she couldn't do such a thing as beating someone to death just because of it!

What's more, if she saw someone doing this, she would definitely go up and stop them.

Her gentle nature means that she is not a bad person.

It was just a different stance that caused many random thoughts to pop up in her mind.

Seeing Li Shiwu coming back, she hurried to greet him. She glanced at the sleeping A Cai and asked in a low voice.

"What did the doctor say?"

She didn't even ask if they had seen a doctor.

In her heart, although her son is stupid, he is also a responsible man.

Li Shiwu had a subtle expression on his face. He put his hands behind his back to support Acai while straightening up.

"The doctor said that Ah Cai is pregnant."

After hearing this, his mother breathed a sigh of relief.

It’s not that you have an incurable disease, just be happy if you can!

She nodded.

"That's fine, that's fine..."

After she finished speaking, her eyes suddenly widened and her suppressed voice suddenly rose.

"What do you say?"

The sharp noise instantly frightened Acai, and she looked around in a daze.

When Li Shiwu's mother saw this, she quickly reached out to smooth Acai's hair.

"Don't be afraid, don't be afraid. You won't be scared if you touch the fur..."

Ah Cai felt a little flattered by her kind and flattering manner.

Li Shiwu pulled his mother over.

"Mom...it's still early in the month, so we can't talk yet. Keep your voice down! If you say anything..."

He muttered.

“It’s not certain whether or not to do it!”

His mother didn't hear what he said, otherwise she would have slapped him to death.

But Acai, who was closest to him, heard it clearly.

Only then did she realize that she had already arrived home.

"mother……"

When Li Shiwu's mother heard her speak, her expression softened.

"My girl, are you hungry? I've made you something delicious... Keep your voice down. I'm telling you there's a bag of caramel at home. I'll give it all to you!"

A Cai was extremely panicked. Although her mother-in-law had been nice to her before, she had never been like this today.

This kind of liking with added value made her original sadness even worse.

It seemed as if whether her life was good or not depended entirely on whether she could have children.

Li Shiwu watched his mother run away happily, then he helped Acai out of the car.

He lowered his head and didn't look at Acai, but still spoke in a low voice.

"If you're not happy, then forget it! What I said before will always count."

A Cai held his hand, and after hearing this, she suddenly wanted to cry again.

She was silent for a moment before speaking.

"I always felt like I was having a daughter."

Li Shiwu listened to her and quietly observed her expression.

A Cai took a deep breath and held Li Shiwu's hand tightly.

"If it's a daughter, I want to give her everything I didn't get."

Li Shiwu looked at Acai with eyes full of anticipation and joy.

This made Acai realize that this child was indeed expected.

She suddenly burst into tears again. The grievances that had been bothering her were still there, but they became milder because of the things around her.

However, she did not tell Li Ruyi about this grievance.

Otherwise Li Ruyi would definitely tell it.

What's wrong with not having children? You are not alive to be a tool for giving birth to children!

Some of the 'shortcomings' that people are accused of are just personal characteristics.

She did nothing wrong. Even if she couldn't have children, she was just different from others!

As long as she keeps going forward with determination, the past will eventually become more and more distant and faded.

Li Shiwu's mother didn't know why her infertile daughter-in-law suddenly became pregnant.

All she knew was that she was going to be a grandmother!

In her opinion, no one would dislike children, so she naturally didn't think that Acai would be unhappy.

She said she would make delicious food for Ah Cai, and she wasn't lying.

Acai has been lacking energy for several days now, but he never took it seriously.

Now that I think about it, it must be because of the pregnancy.

Before, Li Shiwu's mother just thought that her daughter-in-law was sick, but she had no other good solutions except to persuade her to take a rest.

Now that she knows she is pregnant, she has a lot of experience and feelings!

The first thing to do is to go to the old lady of the Li family to ask for some good things.

Although the disaster years were tough, many of the Li family's children were able to make a living, so there was no shortage of food at home.

Ah Cai just returned to her room and wanted to have a good talk with Li Shiwu about the child, so Li Shiwu's mother brought over a bowl of sugared eggs.

She was full of enthusiasm. She stood aside and watched Ah Cai finish eating before leaving with satisfaction.

Ah Cai: ...

This change made her feel extremely uncomfortable.

Li Shiwu thought that Acai was unhappy because she didn't want to have a child. If he could make Acai get better, although the child was rare, after all, the child was in Acai's belly, so the other party had the final say.

But A Cai said that it was not because of that.

But if you ask her why, she couldn't explain it clearly.

Li Shiwu was a little anxious.

After all, he had never experienced what Ah Cai had experienced. No matter how hard he tried, he could not feel where Ah Cai's pain came from.

Seeing that Acai seemed to be in a bad mood, he could only ask others for help.

Li Shiwu also knew that Acai was unhappy about being pregnant, and he definitely couldn't tell his mother about it.

How could his mother hear such words? ?

So the old lady of the Li family was sitting by the bed making shoes when she saw a figure suddenly appear and block her sunlight.

The old lady of the Li family cursed loudly through the thick window paper.

"You little brat, don't stand by my window!"

Li Shiwu was actually still hesitating when he walked to the window. Even his mother couldn't bear this, so wouldn't his grandmother, who was so old, be even more unable to accept it? ?

It was not until he was scolded that he shrank his neck and ran away.

Forget it, his grandmother is too fierce, what if she gets fierce to Ah Cai! ?

A Cai is still pregnant now!

The old lady of the Li family was glad to see the sunlight outside the window back. She then calmly raised the small shoes in her hands and looked at the shoe uppers that had been embroidered for many years and had not been used. She was still very happy.

This is her first great-grandson, which means a lot!

As for who was standing in front of the window just now, she didn't care at all. There were too many troublemakers in the house, and this was not a big deal!

Li Shiwu didn't find the answer at home, so he had to go to Li Ruyi.

Li Ruyi took over his job and was also very busy at the moment. When he saw Li Shiwu coming, he called him quickly.

"Brother Fifteen!"

Li Shiwu's eyes lit up and he ran to Li Ruyi.

"Ruyi, that's great. I have something else to ask you."

Li Ruyi also wanted to ask him something!

"Okay! Wait for me for a moment. I'll finish this matter."

Li Ruyi finished the things at hand and then went to a corner with Li Shiwu.

"How is Sister Acai?"

When Li Shiwu heard Li Ruyi's question, the corners of his mouth rose uncontrollably, but when he thought of Acai's current situation, he felt a little depressed again.

"She's pregnant!"

Li Ruyi raised her eyebrows and instantly understood what was going on.

Having a child is not just a one-person thing. If one person can give birth, then naturally the other person cannot.