Hey! Leave my ex-boyfriends alone!

Although he had a sister, she did not teach him what true love is.

So he learned to be sensible, well-behaved, and not to ask for anything.

Come to think of it, Xie Luo was the only thing he had ever desired since he was a child.

The words that Liu Yan spoke were all his courage and the love that had been boiling and surging over and over again in countless days and nights.

"Ayan, don't be so nervous. I won't eat you."

Xie Luo rubbed his face with amusement, and then continued: "You are not a saint, why do you always have to wrong yourself? Life is only a few decades long, it is important to follow your heart."

"Senior?"

“Which is my favorite milk tea?”

"It's the White Star Love in the alley outside the school."

"So what's my favorite flavor?"

"Spicy and sweet. Senior likes spicy and sweet things."

“… ….”

Xie Luo asked several questions in a row, and Liu Yan answered them very quickly, and they were all correct answers.

He really knew Xie Luo very well.

However, Xie Luo quickly asked the next question.

"What about you? Ah Yan, what do you like? What is your favorite food? What is your favorite flavor? Do you like milk tea?"

The young man's eyes widened slightly. This question, which was obviously very easy to answer, made him stand there in a daze, speechless.

What does he like?

do not know.

Xie Luo continued to move closer to his cheek, and the two looked at each other, so close that they could even hear each other's breathing.

"Can't you answer me?"

"Ayan?"

"I...I don't know."

"It's not just me. You know everyone's preferences, but you only forget your own preferences and feelings."

"You always subconsciously ignore yourself, Ayan. In fact, you don't understand yourself at all."

Liu Yan could feel the touch on his face. Xie Luo's hands brushed across his eyebrows, and those eyes seemed to see through everything.

"I actually thought about whether it was unfair to both you and me to arbitrarily define our relationship. But after you said that, I suddenly realized it."

"I can tell you clearly that I like you. I like you who are well-behaved and sensible."

"Maybe this is not accurate enough. To be precise, I just enjoy your efforts and your understanding."

"But Ah Yan, to love others you must first love yourself. You forgot yourself."

Xie Luo was never able to truly connect with Liu Yan because there seemed to be some barrier between them.

She always occupies a high dominant position, and a little bit of sweetness can firmly trap Liu Yan.

As for Liu Yan, he has been giving and passively accepting everything.

Even though he had a job, he was still unwilling to cut off contact with Xie Luo, and would even travel thousands of miles to treat Xie Luo's illness.

Because none of these changed Liu Yan's nature. He was gentle and sensible, and always showed the greatest care and kindness to others.

What about himself?

He forgot one thing: the basis of loving others is to learn to love oneself first.

Only by learning to love themselves can they stand in the same position and then love each other.

Although he felt a little embarrassed, Xie Luo really enjoyed Liu Yan's care and dedication, and it was not a lie.

Last night, probably because of her illness, Xie Luo was much more sober, and she saw more things from the touching moments.

That is Liu Yan himself.

He didn't know how to say no and had been trying to do many things to maintain his relationship with Xie Luo.

Xie Luo enjoyed it, and he enjoyed his efforts very much, but what about Liu Yan? Was this really what he wanted?

Having a fever is not a big deal, and traveling thousands of miles is certainly touching, but how does Liu Yan feel when he does all this?

Even love did not change his character.

He has been giving blindly, and when cracks appear in the relationship, he tries to repair the relationship and feelings with more concessions and efforts.

Liu Yan is worthy of everyone except himself.

He always ignores his own feelings and sacrifices himself for the praise of others.

The love that Xie Luo showed through his fingers was enough to make him continue to give, over and over again.

He would refuse outrageous requests like the one from the purple-haired boss because they were strangers and there was no need to establish a relationship.

He will treat unfamiliar strangers normally.

But when your relationship with him reaches a deeper level, he will try to maintain the relationship by giving.

The more he values ​​this relationship, the more he will give and the deeper he will fall.

Xie Luo was the beneficiary, so it was difficult for her to see anything before.

But after she thought about everything carefully, she suddenly discovered some of the irrationality of what Liu Yan did.

He loves everyone except himself.

Liu Yan stood there in a daze. He was stunned for a very long time, until Xie Luo's gentle words rang in his ears again.

"Ayan, you have to learn to love yourself first before I can love you."

"Don't give too much to others. Only when you value yourself can others value you."

"Okay?"

"Senior?"

No one has ever said this to Liu Yan. They have always praised Liu Yan for his good temper, good personality, and being easy to get along with.

But now, Xie Luo asked him to love himself first and not give blindly.

Xie Luo's few short words caused a storm in Liu Yan's heart, shocking him so much that he couldn't utter a word.

love yourself?

As soon as he said this, Liu Yan felt more confused.

What is loving oneself and how should he love himself?

"Ayan, giving is not just giving blindly. Only when you give to those who are worthy, will everything become meaningful."

"I'm sorry, I just enjoyed your efforts in the past and never really considered your feelings. From now on, I will also make efforts, okay?"

"I've thought about it carefully. I like you and I don't mind being with you, but before that, you have to learn to love yourself first."

"The day you learn to love yourself, maybe that will be the day we are truly together."

Xie Luo gently embraced Liu Yan in his arms, and every word he said was deeply embedded in Liu Yan's heart.

Her words were not harsh, but they carried a lot of weight, and every word was so hot that Liu Yan didn't know how to react.

"I love myself?"

Perhaps because Xie Luo was too gentle, Liu Yan's eyes were sore and he shrank into her arms like a timid little bird.

He couldn't explain what he felt, but his heart felt so hot that his eyes were red, but he couldn't shed a single tear.

Love yourself, there is no more beautiful sentence.

Ordinary people will naturally love themselves, but for some people who extremely lack love and self-confidence, learning to love themselves is not an easy thing.